The birthday bash

Great place to dine and wine, wonderful family members from Oz, Bangkok and Singapore. They all came just to make the event merrier. Finally get to see Jason and Marg, the last time i met Jason was back when i was 15 or 16. Marg, his girlfriend from Macao but brought up in London. Its been a pleasure meeting them, unfortunately Cindy and Ethan didn't make it to the party.


Me and Marg

Mum had a great time with all her sisters. Dad got his friend Uncle Choo to come over too. The party is just great and finally I've announced the status of my relationship on this very special day because of all the repeating questions from all the aunts, special thanks to Aunt Daphne for the concern and advice, to Jason for the generous offer for his service apartment in Bangkok during my trip.

This is a blessed event for my family and once again Happy Birthday Daddy.

Affair in details

A cheating spouse hurts quite a bit, and it can be difficult to move on. I realize you're feeling angry, sad, confused, and you really don't know what to do next. You might even be blaming yourself, but it's not your fault. It doesn't mean you weren't great, the person that cheated is at fault. They are confused, selfish, and to put pretty blunt, just a weak person. They have no real morals, only self-motivated ones. They aren't worth your time and they never deserved it. They'll be hurting more in the long run, if they continue living in a möbius strip of cheating. Infidelity in a marriage is extremely difficult, since this was suppose to be your partner in life.

Cheating has plagued love lives for generations. Sometimes, one never finds out about an affair a girlfriend has had. However, there are certain signs which might give one a clue as to whether (and exactly to what limit) the girlfriend is cheating.

The first sign of infidelity by a girlfriend in a relationship is her general disinterest in anything that the two enjoyed doing together previously. Sometimes this disinterest is blatant. For example, if a couple watches a movie together, and afterwards she can’t remember anything about the movie, then she might be deeply distracted by something. This disinterest then might graduate into a series of unexplained cancellations of plans.

Another sign of infidelity is an inexplicable display of guilt. One way in which guilt manifests itself is avoidance of the person who the guilty party feels is being hurt by her actions. The cheating girlfriend is therefore prone to generally avoiding the injured party – either by not taking calls or by not meeting for that ride or walk the couple used to like so much. Guilt can also cause pre-existing levels of intimacy to plummet.

Of course, there are countless other signs of a new lover: a sudden increase in her monthly expenses and car mileage; a splurge on cosmetics and clothes; a chronically non-reachable cell phone; an increase in overtime at her job without the accompanying increase in her paycheck, and so on. Also, if you notice a sudden increase in the number of her distant cousins, friends, ex-classmates, college friends, and so on, beware: she might be cheating.

Girlfriends having an affair have to be extremely well organized; their schedules are therefore punctiliously maintained. An affair is just an extension of a girl’s daily life: she has to find time for the accomplice between family, work, social life, and the injured party. Keeping a big secret is a very tiresome job, and only the coolest, most calculating people can actually keep such a secret. If your girlfriend is not very resourceful and she is keeping a secret, she will probably falter somewhere and maybe blurt it out to you herself.

I think it's important to try to examine the situation, just for a peace of mind. That way you don't keep the feelings bottled up, and refuse to trust again. Don't let one rotten apple(or sometimes a few) ruin it all. Not everyone is like that, sometimes it becomes more difficult finding those who aren't. You can turn a negative situation, learn from it, and make it a positive one. Infidelity comes from one thing, selfish motives. If you think back, you'll probably realize all along this person had plenty of them. They just never truly cared about your feelings, only their own. When someone feels that way, they're capable of doing anything to hurt you. A lot of times they just never learn, because they can't let go of their own pleasures and pains. They are too wrapped up in their own, so cheating can easily be a situation that presents itself.

People do make mistakes, I'm not trying to be judgmental about this. I can't say for certain that everyone who has cheated, is just a selfish person. However, it comes from selfish motives. You have to examine the situation, and what happen.

赞助商

这两为就是我的赞助商，在我身上投资了很多。
从小就那了他们给的奖学金。
还滥用很多在“美媚”身上。
二十四岁了，经过不少风雨。
父母也憔悴了，但我最欣赏他们的是他们那恩爱的心。

父母也有吵闹的时候，以前还差点离婚。
但两人还是手牵手的度过那不愉快的时候。
两人彼此的付出，让这个家庭能团圆。
是有责任感，有爱心，有耐心，有迁就，有原谅才有今天。
我不知到别的家庭，可能有些永远是单方面的付出但还是保住了家庭。
爱就是那么简单，简单的道理。
行动上却很难，有些放不下自尊就分了。
我很感激我家人懂事，偶而不开心的过了就不闹了。
原谅我对你们的不好，我还在生命中学习。
你们是我生命中最大的动力，我要好好的过才能补回欠你们的。

My time with Lord

Due to the fact i was challenged by an external factor and I felt that my anger is tormenting me. I decided to take some time out to pray. I know not all Christians do what God says, apparently most of them just go to church to have fun and to socialize.

I know i might have gone through a downturn in life, but i believe good times will come too. Although it was thought that the past i had good times but it is actually not as it is merely fabricated, its like an illusion. What I've given i can't take back, hopefully God will return the favor as He promised.

Delight yourself also in the Lord, and He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Psalm 37:4

Give and it will be given to you.
Luke 6:38

There is no compromising with people who constantly challenged you and using the name of the Lord to do it, I've surrendered and let God do his work. I've only left with the God factor to help me. For your wisdom is higher I've put my trust in you.

As the Heavens is higher than the earth,
So are My ways higher than your ways,
and My thoughts than your thoughts.
Isaiah 55:9

Dear Lord,

Protect me and my family from being intimidated or even deceive by devil's advocate. Show us that it is worth living the life doing good. Let me understand your word and put it into practice. Let me suffer no more, let me not believe in lies and grant me wisdom to farther myself from these traps.

In the name of Jesus, I pray, Amen.

Morning Sun

Woke up today almost missing the morning sun, just manage to catch a couple of minutes before the sunlight gets too intense that it hurts.

I've missed basketball two weeks in a row, making me very unhealthy. I've managed to control my hatred and rage and put it into good used which is in words, i write, i read and i play the guitar. Music just calms me down and it makes me feel like being part of the tune and sway along with it. Its all about passion and music doesn't deceives.

Never enough

This morning i woke up and DAD told me she sent a birthday wish on text.This is so disgusting as i hate pretenders sending fake regards when there aren't concern. Its been almost 2 months and now she even text my Dad. Its really stupid and doesn't make sense when you are dating guy(s) and pretending to be good and even send false regards.

I seriously can't be bothered. I'm not up to this game of hers.

Happy Birthday Dad

May God look after you continuously and shower you with blessings. Thank you for all the effort for bringing me up. I love you Dad. Happy Birthday.

Movie Marathon

Just watch two movies back to back with CS,Jun,Ren,Art,Weng&Gf.
The first session is Time travelers wife followed by Poker King.
Both shows are good.

Unexpected with the random plan but its great hanging out with guys only.
Basketball canceled and I didn't turn up to the MAD Halloween party.
Haven't done crazy stuffs like back to back shows for ages.
I guess this is what you can do when you have time.

Announcement:
Anyone is interested in being a assistant chef is French embassy can just PM me. Pay and benefit is not bad plus there isn't much to do.

惊人的歌声

请你们拿出几分钟到我面书(Facebook)去看一看我share的短片。
那歌声听了我有些震撼的感觉。不得了，超赞！

艺术

从今天我得开始培养艺术的天分，虽然本来就很爱美丽的东西但觉得还不够完美。
还没达到一定的标准。

希望在明年能够有新的空间，然后可以慢慢的把自己的爱的东西摆出来。
目标就是要有个性，风格，不要做个跟屁虫。

要给自己找个SERVICE APARTMENT,只需区区的500-600sqf。
这样就满足了。


Lou Dalton Weekender Heavy Cotton Bag
£325.00

这包包也太美了吧！

Gabe's tale

It has been ages since I blogged.Anyone who are familiar with the title? Snoop Doug you need to update the links.I went back and read those blog post and i notice i don't proof read last time. Tons of typo and grammar error. Who cares anyway, I also notice there is quit a number of comments in my old blog. I'm so positive those days.

Maybe once in a while i should go back to that link to dig up some memories. Its like opening a treasure box. Full of surprises reading the past.

Merry Halloween

虽然明天才是Halloween但在这儿想先跟大家说声Merry Halloween。
终于又回到了初次认识的那天。



明天是老爸生日所以不想和Halloween混在一起。
还记得在纽西兰的时候，去了Halloween Maze.
吓得脸青青，没事给钱吓自己，年轻人终是爱胡闹。

Misery

Turning my misery into food cravings.

If only disappointment, sadness and misery could be eaten like MnM's and end up in the toilet bowl and get flush away.

Urbanites

The great thing about working in town is that you get surrounded by beatiful buildings and not trees. I'm proud to be here. It makes you feel so tiny standing beside them. The prestige and luxurious service apartments and hotel will make it look better when their construction finishes.

I don't know about the future but for now I love the city life.

Sorry 随便说说而已

很多事情后悔了我们都说对不起或类似的话。
其实并不需要多说，只要诚恳地行动一定比说无畏的好。
Sorry在现代的环境下已经失去原有的意义了。
Sorry已经被滥用到完全没有价值。
Sorry一句不能改变事实，纯粹说爽快。
每天都听人家说对不起伤害了你，听了都无奈，
明知会伤害那就别伤害，干吗故意做作。
有些人以为Sorry说了就负起了责任，其实Sorry是用来逃避责任。
Sorry no cure是没错的。因为真的是帮不了，也没什么用途。
所以可以的话，以后用真诚的心去让身边的人感动而别再用这没用的Sorry。

这不是一则伤心或伤感的Entry.
跟你们分享一些超搞笑得短信，真的很有创意也很幽默。
这是他们说对不起的方式。

1。老婆：我不好，我检讨；我不对，我有罪；是我错，我欠揍。亲爱的，请你原谅我吧！

2。我知道是我的错,又令你生气了,但是你也不要把我判了死刑!我要上诉!我要伸冤!我要打电话!给你!

