My Sweet Lord

Dear God, thank you for giving me courage to go through my life for the past three months. Life is indeed on a new track. You never fail to take me home to where i belong. I remember when i was a sinner at young age leaving church you brought me home and gave me something to do, something to work on. You gave me responsibility to serve and contribute my talents. I was with you for that 2 years until i left you again my Lord. Forgive the times which I've left you and now I'm back. You removed my loved ones to bring me back to you. You know it all since the begining. You gave me a hard path despite my daily prayers. I've did my best and I now hand the rest to You. Almighty God, I'm glad that I'm back right where you wanted me to be. The years when i was away, i've learned to forgive, learned to love, learned to confess, learned to act as an example. All these were learned through the person you sent to me and also the person you removed from my life. I know that I might have emotional ties once in a while but Lord let me follow Your plan as You wanted it. My sincere prayer to you daily is of respect and loyalty. I know that I don't need to ask for alot of things for you know what I need and what I need not. Take away worries in me and let me help others too.

May God you bless my family regardless of where they are. Shelter them when they are in need. Bring Daddy home to your house too. I've been away as long as Daddy is. He is a great father just like you he loves the family and have been working hard to bring us up to where we stand now. With faith and love i pray in Jesus name, Amen.

-But blessed is the man who trusts in the LORD, whose confidence is in him.
Jeremiah 17:7

-For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future
Jeremiah 29:11

-Do you know that in all race all the runners run, but only one gets the prize? Run in such way as to get the prize.
1 Corinthians 9:24

-But the fruit of spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness and FAITHFULNESS.
Galatians 5:22

-Let us be weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up.
Galatians 6:9

-In your relationship with one another, have the same attitude of mind Christ Jesus had.
Philippians 4:13

Leaving November behind

November is a month to remember, a lot of people celebrated their birthday this month and of course to me its a month which i entered a relationship which ended lately and our supposingly 3rd year anniversary had just passed last Saturday. I enjoyed my end of November alot because it is packed with excitement. Although i know alot of lies still circulates around me but I'm getting used to it and i just didn't want to bother telling those people off because i just want to be me. I want to be a person that would be at the end because at the end i could see what is happening in front and if someone falls behind I'll be at the back to bring them up again.

-That best portion of a good man's life, his little, nameless, unremembered acts of kindness and of love.

The weather in general is making alot of people sick lately, i would like to wish them get well soon, have faith and God shall heal you. I'm looking forward to December the festive mood is filling me up but i must say Christmas is not a festival because there is a meaning behind it. Christ was not born on Christmas but it is a day for us to recall or know the meaning of Christmas. Other than presents and party what is more important would be you yourself spending the precious time with your love ones or someone you care.

My sis and mum will be going for Church out reach and i hope they will have a safe journey and great health. I didn't put on my new shoe today to work because i just thought that since it will be December tomorrow i shall wear it on the first of December. My time with God has become more often and i cherish the time with Him. Time passes so quickly that when i try to look back its been 3 months since i was left alone. It did bothered me for some time because i was not use to the life without a someone to share the end of my day, my complaints, my jokes, my thoughts,etc. Now I've learn to get back on my feet just like how i did it ages ago.

Its a gift that my parents are still healthy. My recent chat with friends had let me noticed that my parents are aging and they never onced complained about how hard they work to put that delicious meal infront of me. I just felt like telling them how much i love them and by just telling i still find it too small of appreciation compare to what they constantly gave me. I should take some action to return the favor. 2009 is coming to an end soon and 2010 is just around the corner. Have you done your resolutions? Don't just put it in papers but start moving and making things happen.

-The first step to getting the things you want out of life is this: Decide what you want.

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我精神满满的经过二十四小时，从天亮到天黑接着天又亮起来了。
我坚持的做好自己，像个守护着你的守护神。
朋友们的爱护我真的感受到，谢谢你们肯陪我度过本来空挡的星期六。
看着情人买礼物给对方感觉很甜蜜，我也买了圣诞礼物给自己。
除了自己的礼物，还买了以前想买给她的东西放在床边。
凯儿说换着是他也会做完答应过的东西，这样就不会有遗憾。
我的朋友们都对我现在的异性朋友很感兴趣，想知道她长的怎么样。
大家饶了我吧，她是我的朋友罢了，我不是那么快就跳入另一段感情的人。
别把我的朋友给吓坏了。

天亮回家，老爸都醒了，想起父母便再楼下跟他们谈天说为什么我天亮回家，他们也很开心也对我很有信心，他们知道我是个有责任而且是他们不必担心的好孩子。

球赛没踢完，永远都不能知道成绩。 这一句有个内涵，你能了解吗？
我想凯儿一看便知道也会同意吧，我们往各自的方向努力，做最后的战役。

至于我买了些什么，我真的很想跟大家分享但不是现在。 礼物当然要等开礼物的时候才能揭晓。

请继续留意要是想知道那礼物和那本来要送她的礼物到底是什么。
L.R.K.A.U.N.A.P.F
提示：以上的字母能够排成礼物的答案。（没有限制于字的数目）

快乐星期天。 你的早安；我的晚安。

Daily bits

According to plans our day should start at 10:30am but due to some delays we went out about an hour later and all of us were like zombies, most of us slept at 4-5am a day before. All of us took the advice to sleep in intervals of 4 hours, it proves one thing it doesn't really work. Just how interesting was the day, my words might not be accurate in describing my day but i will try my best to because you just have to be a part to know how fun it is. We started crashing over at CCS's place and all of us got hooked on this movie showing on astro. When he is done with his so call shower which is actually his last game of DotA we head straight to Village Park for the long awaited nasi lemak. Then it is gaming till 6:30pm can u imagine when we try to pay at the counter at the internet cafe it was RM12.50 we all laughed, never in my life I've tried to have ten friends camping in the internet cafe the whole day. Then the sky was dark and its basketball. We were praying that it doesn't rain but eventually light drizzling wet the court a little. We carry on till almost eleven and this time is the 1st time we have 14 players attended basketball and a total 16 of us went for our dinner/supper at WKCCT(Wong Kwok Char Chan Teng). We talk all sorta nonsense and were discussing about my birthday plans. Next Thursday night will be steamboat night at Puchong because we were all invited over to the grand opening of a new steamboat restaurant by Jun's Gf's parents. Which means no pasar malam. After tons of chit-chating we decided its about time we make a move to catch up with some sleep.

