The Scapegoat

We often think that we know the solutions to other's problems but don't know the solution to our own problems. This is because it is easy to pin point others and not yourself. I've noticed I myself are in deep waters because me too do not see myself in the mirror often enough to know my weakness which ofcause is a factor that leads to this "sudden early retirement for my relationship".

Physician heal thyself
Luke 4:23 And he said unto them, Ye will surely say unto me this proverb, Physician, heal thyself: whatsoever we have heard done in Capernaum, do also here in thy country.

In deep water
Proverbs 20:5 Counsel in the heart of man is like deep water; but a man of understanding will draw it out.

I think i have been getting head over heals these years thinking that my life is pretty well with an average career and ofcourse in my dreams being married with HER. I've gone through almost everything and anything for i have make up my mind that she will and would be the one. This was before a series of unfortunate event which draws a line between us now. Even my friendly text were given a cold reply. I guess i was previously putting too much hope for the higher the hope the harder i fall. Lesson learned?

Pride goeth before a fall
Proverbs 16:18: Pride goes before destruction, a haughty spirit before a fall.
-Too much delight or elation from some act, possession, or relationship can lead to a downfall- meaning

I have also reorganized my priority, winning your heart was never a simple task and it will never be. It'll be good if we both have more mutual understanding. Its never a good idea to force anyone into a relationship. Since you left i was really down but you should not need to know or worry abit because you've chosen your path and let my path be for there is no reason for you to be pity of me. I will be good seeing you do good.

P/S: Do you know how its like being a scapegoat?

Lev 16:9-10 Aaron shall bring the goat whose lot falls to the LORD and sacrifice it for a sin offering. But the goat chosen by lot as the scapegoat shall be presented alive before the LORD to be used for making atonement by sending it into the desert as a scapegoat.

There I am, the scapegoat.