3。如果你觉得全世界都不可以原谅的时候，请你给我一点特权：原谅我！

4。对不起,你上次看到的那个女孩,我的确送过七彩鲜花给她,可是我的意思是要给她点颜色看看啊!

哈哈开开心心过日子。大家早安！

Not worth it

今天跟妈大声的说话很是内疚，想说声对不起真不应该大声说话。
而且为了些不关紧要的事。

那情人节礼物被妈妈弄翻了，有些图片被折到了。
我看了气的要命，现在觉得很不值得，因为那也是骗局里的道具。

I'm feeling guilty as i raised my voice while talking to mum because she accidentally knock over the valentine's gift from her. I shouldn't raised my voice instead i should thank her for that. I'm sorry mum.

Its just not worth to do that to you after all the lies and stories she made up. I felt sorry to let papa and mama know her for she had been faking everything. Please do not be fooled by this imposter, she is not the person you would want as part of our family. Let us do good.

Dear God please protect us from the people who do bad and avoid us being influenced and tempted to do bad also. Let us follow your footsteps and forgive those who do bad and leave them alone for you will judge them yourself. Take care of my family and forgive my sins for my anger that i threw on my parents.

In the name of the lord i pray,
Amen.

牛屎！

谎言很容易说，但听的人却很累，明明就是事实却否认。
原来是习惯成自然，谎言太荒唐了。
好好做人，基督徒不是”鸡毒屠“别把我们的荣誉给毁了。
两个人每天通电话，传短讯，还单独出去，却是朋友，这就是名副其实的BULLSHIT.

Dirty little secret

Somethings don't need to be spoken, everyone knows just like who are you going out with, or whatever scandals. You can deny and cover with all sorts of excuses but the truth is everyone knows.

God knows your dirty little secret.

夜宵

刚才在外吃了点夜宵，干！那面煮的有些难吃。

要感谢昨晚拿了一袋子牙膏，牙刷和漱口剂给我的老友。
真会做人，还会把公司的东西拿来送我们这班幸福的朋友。

Dilemma

明晚，我该去打篮球呢还是去参加Halloween Party呢？
前老板说只要带汽水和冰块就能去参加而且酒全包，而且还有Dress Code。
Dress Code是Gothic,Scary or Anything BLACK.
黑色正合我意，反正生活就蛮黑暗。

我不出去玩个痛快，就是等着受伤害，到不如开开心心喝个痛快。
前老板那班朋友很癫很疯，他们喝起酒来我怕我回不了家。

可是打篮球却很健康，一个礼拜做一次运动。
真是很难选择。。。

Reason,Season or Lifetime

I read this interesting note posted by my friend and I would like to share it with some amazing people that I had chance to know..

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.

When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed.

They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be.

Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.

What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.

Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life.


People,regardless you are a reason,a season or a lifetime,thanks for being part of my world.

日子

在夏天近末时，她要开学了，她提出了分手，我知道，电话挂掉的那一刻我们的恋情也走到了终点。至今秋天也过了一半，每天放工走在人来车往的街上，脚步却是如此的沉重，泪在眼眶中已经浸润了许久，如果不是路上的行人，早已掉落下来了。耳边回响着你最后的声音：别了，你自己保重！心不自觉的沉落。为你，也为自己.曾经的一切，那么栩栩如生的在眼前重现，仿佛只是刚刚离去。记得你无数次的轻言关爱，记得你的每一个眼神，记得你一个转身移步的动作，可现在，这一切已成了回忆。生活总是这样，会让每个人得不到他或她想要的东西，于是，大家拼命的想去争取，在这个过程中，所有的事情就都发生了，或悲的，或喜的，或失落的，或拥有的。

不管雨下得多大，总有晴天的时候。突然想起了我在台上唱晴天。这段日子我也偶而会很孤独，孤独曾让我心痛，让我苦不堪言；而孤独却让我重生，让我清醒。孤独是一种财富，因为，只有承受过，品味过，忍受过孤独的人，才更加珍惜来之不易的快乐和幸福，才会珍惜已经拥有的一切。还好我很FIT，而且还很爱面子所以都在人群中表现的若无其事，好像很坚强，我就不相信那些被伤害的可以说忘就忘。怎么说都是人吗，人当然最比动物好就是因为我们很有Feeling。我应该学会遗忘，放声的笑一回。我好像最近都没被什么冷笑话“渣”到。

一些东西错过了，就一辈子错过了。 人是会变的，守住一个不变的承诺，却守不住一颗善变的心。 有时候执着是一种负担，放弃是一种解脱，人没有完美，幸福没有一百分。现在的我，也不想浪费太多时间，得珍惜一切所以就用现在的心情加上外面的雨小声说出我现在的感觉。十分伤感。

Introducing Ms. Tay

I believe I've told some of you about the video clip which i saw on youtube some time ago. This is David Tao's concert singing 天天 featuring this young lady as her back up singer, her name is Tay Kewei. She's from Singapore and she sings for Leehom also. Enjoy this superb performance.



送你们陶喆 1，2，3 我們都是木頭人世界巡迴演唱會里唱天天。郑可为就是那位伴唱。听了特别有感觉。
可能以前都是那样天天都过着有期待，有未来的日子。一天也过的比较快，辛苦了一天还可以撒娇。
时间证明了全都是假的，所以从今以后不能天天想念了。快乐的日子也告一段落。 享受着音乐吧。

终于得佐啦！

我终于能在公司上班时，用中文写部落格。
虽然今天没什么好写的，就除了早上有些乱，心情很乱。
不过度过了就没事了。

祝大家今天也愉快，好想早些回家，想吃雪柜里的TIM TAM.

-有没有说过, 也没有用了，宁愿相信别人也不相信我，这样的话还有值得解释的理由吗?-

Rupture

My facebook is extremely secured but i think i still need to do a clean up on people whom i don't know. I don't want to cross the line. I've been into this deep space of my own lately to evaluate myself. I notice things that has passed couldn't be change and therefore time and effort wasted has become a fact.

Knowing nothing can be done to change things, I've thrown my excessive baggage and try to move on. Memories will always be there so when it hits me i'll just take a break after all what i need is just time to heal.

I want to apologise to my friends for when I'm in a relationship i often spend my time with her instead of you guys, i should've known who could really support me when im in deep trouble, i guess is a mistake trusting the wrong person.

Caring is an action, show people that you care by action and not telling them how much you care. If only things were a little better, if only everyone understands love and not be selfish, there won't be war and people don't have to waste birthday wishes on world peace.

Bar Italia

It's Absolut Love event again, this time at Bar Italia.
Vodka lovers, drinks is on the house, unless SW is driving if not i ain't going.
Don't drink and drive or sleep and drive.

Safety lesson

Dear peeps, I've shared a video on facebook this morning. Its pretty true and often the fact is neglected. If you tell someone who is in the situation of doing that most of them will not even listen or would just listen forget. Unfortunately thats the true fact. So be smart and mature and learn this lesson.

礼物

又收到了一分礼物。
我觉得我好想很臭，
每次都收到香水。
这一次收到了POLO RALPH LAUREN ROMANCE for Men



看来好几年都不需要买香水。
很感谢，二姨丈，二姨妈，CINDY姐姐, JASON哥哥。

Halt

My reading stopped at the book of Revelation. Its so abstract. I'll have to take some really quiet time to think and read. Help me understand please, Lord.

Break @ work

Its such a long day after being extra busy which i usually don't. I actually like it as I wouldn't have any extra time to think of nonsense that is bothering me. I can't help myself but to take time of in office to say my prayer at least once a day. It helps at least to leave your problems to God instead of friends as some of them just couldn't be depended on.



I've read alot lately, i notice its quite a good time to invest on shares if you have the time and willing to take up the risk. Property is even better if you have the money. Ofcourse choice is the utmost important issue. You can be loaded but just sucked at making choices. Some even have bad taste for property which leads to slow return.

Here is something to help you think a little, there is no right or wrong but it gives you an idea of the real world when you are in the process of learning and making your dreams come true. Don't dream of being somebody, work your way there.

Do you think KL is flooded with service apartments and condos?

To Share

Joshua Bell is one of the best the best musicians in the world.
He played one of the most intricate pieces ever written with a violin worth 3.5 million dollars.



One morning he played 6 Bach piece in a subway but eventually no one pay attention nor care about him(only few people can play the Bach in the world)
Everyone was so busy and they just walk pass him.

In 45 mins he collected $32.

When he finished playing and silence took over, no one noticed it. No one applauded, nor was there any recognition.

Two days before performing in the subway, Joshua Bell sold out at a theater in Boston and the seats average $100 each.

I guess people are too busy with their life and can't even stop a moments to look what is around of them. This is what exactly reality looks like.

I love animals.

Here just incase you didn't know near the place i use to study there is this place called Rabbit Fun Land. So this place is specially design for animal lovers like me.
First you could play or pet the rabbits you love, and ofcourse if you love it so much that you want to make them part of yourself you could just eat them, not raw but nicely made into satay.



Don't you love this place? At one moment your petting those cute animals and next thing you know it is served on the plate. So cute and yum yum.

Quote for the day

有些话有很多机会说 却想着以后再说
想要说的时候 已经没有机会说了

有些事有很多机会做 却一天一天推迟
想要做的时候 已经没有机会做了

有些爱给一直在身旁 却不在意没在乎
想重视的时候 已经没有机会爱了

Wednesday

Half way through the week, today there will be a young adult cell in OUG where i stay. I've checked out on the website it starts at 8pm. Hesitating whether to attend. Well it depends on whether i need to do some reading. I think i would have qualified to get at least RM50 from SIB unfortunately i am not a member. To finish old testament by Feb 2010 is just too easy. The point of encouraging members to read is one thing whether they understand and put it into action is a different thing.

