Humble prayer



Dear God, forgive my sins and thank you for holding on to me even when i left you behind. I never know there is a brighter path in life, you brought me friends, true friends. You make me realised the false prophets and the real ones. Father please help me for I am sick, I have faith in you and all i need is you to stretch your healing hands over me. You showed me the way i should live and I'm living it as you taught. I took action and not just listening to your words. My future spouse that you've prepared for me I will take good care of her just like how i always do. I won't let you down. Lead me in this coming year father and make me wiser. Look after my family and friends for they are good people. You will not design a pathway so hard that i can't go through for you know our threshold. I sincerely pray in your name, Amen.

-A summary of my prayer, I've took some time off to say my prayer uninterupted.-

Final Day


Its final day of the year, its final day for Paul before he gets married, its final day for me to claim my milk tea, its final day at work before i go for a short trip. So many final moments this year, happy and unhappy ones. I wonder what will be coming next year, i hope there is more to everything. Its 2010 so drop all ur worries and move on in this new year.

Well this year I won't have so much leaves to spare and hang out with you guys trapped in that cemetery area. Anyway you guys would be graduating soon so maybe I'll see you guys after graduation.

My resolution:
-Go confidently in the direction of my dreams. Live the life I have imagined.
-Better to be hated for what I am, than to be loved for what I'm not.
-Even if the majority agrees on an idiotic idea, it is still an idiotic idea.
-Start by doing what's necessary; then do what's possible; and hopefully the impossible.
-Love more hate less, be helpful and cheerful.
-Learn to say "NO".

My random wise line:
-Money can't buy happiness, but somehow its more comfortable to cry in a BMW than on a bicycle.
-Forgive your enemy, but remember the b@st@rd's name.
-Many people are alive only because its illegal to shoot them.
-Alcohol doesn't solve any problem, but then, neither does milk.

Chocolates is filling up in my fridge, I've listened to the Doc's advice no spicy and oily food last night, so i had MnMs after dinner because its not spicy or oily.

Tips for me from various individuals top picked:
-She is obviously ain't mature enough for marriage yet due to the misuse of. 'Love'.
-I don't think she understand what is love.
-She doesn't like you, If you try to hang on, Eventually you'll be labelled as annoying ex.
-When she said she sorry she cheated on you, you should've dump her, obviously she's lying to satisfy you so you wont bug her abt it anymore.
-Er, those guys did not interfere your relationship. your're just a tool, the real leading actress is her, get it?
-Empty promises. I rolled my eyes whenever a girl promise something esp marriage. If she really intends to be with you, she'll propose not assure(falsely).
-How many people to say this to you only you'll be convinced but hey, SHE NEVER HAD FEELINGS FOR YOU.
-You deserve a better girl.
-Just because she's the only person who obviously fakingly promised to be married to you doesn't mean you have to be obssessed with her.

See friends can be mean at times but they do say things straight to the point. I totally had enough of sorrow in the past few months, its more than enough for the entire decade. Its not all true but from a friend's point of view, i don't blame you people.

D.I.Y. matters, will call it off for the moment because i need to spend more time on my career and investments. Those stuffs are more to impress your potential soul mate which i don't have one now. So its definitely ok to keep them aside for now.

Welcome home Meghan Yap! My contact no. is the same old no. Happy New Year Folks!

Recovering

Being sick is not such a big deal anymore at my age, i remember every single moment of me getting sick from young till now. Parents and friends will always be there when I'm sick. Then i had a girlfriend back then which i have to take care of her when she is sick. Its basically an exchange of favour. This time i got sick and tons of regards came in, I'm honoured to receive the calls and sms-es. I felt better today, not because the sickness is away but they say mind over matters. I felt better because i think i am better.

-All sickness heals faster with love and care-

Moving on with what's up today, an interesting story follow up by my friend in the states which is sort of a tri-party relationship. I always enjoy reading it. Its disappointing but its a journey for kids to go through. I never like the idea of being neutral because it makes you sitting on the fence. So Wenni, deep down i know you stand on Ms. B's side at the same time Mr.A is your housemate. You basically have no choice but to get stuck with being neutral here. Your housemates situation is basically like my story except you put me as Ms.B, put my ex as Mr.A and put my ex's current companion as Ms.C. Isn't it the same?

