Halloween @ Seri Carcosa

I was invited to a party last Friday without knowing the promoters behind the party until I actually arrive the venue. It was a wicked party by Carlsberg and Jägermeister.

That's me downing the "J" tube.

I myself dressed up as a Chinese "Keung Si" seems to picked up quite abit of attention, however me being me just took pictures with whoever that comes requesting for a picture. No contacts were exchange as I wasn't there to hunt down for girls. I was there solely for the fun of having friends to company me and drink. I must say I enjoy the beer much and the J tubes were horrible. There were abundant opportunities to know people especially in such a party environment but I must be out of my mind not to and I have no idea why.

Anyway fast forward, we were hanging around at a corner drinking and just enjoying the scene until I was knocked out and I seriously passed out. The next thing I knew I woke up in the morning in my friend's couch. I tried to recall what happened but it was just to vague and the last thing I remember was I fell down somewhere knocking down some plastic drums.

This is probably the ugliest scene in my life and I hope kids would drink responsibly. Special thanks to Arthur and Teck Ming for extending the service as chauffeur and carried me back to shelter.

The X factor

Have you ever wonder what is a X factor? The reason it is called X factor is plain simple. Nobody knows what is that factor but yet everyone knows there is that special influencing factor.

It applies to everything that requires us to choose something or someone over another. I'm a pragmatic person and I made decision based on factors that I could determine before I consider any other "invisible" elements.

What I totally dislike in my current position in life is that I could not find a missing element in life at this juncture. Something is missing...

I believe I will embark on a costly journey to search for the X factor as I need to prioritise inwards before I could move on to the next phase of contributing outwards.

Quote for the day:

"You got to close your eyes and leap because it might be worth the fall."

The quote reminds me of my days in NZ prior to my decision to take up bungee. I took that step to accomplish something that I wanted to do once in a lifetime. Just like many other decisions in life, we sometimes need to be make a bold step to discover the magical feeling resulted from it.

Halt

Some closer friends might know that I do have a partner over the past six months. She was a friend whom I've known for more than 8 years. We started out fine until we had more and more disagreements which I think it is normal course in a relationship. So to cut the story short, the wonderful days were over and we just had to call it off not because we hate each other but because we can't compromise on certain things such as petty issues which I find it totally negligible turn out to be the biggest point of argument for her.

Not withstanding the diffrence in view point we end it peacefully. Despite the fact that I do feel sad, I still choose not to waste time because to me every second counts and I prefer to make full use of it in doing something more meaningful than deleting pictures (searching them in the first place).

I still wish her all the best in life and of course I must say she is a very nice person, it is a waste that we parted in different ways. I pray that the Lord will touch new lives through me and will continue to bless her abundantly.

Cobwebs

Took a couple of minutes before I kickstart at work. I'm back to this familiar space of mine to revive this place with an entry.

I have been really busy this year with work but still manage to squeeze some time out to make a couple of short retreat with friends. I can wait to share one of my near death experience on my recent trip to Phuket, Thailand.

Unfortunately I do not have much time to spend here especially when I'm on my workstation with email notifications constantly popping out at the corner of the screen. Guess I'll have to leave the Phuket story till my next entry.

Have a blessed day everybody.