May this week be a blessed week for daddy, dear God please shower joy and prosperity on daddy for this is his 60th birthday. Show him your glory and take care of him.
In Jesus name i pray, Amen.

破坏

我好怀念当初在新西兰／纽西兰的那段日子。
好想年Mission Bay的fish&chips然后吃完了还能来个Mövenpick雪糕。
那着热热的fish&chips去海边吹风，看着那火山，超棒。
想念那韩国美媚帮我理发。
想念那韩国桌球场，戏院和火锅点。
想念跟朋友去看脱衣舞。
想念什么都有的Victoria Market.
太多值得回忆，但就因为我生命在那儿被前女友搞扎了。
不想回去因为她在那儿，但现在她不回去，我想因该能回去了。

就像当时我选择回来，除了父母就是因为觉得站在同一块地上好想很不舒服。
回来以为一切都会转好，却遇上了一大堆麻烦。
现在大学传出非闻，靠！然后有在感情路上被耍了多一次。
连那”无被的“都说怎么每次都遇上那样的人，我说不知到，注定要被骗然后碰钉子。
所以说都是等好了，别在主动了，等个爱我的人好过找个假装爱你的人。
还以为当时都是站在同一阵线的都是基督徒，现在我想大家都觉得很不可靠吧。
其实并非是那样的，基督徒也有好的，坏的当然也不少，这些都是假基督徒。
我还认识好几位呢。。。希望他们苏醒不在乱性，堕落不然真的会给人留下不好印象。

多祷告，多侍奉，多修养，多读书。
这样才能上进，记得神不会帮你当你决定不做任何事，因为他不是你的佣人，

Do not abuse the love of God. Brotherly love doesn't include love of a couple. May God make things clear for fellow Christian. Amen.

黑白

越是幸福的人，越害怕会结束吧。
今天澳洲的阿姨到了，为了星期六的晚餐，真有心。
他们入住在YTL的Sentul Maple。

原来SIB还帮我叔叔祈祷呢。
今天在网站上看到的。

刚才眯迷糊糊的醒了，本来想说一觉睡到天亮。
这两个月真的没什么好受，哭也哭过，笑也笑过。
把自己的伤隐藏起来，那别人就会开开心心的和我度过这些日子。

我爱的颜色，好想真的把我世界图上了。
总是只有黑白，有时还觉得灰灰的。
黑白也好，至少我不会因此而乱来，为了把生命多添色彩而把别人牺牲了。

First Met

It was halloween three years back and its a different halloween now that the pumpkin stopped smiling wickedly.

May the days pass by quickly, dear lord i pray that these days would pass sooner and that i will not hang on to what you've not given me. Forgive my sins and let me be strong, let me have joy so that i forgot the sorrows and pain. I know you've planned my life for me. Let me endure the hardship and not let people bring me down again. Dear lord I've proven to you once and this is the second time. Let the people see the just and fairness in you lord. Do not let me be tested over and over again for I'm afraid that I'll be weaker as time passes.

In Jesus name I pray, Amen.

Retro

I hope the song that i've changed suits readers because its a little old. I thought of going retro once in awhile. Time passes real quick, by end of this week it'll be halloween and november comes. Its a pretty bad time to even try to recover at this times as you have all these meaningful dates coming along. May this lonely halloween pass as quickly as possible. 24 hours seems like forever when your down and when your hype and happy 24 hours is never enough.

"Suffering produces endurance, and endurance produces character, and character produces hope."
-Romans 5:3-4

Loving You - Minnie Ripperton

她的聲音真的很好聽
再配上好的曲子
真的是一絕
让我想起我最美好的事
真是太好聽了,容易令人共嗚

Soulmate

Do you believe in finding the soulmate in your dreams? In reality there isn't a perfect person however things can be perfect when there is patience, tolerance, and ofcourse forgivness.

I don't know if I believe in the idea of soulmates, but I guess there has to be someone out there that's perfect for you. BUT, the idea of soulmates has been so romanticized, it has become this thing where girls would be like "omg he's my soulmate!" and they break up and they find another "soulmate". I don't believe you can have multiple soulmates - you can only have one, and that's why you have to be bloody sure he/she's your soulmate before you go blaring around.

If soul mate is define as the person you fall for because of desire of having someone to love you then I don't believe in soul mates, I only believe compromising with one and another.This is reality and when reality kicks in, soul mates is just a word of fabrication of lies to comfort one selves.

Well, to illustrate this soul mate thing in a bit more concrete way, it's when that person being around you, like when he/she is coming/standing/sitting near you; or when you're in a crowd of busy traffic, then you somehow able to spot his/her sudden appearance in the crowd with just your 1st glance. And when they're around, you would feel like the magnetic field around you just change in a special way, which makes you feel 'connected' to them. I think that explains it in a dummy way.

I believe in true love. I believe in love at first sight*a subjective matter. I believe love conquers all. I believe in the immensity of love. The possibility of it, if you just open up your heart. Nobody say it was going to be easy, it doesn’t mean there’s not gonna be hard days or difficult things to deal with, because there will be. But finding that person who does it for you and knowing that person loves you back it just makes everything so much easier.

This year, I wished for love. To immerse myself in someone else and to wake a heart long afraid to feel. My wish wasn't granted. And if having that is tragic… then I've survived a tragedy.

In the arithmetic of love, one plus one equals everything, and two minus one equals nothing.

Blind ; Pray

Pretending as if I'm blind, only by hearing so that i would not judge based on what i see. It's been a day of limiting my sights to see things only in a good way.

make every effort to add to your faith goodness; and to goodness, knowledge; and to knowledge, self-control; and to self-control, perseverance; and to perseverance, godliness; and to godliness, brotherly kindness; and to brotherly kindness, love.
-2 Peter 1:5-7

The purpose of my life is not to be happy. It is to be useful, to be honorable, to be compassionate, to have it make some difference that you have lived and lived well. Happiness comes from within whereby in accomplishing what I want to do now then i shall seek for happiness.

"I count him braver who overcomes his desires than him who conquers his enemies, for the hardest victory is over self." Aristotle

Praying hard everyday, reading to give myself more knowledge in life to help others. At least i know if i can't be happy i could make use of my self to make someone else happy. It may sound stupid to those who are selfish or inconsiderate. It would sound silly to me 2 months ago. All else changes except one's character. As a character is build from foundation, if the foundation is not properly mould then the character will not be properly build. Character cannot be developed in ease and quiet. Only through experience of trial and suffering can the soul be strengthened, ambition inspired, and success achieved.

Take time off to take a look at things around you and think about your own character, is it good or bad, is it really good or it is good because you've manipulate it with lies. A true good character is a good character shown without even a single word to explain itself. It will show itself.

Young Again

I may not be different, but I'm definitely not the same. While i was having my lunch, i went surfing and found the cartoons i wanted to watch so badly. Well i love watching cartoons for eg: Futurama, Simpsons, Happy Tree Friends...

Well I'll intro you something nice today, its called "DRAWN TOGETHER". Its something like a parody of different cartoon characters from Superman to Betty Boop.

Warning: This cartoon is only suitable for adults, do not show em' to kids at home.

To view this crazy uncensored cartoon please visit: drawntogethercollection.blogspot.com

Enjoy the show and laugh your lungs out.

The 10 Commandments

I thought of sharing this with you guys, it is just plain joke.

HOW THE JEWS GOT TEN COMMANDMENTS

God went to the Arabs and said, "I have Commandments for you that will make your lives better."

The Arabs asked, " What are Commandments? Can you give us an example?"

God said, " For example .............. . Thou shall not kill."

The Arabs were shocked, "What? Not kill? No way! Killing and massacaring innocent people is our birth-right and the only reason for our existence.. No, we are not interested. "

So God went to the Africans and said, " I have Commandments. "

The Africans wanted an example.

God said, "For example ........... Honor thy Father and Mother."

The Africans were dismayed. They said, " Father? Yo maan! Can't tell for sure who our fathers are, maan!"

So God went to the Mexicans and said, "I have Commandments. "

The Mexicans wanted an example.

God said, " For example ........... Thou shall not steal."

The Mexicans were flabbergasted. They said, " No steal? No steal?? Hey Senor, we no steal then how we live, huh? Gracias, but no! "

So God went to the French and said, "I have Commandments. "

The French wanted an example.

God said, "For example ............ . Thou shall not commit adultery."

The French were stunned. They said, "What? Not commit ze adultery ....... ? Non, non, non. Non Monsieur. Pardonnez nous. We, ze French, must have ze romance. "

So God went to the Jews and said, "I have Commandments... "

The Jews asked, "Commandments? How much do they cost?"

God replied, "Nothing. They are free."

The Jews answered, "Good. We shall take Ten! "

Sorrow

Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of withering, of tarnishing.

The Bible says,
-They that sow in tears shall reap in joy.-
-Psalms-

I use to think that loving and being loved is easy, eventhough i refuse to believe the 1st experience i had, the second nightmare came just in time to prove me wrong. Loving is never easy especially when you finally decide to let your guards down and love unconditionally. It's just too deep to understand humans let alone be God. One day i was planning my future and next scene its no longer there. I'm left with an empty space, now maybe an empty space is just what God wants me to be, a minimalist.

There is no greater sorrow than to recall in misery the time when we were happy.We enjoy warmth because we have been cold. We appreciate light because we have been in darkness. By the same token, we can experience joy because we have known sadness.

