进退两难

她讨厌了，我很无奈。
不写也不是，写也不是。
只想说出心声而已，看她最近被我部落各搞的病了。
她狂吃，胖了，虽然不断的吃，就算是肥婆，我还不会改变。
原地站着好了。

不知该怎么说，就是误会让距离拉的更远。
对不起也仿佛无发改变事实。
纯粹是解困的方式，带来了无数的伤害。
你我彼此都很忧，一个担心朋友，我却在担心你。
你说我不爱你，听来不开心但坦然接受了，不然事情没完没了。

本来放弃写你了，所以都以开心及身边是为主题。
但你却为了之前的跟我突然又闹翻了。
在电话上的我，只听你大喊的责怪。
听了很不好受，你就把电话挂上，但愿你能平静的去想想吧。
能让你开心的，自然也是能让你最伤心的。
glowunited.blogspot.com 的 love affair 教的。
你没学到吗？ 你从来都不回知道或去想到那个人可能就是我。

无所谓，你随便问问你身边的人，我是不是不爱你，真郁闷听了那番话。
好了快点好起来，好好照顾身体，吃好一点，别狂吃，按时吃。
身体不好就别老是到处跑，我一样为你祈祷。

Dear God,

Forgive me for if I've hurt my loved ones around me.
Lend your helping hand to Steph so that she could stand up once again under your guide.
Bless her with wisdom and health. Keep her safe from sins/temptations.
Held her tight during these tough times that she is going through.
Show her that love never fails as mentioned in scriptures.
Do not let her be mistreated.
Let her recover and if she needs a right person to help her, send her one that she could rely on.
May you always shower her with blessings and happiness.

I understand that we both had unsolved misunderstanding. I now ask for God you to clear things in your way. For you are the Lord that would give when asked.
My constant prayers before sleep, i urge God you answer and grant both of us a way to resolve issues, if we aren't meant to be together please do not let us keep hatred but let us care for one another.

In Jesus name I pray,
Amen.