Vacuum

Have you ever felt the absense of everything?
This is how i felt lately, where there isn't much happening in my life and everything seem lifeless. Nothing gets recorded in my memory at this point of time.

I was trying to get connected to blogger last night to add a post or two but due to the ridiculous connection + blogger is having a problem loading (including gmail) i gave up and went youtube surfing. Earlier on when i was on my way home, a pal of mine whom just came back from WnT USA ask me to meet up for a drink and i went. He was telling me how he had spent his days in the states and in Taiwan. Suddenly the golden question popped up. How about you gabe, What happened in this summer for you?
I hesitated and I've told him the truth of what had happened. There is no point hiding the fact that you no longer have any value to your loved ones. She left for good..

She is old enough and she could make her own decision, if she cannot determine what's right and what's wrong then she probably deserve to learn from mistake. All these time i have been protecting her hoping that she wouldn't get into any trouble but i guess forgetting that i myself had step into quicksand. I've sunken and i will have to learn how to escape from it myself.

Forgive them, for they know not what they do. (Luke 23:34)