Absence of light

生活是一幕黑色喜剧，请记得微笑。

Poorer

"RM3,000 is poverty line for the urban poor"

This was from the news today, and finally after so many years the GOM acknowledge that this is the fact when I already knew it since i went to NZ for college.
This is great and it shows us just exactly how poor we are now. Fresh grad with starting pay 50% or more are getting less than the poverty line. This make it clear that as a fresh grad you could basically just forget about family because you basically can't afford one.

Good luck freshies in your job hunt for >RM3000 pay.

Deep impact

In our lives we often got ourselves into trouble, some are easily solved some aren't. Sometimes when we even go to the extent of starting a new habit, often bad habits. Some smoke, some drink, some even had a total change of attitude giving being good person. I don't blame them as i believe they somehow had a DEEP IMPACT.
Its the impact that causes them to change. People whom haven't faced any deep enough to change wouldn't understand. Just like me 2 months back. I've always think smoking can be stopped as long as you had the will, but now i finally understand why this man couldn't or will not stop.

I myself am going through a certain impact. I've gone beer craze but controllable. I'm trying to turn it into a positive drive to do things for example career. Having this impact even causes me to spend more money however i think its worth it. Somethings are meant to be fulfilled so I'm fulfilling it now. Unfortunately the IPOD wasn't meant to be because the seller decided to sell it at a higher price which i find it not worth it.

Some put in 100% some put in more than that, at the same time some never put in anything and complains about it. If you ask me how much have i put in i could only tell you to ask the person who i gave it too. I couldn't possibly calculate how much have i put in. Its like filling a never ending well with water. It never reaches the top.

Today, I've got my impact ofcourse i would really wish that this will be the final impact. This is just getting a little too far so in order to stop my hair falling, sleepless nights, anger, jealousy and all the negative impact received. I'm wrapping it up and throwing it out of the window. For every minute of me keeping all this anxiety inside me, i think my life has shortened alot since.

Be faithful in small things because it is in them that your strength lies.
-Mother Teresa-

Faithfulness is just too rare nowadays, if anyone who still actually have them, be proud of yourself because your one diamond among the soil.

不好笑的笑片

昨晚看了Inglorious Basterds这部笑片。
觉得不怎么好笑。
反而另我笑的是我买的新衣。
我还在MPH呆了好一段时间。
以前都觉得那些单独逛街的说感觉不错，是在骗人的。
昨天我也感受到的却是一些闷但感觉真的很不错，因为你独自作决定。
要看什么就看什么。要花多少时间就花多少时间。
突然我想到个很好的生意点子。 等我储蓄多一些再考虑。

老爸的生日计划

虽然你没能到访，我家人都对你有好映像，你就放心好了。

独；逛街

今日，吃了午饭回家准备便独自去找我的衣。
去了谷中城走走。
一直到晚餐也自己解决，我选择吃Subway.
吃了喜爱的三文治。

战利品：买了ZARA VEST一件。

满心欢喜。

Happy Job Hunting

Some news came with regards to friends who are in the process of job hunting. May God guide them and help them with their job hunt.

-Have faith and you'll see miracles-

贱人

开始发现原来这是所谓的改变。
劈腿这字也是这样来得吧。

满街的贱人，爱滋病是有用途的，是用来惩罚乱来的人。

Catching up

Just done catching up with some Uni mates.
Its has been close to two years since I last met this close friend of mine.
I use to stay over his place over the weekend and we jammed the whole night long.

I had also noticed my suppose to be old time bro is also such an ass. Seriously you never know who your real friends are until you they start showing their colours.

Such a jerk.

这是爱。

"No matter how crazy and funny the scenes around you are, they are useless without the person you want to laugh with..."

很血腥但很适合的插图。

Special Thanks

Thanks for teaching me how to post Youtube videos on my blog to be shares.
Your help is much appreciated.

偽君子

不管怎么说，不变就是不变，又怕没面子，又做伪君子。
说了谎又硬要说没有，明明就很虚伪，好恶心。

别在相信过错的人，因为往往他们都改不了坏习惯。
再三的提醒都无谓，因为故作听不到，就算听了也不改。

骗子可是最另人讨厌和反感的行为，朋友们如果你们也很虚伪那我们就不须要在联络。
真心朋友几为就好，要能领导你往对的方向的而不是错，但最终选择权还是归于自己。

看来那小家庭还蛮烂，大家都没界限，还利用了GOD和Brotherly love或许他们根本就不明白神的话。那么看来只有祈祷他们能不坏到底。一次又一次的交代但始终是在那灰色地带的或许只有遭遇不幸才能醒过来。四十天的考验后，回来还是和以前一样，看来没什么学习。时间不停，你最后还是选择把习惯原地不变的留下来。

保重啦！

我得去添满我饿坏了的肚子。

Honesty is the first chapter in the book of wisdom, it is a characteristic of wisdom not to do desperate things. Have a clear mind because some folks are wise and some are otherwise. Follow the otherwise you'll end up like a vice.
＋贝

Endurance

Endure hardship as discipline; God is treating you as sons. For what son is not disciplined by his father?
-Hebrews 12:7-

"My son, do not make light of the Lord's discipline,
and do not lose heart when he rebukes you,
because the Lord disciplines those he loves,
and he punishes everyone he accepts as a son."

I've found excuses for myself for the tough times I'm going through. It might not be convincing to all but at least I had an explanation now. I've always put the blame on this unfair world that why am i being treated that badly after all the good deeds I've done. This might be the answer today which i found in the bible. Those who got lucky always might need to think twice whether they are legitimate sons of God or merely just human attending church service/cell group.

我本身觉得信仰是一个精神上的寄托，就像把烦恼放进一个箱子里，没有宗教是教坏的除了邪教吧。

No discipline seems pleasant at the time, but painful. Later on, however, it produces a harvest of righteousness and peace for those who have been trained by it.
-Hebrews 12:11－

Busy Bodee

They say if the one appears near you, you'll somehow notice the person out of the crowd.
Also you'll do all sorts of things to check her out, be it FB,Blogs etc.
Its not going to help at all because it shows that someone still cares and loves when this kind of curiosity builds up.

There is just one life for each of us: our own. So we just have to endure and live.

Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see.
-Hebrews 11:1-

睡眠

还不算是得了Insomnia吗？
七早八早就起身，妹妹大喊“哥”载我去钢琴班。
靠！是星期六早上，“大佬”让我睡吧。
最后还是起床了。。。
还发现我抱着吉他睡。

待会儿回去走街，不然就胡思乱想。
大家“骨摸您”。

虚假

真诚的我接受，虚假的你省下吧！
脚踏实地，看不过眼的就将眼睛关上假装看不见。
分手都40天了。
仍然偶而发狂。

－请离开5尺距离以免受伤－

Credit

Just when the world go crazy over the Korean twin sisters Janice and Sonia, I would like to take this opportunity to give some credit to the original singer. She is Tamia and she is one of the most talented, gifted artiste and of course underrated singer. Check her out on you tube and you can see her performing live all unplugged.



That's her.

原是一家人

身为基督徒的我，觉得信心有些动摇了，但还是坚持度过了。
想了好久可能问题不是我，每次爱责怪自己的我觉得有些莫名奇妙。
或许一开始就不是我的错。

They claim to know God, but by their actions they deny him. They are detestable, disobedient and unfit for doing anything good.

-Titus 1:16-

Guidelines on drinking.

I love drinking and drinking has been part of my life, from a non beer drinker, I am now proud that i could at least finish a six pack on my own. This is what i call achievement.
So here is something i want to share:

WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may leave you wondering what the hell happened to your bra and panties.

WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may create the illusion that you are tougher, smarter, faster and better looking than most people.

WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may lead you to think people are laughing WITH you.

WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may cause you to think you can sing.

WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may cause pregnancy.

WARNING: The consumption of alcohol is a major factor in dancing like a retard.

WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may cause you to tell your friends over and over again that you love them.

WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may make you think you are whispering when you are not .

Drinking is healthy, it could solve obesity because excessive drinking causes you to purge out whatever you ate previously. Also it helps solve insomnia, any want who wants to sleep peacefully or sometimes rest in peace could drink MORE.

Finally which is the one i love most, please agree with me on this. "When we drink, we get drunk. When we get drunk, we fall asleep. When we fall asleep, we commit no sin. When we commit no sin, we go to heaven. So, let's all get drunk and go to heaven!"
WOOHOO~

-Drink responsibly, don't drink and drive/don't drink then drive.-

打机

朋友们，我”恩“多年都没打机了。
今天由于下雨，我们球友去打机。
大家都生锈了，都跟不上新的游戏，
打了CS还有DOTA.
胜了一局，输了一局，还不错。
至于CS呢，我便是人家的玩偶。
给了他们当Target Practice.

到期

最后的时间都有朋友陪我度过，就这样过了我设定的期限。
心里没什么感觉，不特别伤心，也没特别开心，就平常心。

我尽然在夜深人静是弹吉他，别人可能觉得吵但我不理。
很自私吧，偶而跟着自己的感觉就是了。

过了今天要坚强。

突然唱起了：是你让我看透生命这东西，四个字坚持到底喔～
哈哈很有feel.今晚就让我唱个痛快。

Matters to me

Life is never the same without your loved ones.
Its a total havoc because every little things matters more now.
I've got sad somehow by just having those memories, it like a permanent scar.
I'm just bad luck i guess to have to go through the hardest time in life alone.

-God is not unjust; he will not forget your work and the love you have shown him as you have helped his people and continue to help them.-
-Hebrews 6:10-

Absolut-ly Poisoned

Absolut Vodka has one of the most modern design bottles, although i still prefer Smirnoff for taste as they are veteren Vodka distiller.

In the past decade various brands of Vodka Pop-ed out in the market. From 42below to Skyy. I personally quite like 42below because its an award winning Vodka from New Zealand where i spent my wonderful year there.

Just browsed some blogs to checked out some people's vodka collection. I'm amazed by some of them. I think it should be an interesting collection which i plan to soon picked up however im more into limited edition stuffs.

