Fallen

As my previous post was filled with emotion and sadness.
No, I don't want people to think that you're bad or to ask for sympathy.
I believe everyone has their good side. You too are great when i know you've decided to change. I'm fine with your words and even though my foundation was shaken. I can deal with it myself. I have anger and you have too, i guess both of us were caught up with anger and in order to protect our self ego we always try to overrule the other party just like what we did for the past three years.

I hope you could calm down and start thinking wisely, i felt better expressing all my anger on my previous post. I've had a long night last night thinking how to solve. You've said what you wanted, whether you mean it or not. I took your words seriously, the fact saddens me but its fine. Everyone says things harshly when they felt angry/sad when emotions took control.

You forgive me for playing your games,
And I'll forgive you for toying with my emotions.

You forgive me for raising you up so high,
And I'll forgive you for bringing me down so low.

You forgive me for wanting to be with you,
And I'll forgive you for avoiding me.

You forgive me for being so pathetic,
And I'll forgive you for taking advantage of it.

You forgive me for not being able to let go,
And I'll forgive you for never having latched on.

You forgive me for having hopes and dreams,
And I'll forgive you for crushing them.

Forgiving is never easy especially when you're being took for granted.
It takes a strong person to say sorry, and an ever stronger person to forgive.
I hope you're even stronger.

Love,
Gabriel