Project "Free Hugs"

A wonderful day and it reminds me of my days in New Zealand. I wish i could go back because I'm actually trying to avoid reality here. Its too wild back here, everything is just so bad here for eg: everyone is rude and uncivilised, everyone cheats one another, everyone is bias accusing one another, everyone spread rumours. If god is watching he should send rain of sulfur and just destroy this town. I tried to fit in but i just can't, all the truths are blanketed that i can no longer differentiate truth or mere lies.

Well back then in New Zealand everyone is so true to each other, yes means yes and no means no. Promises means exactly like what is define in the dictionary where as promises here were generally classified as meant to be broken. Back then when i was in New Zealand i remember seeing people with a signboard saying Free Hugs, I walked towards and gave one before, I reckon i should do it here too because one hug can mean so much, it shows love, care, kindness. Its like the peaceful community there is filled with joy. Here giving Free Hugs means suicide if you do it on the streets because police would be hunting you down, Islamic group will do too for indecent act, your wallet will go missing being either rob or stolen. Well friends i would love a free hug if it is not too costly for you to give me. A hug fits all sizes unlike clothes.

At this time, a hug could probably make me smile and clear of the fog which is blocking my sight. A hug now could warm the my body in this rainy season. A hug would mean that someone cares for me. A hug shows that I'm somebody worth holding in your arms. Give the person you love or care a free hug, fulfill my project free hugs. I'm going home tonight and start with dad, mom, sis and bro when he is back.

-hugs-

Frantic

So easily agitated just because i simply said out the truth. I just have to get used to it being the same old scapegoat to suffer all the bias treatment. Will anyone just be kind enough to drop me a line of encouragement via any form because this is such a suicidal situation. I think i need to go pray so that i won't get distracted like the other day and run into a glass door. Its been ages since i missed my last medical check up on my backbone, the lower section is giving me so much problems lately. Maybe i just need to be positive and be happy to be able to open my eyes everyday to enjoy a new day in life because when I'm in that happy situation no sickness got near me. Sickness only happen when your gloomy, even dengue fever hit me on the day of break up. FML.

Meow

Some time ago i use to have a cat as a pet, me and my ex shared the same pet. Bubuu is his name, it has stripes like a tiger and is way better listener compare to Mal which is the cat we got later on after the missing of Bubuu, I've always suspect that the damn maid stole the cat and i still believe she did.

I still remember the days where Steph hates pet. All of a sudden she had this special feeling for cats when Bubuu walked in our house back when i was in Uni. I encouraged her to keep it as a pet although she was worried that the parents will just ask her to get rid of it. So there i made her first fall for a cat and the cat became part of the family. I've cut out my share of her time for these furball. I like em' but only when my share of her time is more than just furball which got me so furious but those were the past. Mal is the new furball from that house, it seems like kittens just love to walk in lost wondering around our house. She manage to get over Bubuu and start all over again building the relationship with Mal. Mal is so called my son but is now a single parent cat because daddy has been kicked out of the pic and mummy will get him a replacement. I still remember the days where we were wondering whether Mal is a male or female so i turn Mal around and find no willy or any balls so i thought it was a girl, when he grows older only we notice his balls and its too late for him to change his sissy name Mal. I still miss these furballs and I'm planning to sneak in someday just to check out how my son is doing.

To Bubuu i would like to say take care no matter where you are although most likely your dead in heaven telling your friends story like what the picture says.

Wise or Vice

Seeing the shadow instead of the light that your walking towards made me saddened. If only you have that tiny wisdom with you and hold on to what is written in that book you bring to church you would have been rational and avoid all these nonsense.

-All Scripture is God-breathed and is useful for teaching, rebuking, correcting and training in righteousness, so that the man of God may be thoroughly equipped for every good work.
2 Timothy 3:16-17

Lingerie

Real Madrid to launch lingerie line:-

Spanish soccer giants Real Madrid will launch a lingerie line for women next year, sports daily Marca reported on Wednesday.

In addition to the souvenir jerseys, T-shirts, coffee mugs and other items already on offer, supporters of the club will soon be able to buy boxer shorts, slips and bras bearing the club's logo, the newspaper said.

The lingerie will be made by Valencia-based textile company Little Kiss and it will hit store shelves in March, AFP reported.

Wonder how they become the world richest club? No surprises because they would do anything to have their logo printed on.

Thanksgiving

Its all about thanking people that matters. I would like to take this opportunity to invite you people to come to this thanksgiving event on 19th December 12-3pm. I will be the MC of the day and ofcourse lunch will be provided. The agenda is a secret but I'm sure everyone will enjoy that event.

Drop me a message or txt if any of you is interested in joining this event.

蔓延

-买的其中一本书-

读书能让我暂时忘了自己。去了书展一口气买了三本书。两本是自己爱读的关于经济，生意及投资。另一本就很特别是一本烹饪料理的书，买的书全都是Hard Cover因为这样比较有收藏价值。 一般本地人都不爱书，我也一样但当我在国外念书回来后，我爱上了书本。我从中学习了不少。

可能大家觉得生活没什么意义的人才爱躲在家里做个书呆子。我不是我只是不把我的时间拿去伤害别人。当你经过一段像我这样的生活和感情你可能才能了解那无奈感。我觉得爱在现实里是很虚的。喜欢就好了不要乱用爱，爱其实是一种责任，喜欢却不需要，喜欢只是那种亲密的感觉。当你说你爱她或他时，你却只是闹着玩玩而已可能世界上已经少了一个好人，是被带坏的，所谓学好三年，学坏三天。

因为一直以来都坦白的说出心里的话，也就这样坦然接受了那难过，那悲剧。我将朋友的部落格给连上了，希望这样能让我们彼此更方便的去保持联络。拍手*拍手*哎哟！

来个招牌动作开心一下。忠心是好但从拾信心更重要。好朋友几位就够，不需要随便找个人来爱，要爱倒不如种棵太阳花细心的照顾它。突然让我想起了老罗还欠我太阳花种子。明晚有惊喜给大家，我将会带个新朋友去吃火锅，纯粹是朋友所以别把她给吓坏好不好。

Hooray

Finally a glimpse of hope in my career. I've been treating and cooperating with the internal auditor who came on Monday. She is a friendly person but work is still work. We talked alot today as she will be leaving later to Labuan to audit on our office there. She insisted to buy me lunch which i kindly decline because i didn't want her to expect anything in return. She offered me a favour if i were to look for a job in Singapore. She asked if i were interested in Risk Management Department in Singapore. I'm more than happy to hear that but i didn't wanted to sound that I can't wait to leave this place so i gladly took her email address and if i need any help she would be more than helpful to do me a favor.

I believe this is what we usually get when we do treat people well, it is call appreciation. It can be in different ways. I understand that there are boundaries for friendship but if one can exceed the limit others can do so. I don't expect return for things i do because i know if i do expect return i might be crushed if i don't get any. We always look for extra perks in life. Everyone is trying to get extra advantages over the others. I myself once fight for a reason but not now because i've found my reason, its a fight or flight situation. Sometimes i choose flight because I'm not in a position to fight.

Thanks Hoong May for your appreciation. I'm glad to have known you, have a safe journey to Labuan then back to Singapore.