Something to share,
-Warn a divisive person once, and then warn him a second time. After that, have nothing to do with him. You may be sure that such a man is warped and sinful; he is self-condemned.-
-Titus 3:10-11

最后的一晚

不知不觉，已经是星期五。
也就是说，我应该要苏醒。
不能在堕落，不能再伤心。
过了就别提，过了就别想。
既然不珍惜，就没必要了。
强逼没幸福，真心才幸福。

有心人，希望幸福的到来，老天爷别在闹了，我受够了。

Absolut

我刚回家，今天朋友带我去了酒吧。
去参加Absolut vodka的event.
不错因为全都是on the house.
不须一分钱，喝的饱饱，吸二手烟也免费。

很就都没倒过bar或club了，
以前都很守规矩，从来都不踏出界限。
就是因为这样人生错过了很多美好的。
说什么终生伴侣，现在想起都有点反胃。
在那边我遇见了雪娟，好久不见，听说她也分手了。
没说几句因为都没什么想跟女生谈话，忙着喝酒及跟着音乐摇晃。

Changkat Bukit Bintang的酒吧都很玄，以后得在来看一看。
”撒哟那啦“ 晚安。

重新做人

有些人往好的改，有的越改越坏。
有些放不下坏习惯，承受不了孤独，总是要人陪伴。

律师都很好赚，因为每天都有人在搞离婚。
有些没责任感，喜欢就发生关系或是暧昧。
有些爱受欢喜，喜欢接受人家的爱和欣赏。
结果造成离婚，喜欢就爱，不喜欢就离开。
这态度实在另人很遗憾，伤感，失望。

满街的人都在撒谎，都是为了自己的快乐。
从来没人了解有时快乐就在身边是自己选择放弃。
但有些人开心却把伤心留给另外一半去承担后果。

如果你是某个程度上和以上的有联系，请求你别在闹了，你要烂就别把无辜的拉下水。
请自爱，要保守，要有原则，要有规矩，要有责任，至少要做个人。

意外

今天忘了把重要的事写下来。
我去上班前把妈妈的Loreal Concealer打破了。
这次我得赔偿才行。
倒霉！

Rose

My Amateur Sketch.

Chocolate

A simple small piece of chocolate has brightened my day.

*Thanks GM for the chocolate, may God bless you, the man with a kind soul.

Man and Woman

It is never meant to be equal isn't it?

A woman should learn in quietness and full submission. I do not permit a woman to teach or to have authority over a man; she must be silent. For Adam was formed first, then Eve. And Adam was not the one deceived; it was the woman who was deceived and became a sinner. But women will be saved through childbearing—if they continue in faith, love and holiness with propriety.
-1 Timothy 2:11-15-

Learn to loved your loved ones while you still can before its too late.

Emotions

人要变心，是改变不了的事实。
我只不过是想起回忆
有人说，回忆是一份很好的礼物.
我缓缓的呼吸，然后慢慢微笑。
虽然我也不懂自己是否准备好了。
我现在的感觉，是平静。
心没有抗拒就已经是很好的现象了。
没有抗拒就代表我会坦然接受并面对。
当下的我 是快乐的,因为 我找不到理由 不快乐.
有时候 我们不就是这样吗？
明知道 心里面是酸酸的
但偏要 假装若无其事

Whispering to my own in this low temp atmosphere.
Singing softly to my own with my head phones on.
Listening to random music played on shuffle mode.
Preparing my work and blog entries with near to frozen fingers.
Promising you without conditions.

我想过不平凡的生活!

Look alike

I've seen this news since last night and its getting alot of attention lately. Albeit is about the death of TEOH BENG HOCK but all it reminds me when i see this renowned Thai forensic patho­logist Dr Pornthip Rojanasunand is CRUELLA DE VIL. Now just incase you don't know who is CRUELLA DE VIL, she is the villian in 101 Dalmations.


Renowned Thai forensic patho­logist Dr Pornthip Rojanasunand VS Cruella De Vil

Ok, maybe not that close because Dr Pornthip got more colour on her hair and she is not a villian in this case. Another special thing is she got PORN mentioned in her name. Dr PORNthip. Grin*

No money no honey

When 25th on the month falls on Saturday or Sunday means you get advance payments. It can be good or can be a bad thing. For me it means advance spending. The annual dinner date is getting nearer and nearer while im still hesitating which vest to get. So I've decided let's just stick to what i want and forget about comparing. After you only live once so just get what you want. I'm sticking to my initial decision which is a ZARA vest. Hopefully I could show you some pics of it when i go try it. Not sure if I'll look good in it but at least I'm going to try it.

-In reality if money doesn't matter everyone would be living a pressureless life.
I have to admit the fact that money is not everything but it is essential to survive with it nowadays whether you like it or not.-

Occupied

I've been doing research on my future career path since I reached office which is around 8am. I notice that it is never easy to achieve even at the lowest tier of prestigious firm.

Looking out my window i notice the air condition in town is getting pretty bad. The haze just seem to dimmed the sunlight. I encourage asthma patient not to spend too much time outside breathing in dust. That's how our neighbouring country repay us every year for letting their rejects come over and grant them citizen ship. Crime rate increases, health issues and many more. For that one mistake everyone bares the cost.

The best thing is our prime minister thinks he could make us all forget everything by granting is one extra public holiday.

Popular

After sharing the video of Sonia and Janice last night. It seems like their popularity shot up overnight as i can see from my new feed that everyone is sharing the same video. They deserve don't you think?

I got home late last night after an outing with my friend. I would like to take the opportunity to say congratulations to "T" for getting her promotion. Doug you're a lucky man. I was told PTPTN loan-ers should pay their PTPTN to avoid passport being barred by the GOM *government of Malaysia.There are still thousands of people out there who made a fortune from unknown source and still not paying their part of the loan. The poor minority chinese here very often get warning letters for their debt unlike the majority race. Just like what LEE KUAN YEW said that in 20 years the chinese population in Malaysia will be an extreme minority because anyone who can afford will be in some other country especially Singapore.

Its a fact and its disappointing to see such a country rich in natural resources falling behind. Its ridiculous and a shame to all of us.

始终不变

看了一些最近的照片，原来还是没变。
可能是习惯把你变的不会区分界限了。
算了，反正再关心也觉得会吃酸酐。
想多了也很心酸，拿出心脏可能挤的出ICE LEMON TEA.
在众多人里，她好想很开心，可能她要得就是这样的生活。

麦克风

我好想要自己的空间，想要自己的studio。
我要买个经典麦克风，就像图片里面的那个。
我想自己玩玩音乐，但是还是先赚点钱再想。
虽然这是心里要得，但我还是把优先权给了Career.



我的麦克风，几时才能到手呢？

灰尘

我的家蛮脏，所以都不太爱在家。
灰尘开始在那反着放的情人节礼物积极了。
不忍心的我还是硬着头那去弄干净那礼物。

妈妈突然在我回家路程问我会不会带她来庆祝爸爸六十大寿。
我说了不会，但没说任何理由，妈最好能醒目点的了解吧，不然真难说出口。
还不知要给爸买什么，可能就买个手提电脑给他吧。
不然就带他去做一套衣和裤。看他省吃省用的养大我，得孝顺点才行。

今天给自己放假，不看书。

Condolences

今天刚得知小白离开了。
凯尔您的心情我了解。
很伤心吧，跟了你那么多年。
从中学是就跟小白玩。
我呢和德国仔没能安慰你。
只有为你和小白献上祝福。

别太难过，所谓all dogs go to heaven.

Pouring

It's about time to go off and the sky is dark, rain started pouring heavily.
I've got this little feeling for rain, I actually love rain although it is gloomy.



It's the best time to ponder and look back into memories. For after all, the best thing one can do when it's raining is to let it rain.

I'm still using the umbrella that you've given me. It keeps most of me dry under the rain. Thank you.

-You used to walk in these ways, in the life you once lived. But now you must rid yourselves of all such things as these: anger, rage, malice, slander, and filthy language from your lips. Do not lie to each other, since you have taken off your old self with its practices.-
Colossians 3:7-9

Purpose

Do you want to discover your purpose in life?
It doesn't matter who you are or how you look.

This is what i learned after seeing Nick Vujicic's lecture.

I think you all should also take some time to watch. Just incase you think you are going through some hard time.

Everyone lives for a purpose.

For Sale

I've decided to let go off my bass guitar.



This is because I've a new love which is my acoustic guitar.

I'm going to sell it cheap and if i can't sell it, I'll just bring it to my old church and leave it there for beginners to play.

-Thanks for being with me all these years. If its not for you, I wouldn't get to be on stage and saw the one i love down the stage. I'll miss you.-

ma prière

Dear God,

Thanks for answering my prayer, I'm glad to have receive a prayer from her. O Lord forgive my sins and evil deeds. Let me be guided and do good just like what you want me to. I've a request which is keep Stephanie safe and healthy for she has a weak body and being bothered by minor asthma attack. Cure her and help her through her hard times. Bless her with wisdom and knowledge for it is her last academic year. Keep her safe under your watch and do not let her fall easily into temptation to sin.

In Jesus's name I pray, Amen

-Love is an act of endless forgiveness, a tender look which becomes a habit.-

Special Thanks

I've had a long chat with this friend of mine in Singapore last night. I would like to take this opportunity to thank you and also given me the opportunity to view your blog. I'll make sure i see you someday to learned some simple photography skills although i know it is suppose to be a natural talent.

-The most I can do for my friend is simply be her friend.-

Thank you UFung for your words of encouragement. May God bless you and shower you with joy.