So i think its no big deal, Ms. B just have to get back on her feet although i took about 3 months so i believe Ms. B can do better in the States. Go out with some friends, ask her not to worry about Mr. A so much because friends in common are not blind so they would make the correct decision on where to stand. Just make sure Ms. B doesn't become like Mr. A because i know there are people whom make dramatic changes after being hurt. I'm happier if there is less one Mr. A than less one Ms. B.

I hope it helps Wenni, I could even analyse and advice when im sick lol probably because the tragic i went through is still fresh lol. Mr. A will regret one day if Ms. C doesn't come close to Ms. B. I must say Mr. A is thinking with the small head instead of the big head. Making hasty decision does spoil a relationship. Imagine years together then they come up with funny reasons like I've lost feelings... Thank God only kids thinks this way if not our parents would never make it till now. My grandparents is married for 60 years, i guess it runs in the family, responsibility, honesty and loyalty are the core values. I'm sure Ms B will be greatful to you when she recovers because you are there to hold her from falling.

-A loving heart is the beginning of all knowledge.-

S!ck


Dear readers,

Your humble author of this blog fell sick, so sick that he couldn't recall anything to blog. Please pray for him as he will be travelling in 5 days. Thank you.

Immune-less

Before i start my post, I must not forget to thank Doug and Terrene for hanging out with me at the last couple of hours before the day ends. The shirt you guys got me is very nice.

Well 5 days before my trip despite taking good care of myself probably due to the few consecutive late nights I fell sick. Quickly went to the panel Doc to get my medicine and pray hard that i could recover in time. The docs advice was no oily or spicy food. GOD please save me, i literally have to starve to death.

Lunch @ NYNY Deli

Date: 28th December 2009.


How can you not be happy when you have these people around you celebrating birthday!

Saw that long strip of film? That's my birthday present. The surprised factor 8/10.

This birthday I'm touched *not physically or sexual harassment* they made my day, we talk, we laugh and we eat and these activities kept repeating till we went home. Although they were initially my ex's friends, they are some true friends which I could find nowhere else.

Life would be so bored without them, we were loud and i mean real LOUD when we are together. Everytime they i see them i can't help my self to hit them with my lame jokes, lame jokes so lame that it never fails to put smile on their faces. I know they hate me lol.

The birthday tradition leads us to WKCCT for their milk tea. I must say our *dirty talk session was disgusting but full of laughter. I'm sorry WaiKit, bear with us for that is just the real us. We talk a lot and i hope we don't pollute your mind and Swan's too.

Thanks for coming out even though exams is only weeks away. I wish you guys all the best in whatever you do. Study hard so that after that we could play harder. I'll see if its convenient to go find you guys again. You guys rock.

-Eugene: We should pool again sometime later with PengSang too.-


That is an example of how much fun we had.

Something Hilarious

As usual i drop by FML to check out what's new with people around the world and after i read this i choked cause i was eating my lunch infront of my PC.

"Today, I was driving in the car with my boyfriend and he couldn't keep his hands off me. Nothing to complain about when your boyfriend likes to touch you, right? Except when he keeps smacking your jiggly thighs to watch the ripples and 'tenderize the pork chops'. FML"

Jiggly porky thighs. Lol

Happy Birthday to Me


Venue: Umaiya
Guest: Me,
ChungSiew,
Lauren,
Loong,
RiMae,
Japh,
Jean,
Jun,
JiaYi,
Arthur,
Gan,
DaiGao,
Nick,
LeeKee,
Mckitt,
LuShan,
Quek,
Mao,
FangChin,
David.

An occasion packed fun and laughter with these wonderful people in a small and cozy room and some pricey food. All i can think of is nothing more than just joy and appreciation. I enjoyed the surprise and ate 3/4 of the cake. I also enjoyed the 2nd and 3rd round of food and beverages. What else other than saying thanks to you guys and girls who took the effort just to have a meal with me on a Sunday night. Thanks VernLi for dropping by at Prince.

Thanks Dave for the BMW scale model. I like it alot. Gifts received: Lollies,DVD's and Jersey. All of them are meaningful. Those smses and calls are well appreciated too. There is so much more to come this week. May days ahead be brighter. Birthday wishes is to have true friends around always and an ever growing career path.