Truth

To cut things short the truth is I don't have a place at all in her heart.
This message was received this afternoon.
It does break my heart. When I reached my ex-boss's company warming party.
They were all asking where is my gf and all i answered was with a big smile and act silly.
Thanks to the host and generosity of my ex-boss. There are tons of booze there and all i did was drink, drink and drink.
1st I had this bacardi+wine+ribena+lemon+orange+sprite custom cocktail and then I wanted to leave early to MV to get my movie tickets for tonight.
I was told i can't leave without those neat shots that I could not avoid. Had tons there and i was almost gone.
I seldom go partially drunk without beer. And they did it.

All in all i just wanted to highlight the text i got from her after 3 years of giving. Life is never fair and all i can do is except the reality that she has no room for me.