Listen

Watching the sun light moving closer and closer to me and finally covered me.
I could feel the warmth even after its been filtered by the tinted glass.
How i wish i could just take some time off to observe all these little creation of God happening around me. One thing I know is that when i face the sun the shadow is always behind my back. This is what I'm going to do from now let the shadow be cast behind me so that I don't get sad over my past. Good judgment comes from experience and experience comes from bad judgment. I've gained experience from bad judgement and it is time to accept the price that i have to pay.

-Excellence is not a skill. It is an attitude.-

“Restore to me the joy of your salvation and grant me a willing spirit, to sustain me.”
- Psalm 51:12

Sharing

Dear all, I've just shared a video on Facebook. Its this really great acoustic performance by these twin sisters Janice and Sonia. I'm not sure if they have their own independant album but if they do I'll try to get my hands on one of them to share some other time.

Acoustic performance is always my favourite, it always sounds original without all the effects from a studio, and acoustic performances is definitely not for the lousy singers. Enjoy the vid.

-Peace-

美丽

我最爱的就是美丽，美丽得人，美丽的事，美丽的物。
承诺是很美的东西，但要是打碎了就再也看不到美了。
我以前都以为身边美的东西都能长久，但越美越短暂。

There is no right or wrong, just the consequences of your actions.

今晚的雨，就像以往的泪般出丧。
好想找个机会，站在雨中淋雨滴。
可能醒来第一个不该看那些照片。
所以把她送的情人节礼物反着放。

假装什么都看不见最好。

缓慢

我呢睡迟了，本来要睡一会儿补充精神，却睡多好几个小时。
今天下午想好的题材都忘了。
以后再补回吧。

接下来从澳州回来的阿姨将会跟我们吃个饭，想到时一定会被问起她在那里。
最近发现生活都很充实。但偶尔会有空虚感。空虚感也很久都没找过我了。

我本来可以读更多的，但我把我看圣经的速度放慢了。
我不想那么快的把圣经读完，读了我学会冷静了。
真想过着什么都不管的生活。

Live update from my workplace

I've just received this call which i think i should share.

*phone rings.

G: Good afternoon, Bank of East Asia.
Mr.X: Good afternoon, this is Bank of East Asia is it?
G: Yes it is.
Mr.X: May i know is this is a foreign bank?
G: Yes it is.
Mr.X: Where is it from?
G: Hong Kong.
Mr.X: Can i speak to your HR department?
G: I'm sorry we don't have HR department here as this is a Rep Office.
Mr.X: I see, well I'll just get straight to the point.
G: OK
Mr.X: My daughter is studying her final year in Curtin University. She is the top 1%.
G: OK, congrats.
Mr.X: I would like to ask if there is any internship vacancy at your office.
G: I don't think so but i think i could pass you to the secretary for more information.
Mr.X: You are?
G: Gabriel, I'll pass the line now, hold on.

*pass the line to secretary...

Hello, your daughter is in the Uni and so what if she is the top 1%, if she couldn't make a call herself i doubt she could even work here. Kids nowadays even get their parents to find internship for them. Good luck kid, you've got great parents.

Positive +

Just because I'm intimidated doesn't mean i should get mad although logically i should. It's always good to calm down take a deep breath and forget about those people. Just because they go to church everyweek, it doesn't make them more Christian. For me if they like to make use of God's name then let it be. After all if people can get duped by these evil doers then they are probably not wise enough to see the intentions behind. Anyway, you have the right to be wrong.



My day is fine, woke up at four, body alarm went a lil off timing. Continue the art of playing dead (*which is fall asleep ASAP). I hardly felt that I've slept from 4-6:30 because when that annoying "Happy Tree Friends" theme woke me up i felt like it was only seconds since i slept. Woke up and Brrr....cold shower always feels good although it gives your body that temperature shock. My gel is running out, deodorant too. I've had spare deodorant as i bought this adidas deo back when they had promo.


Maybe that's what my body clock looks like this morning.

Got pissed awhile at work for some reason but after the stress release technique which i've created, I'm all calmed. I should be a councellor, so that I can market my technique. I prefer to be a problem solver rather than in the position of having problems. Looking down the window beside my cubicle, empty pool. There used to be bikini babes sunbathing or swimming. You love my work place don't you?

Shares update: KNM 0.86 cents. This counter is giving returns higher than FD.

Sinless

We are all sinners, like it or not. The problem with being good is being good doesn't always feel good. However doing anything sinful are usually exciting, pleasurable etc. And when somebody is trying to be good or have been good they always get discredited or worst hurt by those who sin most. Life is never fair so we either end our lives or just have to live with this fact.


If only Adam & Eve were chinese, why would I like it so? This is because if they were chinese they would eat the snake instead of the damn apple that caused the entire population to be sinners.

Lies

Its never a good idea to trust anyone. Its a lesson that I've learned lately. Giving them trust is actually trusting that they will not hurt you but often it does. I've had wonderful time when a friend shared some bible versus with me. As you know the person made me wait giving me excuses such as busy and tired therefore slept early.

The fact hits me when i was blog surfing and i saw my friend's comments @ 3am in the morning. I guess it is just the habit. I don't blame anyone at least now you know who is true and who is not.

Hurting each other has become fun nowadays. Sorry for the good people but from now on everyone should just be a jerk or a bitch to counter these problem. There is no point being bullied. Stand up for yourself because no one cares to help you now.

Giving up

Just when I'm about to give up, I've got questions all over. Why should I give up when I'm f**king right in the 1st place. So i think that brings me back to reality. If you think you are right always have your own stand. Ofcourse there is exception and you just shouldn't be too ridiculous. Stand up for the good things in life. If you find majority people agreeing with one idiot, probably they are all idiots.

Anyone can give up,
It's the easiest thing in the world to do,
But to hold it together,
When everything seems to be falling apart,
That's true strength

May you people do good, don't keep making mistakes and say sorry, avoid saying sorry because sorry happens after mistakes. By doing good you don't need the word sorry.

Till you lose it

SJ4P-ians

Well after missing in action for sometime from the usual SJ4P group in FB. I've decided to drop by and catch up with fellow friends. I've taken a real deep thought and build up the courage to finally announce the unfortunate event to my fellow friends so that they won't be expecting me to bring my spouse along if there were to be any event.

Sometimes it is good to have datelines which can actually help you do things. I've given myself dateline to get over this season too. There is always time to be sad, time to ponder but enough is enough. My dateline will be this Friday. After that I hope there will be a change.

-For the lucky SJ4Pian that is engaging soon, congrats and best wishes.-

Forumers ii

Now there is this girl asking sharing her problem, the problem seems to be on her.
Check it out below:

My bf saw me chatting with another guy in facebook ( the guy call me 老婆 ) my bf has my password. I didn't ignore and replied the guy also. ( I'm not being slutty, i like the guy alright )

Then I realized something wrong, why my FB account log out itself? I'm sure someone else is trying to log in.I quickly change my p/w (stupid la me, ppl already sign in only change p/w)

then I thought nothing's wrong,
but later on i sms my bf, 'hey dar...'
he replied me..'what?huh?so whats about with the chat in fb just now...'

I was stunned and tears beginning to fall
If u guys notice my last topic, it was about him being "kayu".
I tot i would be happy if i break up with him, but No...

I felt sad and I just deleted the guy from my friend list..
I felt that I'm so b!tchy!.. eager for the warm and sayangness from others

but i just ignored and forget about the love from my bf..
the pure love, (even though "kayu")

I lost him..
I called him up..asked him ' how?'

he said..how i know how u want?

I said, you know, i'm playful sometimes,
and I felt useless at this point of time.

You know, you can dump me if you want,
a girl like this is like trash.
(telling him this and crying )

He said, 'i'll think about it' and he hanged up.


While there are some really bad ones for eg: the girl in my previous post. This lady isn't that bad although I understand most guys would've slapped her and leave her. She had this "kayu" bf that she is complaining and at the same time she is flirting outside. I guess people really don't appreciate things/people around them when they actually have them, when they are no longer around and you realised that non-other treats you better. Its going to be worst. At least this girl she noticed her mistake, however the old sayings says there is once, there is twice. Hope all this broken hearted people best of luck.



I pray that there are less of all these things happening around us. Although eg: shows that girls are the one, but in reality guys are equally bad. If your not encountering this kind of problem, congrats. If you do its never too late to start appreciating the good things happening around. Love more and hurt less.

徘徊

好像有什么心事。
仿佛在梦里徘徊。
事隔要快一个月。
我也没有要毁约。
默默的在找自己。

人生还有一段路。
不要在继续糊涂。
把伤心回忆包起。
把开心回忆牢记。

我读完了Galatians现在正读着Ephesians.

给槟城和新加坡的老大！

这个是一个真实的故事！
主演：SW,T,PPL（卑卑lloyd),KSeng,我
地点：MV 的 Art & DIY shop.

那么首先这故事是儿童不宜的，是描述几位二十四岁的“豆寄”。

那天再店里走走逛逛，突然SW看见了一个 Polystyrene Foam 造的手。
贪玩的他，那了便藏在身后而我呢就是第一位受害者。
T在附近也被她看见整个过程，就是我的“蕉蕉”被那 SW 用 Polystyrene Foam 造的手非礼了。
事情发生的太突然我都闪不及，那么随后跟来的是PPL那么SW当然是每放过啦。
同样的方法但这一次，Polystyrene Foam 造的手断了跟手指。
我们全都目瞪口呆，傻眼了。PPL的“蕉蕉”好硬竟然把Polystyrene Foam 造的手指给凹断了。
KSeng全程是不在场只是”克勒非“。

是不是觉得有我们班损友很丢脸吧，二十四岁竟然在公共场合攻击朋友们的“蕉蕉”。

好啦是让远方的你们知道我们都很好，还有PPL的“蕉蕉”好硬。 哈哈！

过敏

我就是非常的过敏，可能就是把她吓走的原因。
那么看了一个仿佛在抄拢我的人，我咽部下气。
冷静后觉得，我怎么那么火爆？

朋友今天心情很“肉酸”我也不知道什么事，总之别靠近。
我想过几天我得好好安排一下接下来的生活计划。
我可能先得给自己订下目标，订下一个时间表，好像回去上课似的。
过敏的心态抱歉，我感谢有你的存在让我生命过的有目的。

Forumers

As i was browsing through random forums. Look what i found. Oh dear,what happened to the society? Look at this girl asking for advices on breaking up with that innocent chad.