Thank you lord for giving me this day filled with events so that i could be occupy and not be disturbed by things in my mind. I enjoyed every single moment and thanks for giving such wonderful friends around me.

T.G.I.F

Things might not go according to plan today because i didn't expect a breakfast plan would lead to a whole day plan until basketball ends. Last night i hanged out at the night market to enjoy our asam laksa and headed right for cendol and french toast at Chilli Padi. Thanks to Mr.CCS i had to eat my cendol with extra syrup. When we are done with eating we were discussing about where to hang out the plans varied from to Genting for a drink, clubs, mahjong, pool, guitar session + beer and DotA. Its fun and in the end we ended up with watching movie at CCS's place, followed by mahjong (Magnum ice cream included), then it time for DotA. We crashed a few places until we manage to get 5 comps. It ended around 1-2a.m. My night didn't end there as i went for another round of drinks with my buddy Kel and Lloyd. We talked, we laughed and we learn from each other. I cherish the friendship and i never stop reminding friends around me to avoid doing things that will lead to something bad. Everyone has their secrets and it is good to share it out. We exchange our views on relationships. I literally told them how is it like going through a three years relationship, it is not very long but it is not short either. Alot can be done in three years. I told them maybe she is just not ready and she is willing to try everything in her journey to find a better relationship. Yes i was sad but now i do have bits of emotional ties here and there but i am moving on in certain ways. I gave without hoping anything in return now because if your expecting someone to treat you with a value compare to yours, you might as well be with your own shadow because it does whatever you do. My starry night ends at 4-ish a.m..

Today DIY project will be postponed till tomorrow because it will be brunch, Zara warehouse sale *pending, Gaming, dinner, basketball and finally supper. It is just so interesting and I could feel my sore throat coming anytime soon but if you ask me to sacrifice a little health for these friends it is worth it.

-Dear God please look after me and let me treat my friends well. Bless me with good health so that i could do more good work. Let your love fill me. Let me obey your plans for me. In Your name Jesus, Amen.

Flu

Caught a flu which is making me sneeze in office and freaking all my colleagues out. I felt so sorry for them as there isn't much i could do about my flu. There is not mask left in the office for me to look like a ninja wearing tie walking around with files and papers. To the darn flu germs i must say this.

A helping hand

I've always wanted to do good doing good might not be as fun as all those sinful nature but it has its own value. Visit to Kenosis drug rehab centre next week was cancelled instead it will be replaced by a discussion for upcoming activities. We will be discussing about Harvest week where we will be having thanksgiving. I hope I could bring someone along, someone that i would like to thank and is willing to spend some time to know me and my YA group members. They are really awesome people.

Today was the day i took my 1st step, i don't care how people look at me because i saw this blindman in the trainstation although he could walk well with his walking stick but i went up and gave him a helping hand. He didn't expect that someone would guide him into the train when it arrives and get him a place to seat. He wanted to say thanks but he was so speechless all he did was nod and smile. He couldn't see but i smiled back to him. It caught alot of attention in the train some must be thinking that I'm a wierdo. So be it, if doing good is like a wierdo I'll be a wierdo. The joy of helping even though it is some small task but it gives you the feeling that your kindness is overflowing. That moment of joy still lingers in me even at the peak of my work today.

If you ignore everything that pass by which you could give a helping hand, you definitely missing out alot. Its just something simple and it wouldn't be more than the time you spend dreaming. Now start taking your hands out of your pocket and do good. You get a lot more attention this way compare to playing cool in the train. The joy of helping and being appreciated is more than those sinful moments, it is a different type of joy.

-We make a living by what we get, but we make a life by what we give.

Quit

This Saturday's event might fall short for me due to a team mate last minute decision to pull out in order to go for white water rafting. I prayed hard last night for a replacement. I was a little angry last night after knowing that a team member is pulling out a couple of days before the event. I calm my self down quickly because i understand that it is not something you could do everyday for white water rafting. I just hope he'll be safe in his trip as its the monsoon season. I hope the next time he would stick to his decision and at least be a little more responsible. Alot of people call for a quit easily without any guilt, some quit their relationships, some quit their job only to find that their job or current relationship suck because when they quit they were only experiencing all the good teaser. Its just like the best part of a movie is always their trailers. It is what makes you go watch the movie only to find that all the good parts were shown in the show.

-It is the responsibility of intellectuals to speak the truth and expose lies.

This morning going through my blog and FB i managed to see heaps of updates, one good one would be hinting in public a.k.a public confessing. I believe some people do it so that they could declare publicly that they are going after something or someone. Simply good because with more people like this you could save alot of time trying to know them because their character has already been shown.

Today i shall be nice and forgive Chong Ee for not able to turn up for the race even if it means that our team will not be joining. I can definitely bare with this because not just someone walk away from a competition, people even walk away from a relationship. If i could forgive her i could forgive you.