I've recently experience minimal amount of sleep, but I thank God for being able to bring me through the day. Just like how it should be in our daily life, in everything give thanks. Life is not an evergreen journey. Rough patches is almost inevitable but it is how we react towards it and surf through the problems in life.
As much as I recalled, I thought I was being punished so severely by God and I felt that I have been treated unfairly. No doubt life was never a fair game to start with but the God which I've been consistently cried out for actually allowed me to fall in a pitch black pit. I was in search for an answer but after spending quality time in my sanctuary, the house of God. I realised that sometimes God allocates the best in his eyes and not through mine. Knowing that my prayers continue daily, my deepest desires I commit and live a life of a single commoner.
My partner is someone whom I will love deeply foreva and I've made that promised to God that whoever is right is not important but make me the right person for someone else. That is the greatest sacrifice of all because I've put myself out to love just like how it should be. Since I have trained myself to be really patient in this matter, I'll wait and discover along the way on where I'll end up to.
My career life had a soar last year and new opportunities had been coming. Again I give praise for that. I just hope I could have enough to sponsor my family and the future spouse of mine a comfortable living. If God walks with me, there is really nothing I should be worried about.
Dear God, you've been an ever great God which stood by me, forgive my ignorance and sins. I thank you for all the blessings and may you continue to shower them upon people around me. Let me be the salt and light, the goodness overflows from the inside out. In your awesome name, Amen.