"How am i suppose to break up the nicest way possible?
I'm planning on breaking up with my bf, not because he did something bad. Its just me losing the 'feeling' towards him and no longer enjoy spending time with him that much. He still doesnt know that i feel this way and he still loves me a lot."

Some advices:

-Straight. Don't torture him.
-Tell him you agreed to marry someone else.
-Instead of breaking up, have you considered trying to make things more exciting again? if that fails, then at least you know you've tried to save the relationship.
-I got question, what makes you love him in the first place ?
-Just try to piss him off, try to amplify all small problem to big problems,find fault etc so that you wont have to be the bad person.
-What happen if ur future bf lost his feelings towards you and no longer enjoy spending time with you? Hopefully he wont break up with you also.
-Her case is never love. its lust. isn't it obvious enuff?

What do you think? Some are lame, some are thoughtful and some is funny. May this poor dude do well just like me.

My answer:
Love is not about just merely feelings!
Love is a choice. Why choose him at the first place?

Creepy

Well anyone has gone through a rough relationship here? If you do I would love to hear about your part of the story. IMHO, the worst dealbreaker goes to infidelity.
Stand up for what's right, even if you're standing alone.


Here is a creepy comic strip to entertain you guys.

There is also a reason for rules being written. Rules are written so you think twice before breaking them!

Perfect

It's hard to be the perfect person you want to be. Even if you do others might not agree so. I like all sorts of beautiful things and often beautiful things comes at a price.



-Everything was so perfect until it went imperfect.-

Once upon a time

I feel good

Even the tiredness couldn't hold my energetic body and soul to work harder as I've dreams to accomplish and to catch up with. I've been spinning up and down since 8am. I've been observing at buildings around my office, since I've started working here which was last November, I've been seeing the construction of HYATT residence and hotel. They've done laying the foundation of the building. I bet is going to be an iconic building as it is smacked right in the middle of KL city.

Laying the foundation is important just like our character. The foundation must not be wrong. So please remember to build your foundation on solid rocks and make sure it is right before you accept it. Do not get influenced by pretenders.

Do good to everyone

Brothers and sisters, what if someone is caught in a sin? Then you who are guided by the Spirit should correct that person. Do it in a gentle way. But be careful. You could be tempted too. Carry each other's heavy loads. If you do, you will give the law of Christ its full meaning. If you think you are somebody when you are nobody, you are fooling yourselves. Each of you should put your own actions to the test. Then you can take pride in yourself. You won't be comparing yourself to somebody else. Each of you should carry your own load.
-Galatians 6:1-5

Let us not become tired of doing good. At the right time we will gather a crop if we don't give up. So when we can do good to everyone, let us do it. Let us make a special point of doing good to those who belong to the family of believers.
-Galatians 6:9-10

Just when i was about to give up doing good, as i felt being a sucker for all these years and i came by this passage. Just like what i previously encounter when i was thinking of getting a tattoo, a simple flip on bible and it landed on a page which says your body is house of God. Isn't it great that he reads your mind before you started to act against his will.

Life isn't that bad when friends around care for me and actually understands the situation that I'm going through. Without you people there would be less one good person in this world i guess. I'll continue to do good and ofcourse keep you guys in my prayer.

Dream

It is always tiring waking up after having dreams. Especially dreams that involves alot of movement. I've had a dream but i usually don't remember them unless its some special event.

After some conversation last night, I've noticed people do changed easily be it good or bad. Some made extreme changes, some verbally make changes and some stood still. I was onced a pretty happy man with career and ofcourse a caring spouse. Due to some unfortunate event it was cut short on our relationship with reason such as seeking God, but behind that was actually lost of feeling. I couldn't put the blame on her because i wasn't there on most of those events that involves third party. I was always the last to know. Maybe this is just what God wants afterall he has his plan for us. It is sad that how God put us through all the events making me a good person however being good doesn't mean having good in return. I've beared some ridiculous claims throughout the years and I kept most of them to myself.

It is always the bad that we human remember and never the good ones. Every mistake in our life is properly recorded in someway but when your doing good no one cares. That's reality. Human remains as human whether you believe or not. There is always a human agenda in each person and some can say anything verbally but please at least use just a small part of the almighty creation which is "Brain" to think whether it makes sense to us. Some say I never worry about the future, yea right and your busy updating your resume? *note this is an example This is what makes most of us hypocrite. Always practice what you preach regardless of religion.

The acts of the sinful nature are obvious: sexual immorality,impurity and debauchery; idolatry and witchcraft; hatred, discord, jealousy, fits of rage, selfish ambition, dissensions, factions and envy; drunkeness, orgies, and the like.
-Galatians 5:19-21

Let us not become conceited, provoking and evying each other.
-Galatians 5:26

Job

I've been browsing through some of the jobs around town lately. I could see some jobs that i would like to consider and boy they always come at the wrong time. Guess chances of heading to Singapore ain't high unless the seat is still vacant.

Heineken makes me a little sleepy therefore i can't read much of the bible today. Only manage to cover a couple of pages. I've intentions to get a small house or maybe a studio apartment by next year. Since I'm alone now a studio apartment would be just fine. Hopefully the rental markets are great so that if i don't stay i could still get a close to double digit return although double digit return is most desirable in the property market.

I use to like karaoke but i enjoy it with closer friends and smaller group preferably any number less than ten. So this was way back when I hanged out with this great people in Neway.


So there we are, they almost became part of my family tree.


How many of us? Count the fingers.

安全第一

虽然不知道你怎么回宿舍，但愿你安全和平安到达。
太多以前被隐瞒的秘密和朋友看来我永远都不知道。
看来她扩大她的朋友圈子，请你好好做人也多思考。

我呢，在享受看着我喜欢的CSI MIAMI.
以往，我都没看因为都把时间放在宝贝身上。

一切进展都还好，明天来得太快了，还没休息够呢！

Text

Thank you for informing me regarding the Levi's sales that is going on now. I saw it last night when i was out, I did not check it out but i saw the sales ads outside saying up to 70%.

Your text is highly appreciated even though my reply was simple. Once again thank you.

I've done reading 2Corinthians and I'm starting on Galatians. God bless you & I'll keep you in my prayers.

Sunday; Time Flies

I just had my McD lunch. I was talking to a friend about relationships and all. Thinking back I do know I'm quite a sucker at it. I'm just too willingly to give and this recent break up did drag me to this pit which i thought i would never get up again. I'm doing fine coping with my work and talking about my career. I am still hesitating whether to do a job hop soon. This work place of mine is quite prestigious and I'm getting a little too comfortable. I think at my age i should be working at places from 9am to at least 8pm. I want to push myself harder. I want to get engage with my job.

Money does talks, so don't you guys ever say money is not important because basically you can't live without it. Money is root of all evil, but without money you'll start to become one damn evil. People can do all sorts of things to make money. I've read the papers couple of weeks back. Do you know how much those East Europeans who come to Malaysia on a 3 month visa to work as private escorts/whore earns? On average they earn 1k-2k per service, on average 5 services per day, on average 5-10k per day. Assuming they work a 5 day week like us normal executives, they would work 20days a month. Which is 100k-200k per month, on each trip they would bring back approx 300-600k home.

Now you think you earn a lot in your company? No where near man. They are at the bottom of the chain being humiliated and people never look up on them but there they can afford a service apartment every 3 months. Now I really need to work harder and smarter. Although i don't encourage you to work in this meat trading field but its just an example of how little you people are earning now.

Don't ever think you earn a lot and if you do earn a lot please make use of your money wisely and stop feeding these whore by getting your urge satisfied. Piece of advice, forewarned is forearmed. Always prepare yourself and read more as knowledge is basis for you even if you are going to bullshit. Bullshitting is a skill, you need to have at least some knowledge to do the job.

-Choose a job that you like and you will never have to work a day in your life.-
Confucius

你割了没？

最近看了P1 Wimax的广告。
很好笑，也容易让人想歪了。
这广告用了“你割了没”这句。
大家听了都会以为是割包皮。
其实是问大家将现有的服务割了没。
在我班朋友里，只有“肚来价嘶”割了。
听说还不错，不想现有的老爷宽平服务。

－朋友读书压力大，要在新加坡加油，感情是我也听说了，只有见到你才能跟你更详细的了解，在这时候你就好好照顾自己先，我们有空在聚会聊聊。－

闪不及

用餐时，被朋友突如的问题给难到了。
突然问了，怎么那么久都没去看宝贝。
想不出好借口就坦白的说了，但并没有说她不好，只怪在不是时候。
希望她不要再说我什么在外说她的是非。

接下来还有告诉父母的一关得度过。
就说她用来甩我的借口给父母知道。
反正就是用神的名来当借口不会错。
怎么说这一次死就死吧？再滥也得说，不应在骗或拖。

－朋友也心酸，应该是感情有什么波动吧，耐心解决吧，加油－

2 Corinthians 12:10

That is why, for Christ's sake, i delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecution, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.
-2 Corinthians 12:10-

这段日子，哭过，苦过，伤过，痛过，一切都过。
是时候傻笑，发呆，说那手的冷笑话；我要度过。

整天；等短讯

对了，今天早上的短讯或许也被忘了。
三年感情都能忘，那短讯更是要被忘。

我把我的 Good to Great - Jim Collins 读完了。
决定存钱买楼，所以要在工作上努力。
今年得交所得税了，真他妈不想交税。

-Promises are meant to be kept and not broken-

真可惜你现在才明白，是否也知道我感受，晚了些，只有益到下一位伴侣。
看了 WHITEOUT 这部电影，觉得还可以罢了，你们读者就别浪费钱去看。

The McKinsey Way

Just had a long day out today.Checked out some cameras as i wanted to get one. I am no longer interested in DSLR anymore as I'm going against the trend now.I'm getting a DC instead.Went to Nikon fair to check out their DC, they are alright but those of you who know me will now my criteria when I want to buy gadgets. I think i will stick to Canon.

Machines is the one shop that I'll always drop by to check out accessories for my wife which cost me a bomb. I was going to get her a new leather case so that she would look sexy going out with me. I've also ordered an IPOD VIDEO 30Gb white which is no longer in the market. I've ordered a new one because i couldn't trust lowyat forumers. I just don't trust Malaysians.

So there goes a big chunk of my salary, also eyed a vest in Zara for my coming annual dinner with a theme "Walk down memory lane - the musical way". Well gonna equip myself with Zara from head to toe. I seem to buying myself all those supposed to be presents. I guess I just wanted them so badly so I'm getting them myself.

After dinner @ Sushi Zanmai, we (me and my friends) ate like we've never ate in our life. Before our ordered food landed on our table there are like 10+ plates taken from the Sushi belt. Some people like me even ordered 2 sets of meal. I guess my cost of living doesn't change after I'm single because I seem to be eating her portion of food now. Stopped by borders and got hooked by this book named "The McKinsey Way". Its the dream company that I and I believe many of you out there who wants to have a job there. Its my best fetch of the day and the book cost RM111.80. Took out my damn credit card to de-virginise it. Crap I broke my own principal to not spend future money today. Its a great book i hope, I've run out of books to read other than the bible and i believe I need a break from it for a moment. Many things happened lately and it makes somehow put the blame on religion.



As usual, I know everything she said ain't going to be kept anyway, I'll just take my time off to read my new fetch today.

100th

痛，也美麗，
別制造，如果我們沒力去疼.
若愛是對　是錯
千萬不要傷害一個所愛你的人.

I've just finish reading 1Corinthians of the Bible and now at 2Corinthians.
Thanks for sending James 1:19-27

为你。。

你问我对这段感情最想念的是什么的话，我会说一切，但非得选一个就是我想念。。
她为我挖耳屎，哈哈！恶心但充满温馨。
我都快听不见啦，因为她没帮我挖耳屎。

开玩笑罢了，其实就真的是一切，所有小小的关怀积起来便是大大的爱啦。
好想问她是否要打工，帮我挖耳屎。贴回一点钱好不好。超疯狂。

我记得我说过一个和恶心的笑话，笑话以为你而死为（喂你耳屎）主题。
哈哈。很想听吧，以后有时间我在告诉你们。

我先去吃我的奇异果，突然间好想年新西兰的日子。
那天气实在另人想快点退休去那儿数羊，过日子。

Share your burden

Its such a pleasure to have friends around you to actually give you great advices and also to be there when your down. Even though their advices are not followed but eventually you know they are the true action that should be taken. They don't have to help you up but at least they can be there when you are down.

最近，听了朋友告诉我他的心声。
聆听后，我便安慰他说，我也面对类似的问题。
朋友在无意间成了第三者，那么也不能完全怪他，
可能就是不对的时候，或者被玩弄了，我说我为你祷告，
虽然不知道他会怎么解决，但希望他不要卷入一场风波，
有些人就是不能好好的将自己投入感情，所以造成伤害。
但愿他们能够以成熟的方式解决，不要在暧昧拖拖拉拉。

兄弟，你加油，因为IMHO, 她将会在未来带给你伤害，原因她和她一样还没要完全投入。
自己做好心里准备及最坏打算免的太悲伤。自己的幸福掌握在自己的手中，愿你一切顺利。

People say "sharing is caring" Unfortunately, sometimes you SHARE people don't CARE! and if you CARE people might not want to SHARE.

新的一天；晴

虽然觉得怎么好像人家都纷纷的放下了，好像没什么好留念似的。
哈哈，这只是感觉上罢了，当然消息传了出去，马上看见效果，
行动了，所有以前恨我的人或想得到她的都像蜜蜂的把握机会。

原来跟她那一段日子，是多么的威风。哈哈
好可悲的不说，肚子好饿，睡晚了，起晚了，点心没了。
还好我那像佣人般勤劳的老爸老母给我打包了椰浆饭。
昨晚给我的部落各还歌，然后跟朋友聊了一会儿就到凌晨4点多。

十月三十一日，也就是Halloween, 这日子有很多回忆啊但重点是老爸的生日。
听说会把亲戚朋友叫来，因为他六十岁了，岁月不留人。
还没告诉父母的我，当然被他们下令把她邀请出席晚餐。
到时在慢慢揭发我的秘密吧，之前不说以为能挽回，哈哈，呆子！

下午充满期待出街，至少能花点钱在自己身上。
我得买衣，买鞋，买楼，买车，买表，买相机。
超多的，靠！

过期的情人节

Delayed 的情人节。
好像忘了祝贺你，晚了些但至少现在说了。



甜美的回忆就好好收藏，把它锁住。

祈祷：
亲爱的上帝，
请求你带领我们两的生活，让我们各自精彩。 如果是要我们经历在回到各自身边那就照你的安排。
请求你赐给我们智慧，知识及健康的身体，看顾我们和家人，不让我们在同一个神里面争斗。
简单祷告是奉主耶稣的名祈求，
阿门。

Melody

I've updated songs in my music player.

好鬼死痛饿！
想吃炸鸡腿！
想吃巧克力！
想吃雪糕。

我要变肥仔，比较能够给女生安全感，又可以当枕头。
夜了，我也开始有点困，读多几页圣经，就去睡。
原来半夜是那么的安静，有很多思念的空间。
诗人大概也是在晚上才有灵感吧，太美妙了。
以后有机会在当朋友也不错，现在先学学怎么放下那起的东西。
这次因该不会是个过分的要求吧。嘻嘻！心里暗爽。
好想是说了什么不能说的秘密。我都不在意了，反正大家都知道我痴情，哈哈。
CY你是流浪汉，我是痴情汉，都是汉子呀。

Fatigue

刚刚返屋企，头线出去搞“架蛋”来。

好累，打了球便回家洗个澡，香香的赶去找班损友玩“架蛋”
给自己一点时间，首先把电话里的短讯删掉，然后在换了那wallpaper.
朋友说你每天那起电话就望着她，缸海忘不了啦。
想了想，有道理。
回家还有时间写部落各。单身真是多时间。
好好的去慢慢习惯，忘了本来要跟朋友喝两杯地。顶！我忘了。

我都不想去在怀念但说说而已啦，做其实无感依。
不多不少都会有少少感觉，我真的超级白了！
哈哈，不知不觉三年了，我都老水了。
干！今年年尾就过了第二个生肖cycle了。
要好好过日子，得找多点钱让自己好过点。
买返地靓也先！

十分空闲的我，明日想去吃点心。吃喝玩乐吗！哈哈。
各位，得闲找我出去玩呀，我得去交下新朋友。

昨天和昨天的昨天

我把之前的短篇给删了。
牵涉到不该被牵涉的人。
我也想向上帝说声抱歉。
我的信心动摇了，叛逆。

往后各走各路的旅程会是怎样的呢？
昨天仿佛还在脑海里，还在说笑话，
梦里还常常在跟你撒娇，说说情话。

没了，完了， 忘了，休了。
一切生命小曲都不在掌握中。
你以后得改了那别扭的脾气，
真让人受不了，可能我不是人，所以还能承受。

迟些在把生命点滴，精彩的在这儿分享。

大家可能和我一样不明白什么是别扭吧。

－别扭－
含义是不同的意见，但现在都被用在说不受欢迎的。

造句：
－最近天气很别扭，时而雨是而晴。
－她的脾气很别扭，你得小心。

有没回想起小学的上课日子。大声的笑吧！

感谢凯尔的教导。

Thank you

Thanks for giving me the opportunity to hear your voice once again.



At least i know you're sound and safe, also keeping to your words, making a change.

Smiles

When you see this kind of smile, its worth everything to die for.



All my lil nerve ends that control my emotions couldn't help but show a smile when you smile even with a DDD look. When im so pissed that DDD look would make me smile again. Just like how my "weh weh" would make you smile.

1 Corinthians 13:13

And now these three remain: Faith, Hope & Love. But the greatest of these is Love.
- 1 Corinthians 13:13

Do not be misled: "Bad company corrupts good character"
- 1 Corinthians 15:33

Retarded couple

I've this friend whom calls his girlfriend a retard.

Think about it, we are pretty retarded when we are in love don't you think?
We were at Malacca one of those days, that we bought keychains to represent each other.



Let's see how retarded are we, its like love make us funny and silly.
On the left is Munzzie *represented by a Ninja Mummy, I'm worst i got so retarded that I've chosen a "keong si" dead corpse. We actually represented our self with dead stuffs. See what i mean? Retarded.

Pure

When we were deeply in love, things were so easy and everything seems lovely.
Day and night doesn't matter to us as long as we were with each other.
Giving all i can to you means alot to me, because i know you need them.
Those hugs were forever great because no matter how fat or thin you are that one size would fit no matter what.

We could spend hours smiling at each other and telling each other lame jokes (or is it me telling you all the lame jokes that you shared with your friends). The classic moment was seeing you get hit by my lame jokes and laugh like a Hyena.

Piggy-backing you seems so fun and you would run a distance before you hop on and hold on to the not so strong me and i would run and bring you around till my last breathe even though you're pretty heavy. Lol.

Pure giving is an excellent proof and a pure expression of one’s pure love.
Hope that clears of some misunderstanding that I don't love you.