Its always sad to keep reminding yourself how bad your situation is.
I've taken a glimpse back to those days, three years seems to filled with great memories.
I wish that you could keep those good memories too.
Although we could no longer be together like what you said.
Its really unique that we use to fight so badly and shed tears and got back into each others arms. Sometimes not saying a word could be a good way to solve things.
Not saying means that we won't have something new to argue about.
Sometimes a small thing you do can mean everything in another person's life
I remember during our 1st year, we were texting and you were telling me Genting is bored as you went with your family and your parents were in the casino. I didn't even consider about my lodging before i bought tickets straight up to genting just to be there so that i could kill some of your boredom, or just be bored with with you. It was so insane that time that i would rush out under the rain to do things to make you happy. After that it was shivering cold but its always worth it.
Rather happy than sad, with great memories like these. How can I complain more about this relationship. Things happen for a reason, it might be a test of our faith. If we fail the test then probably in the future there might be a chance again that we need to face the samething with a different person in life. Being through ups and downs till the day when things couldn't be solve does make things a little moody. Its alright because memories never fades, i will remember you, the good,the bad and the ugly all of them. I won't want to get on your nerves again just to see you get older by day facing the stress that I gave you.
Forgiving you twice was worth it too, at least we manage to love each other for another 6 months or so. Dengue became really painful when things end, i bet dengue fever would felt good if you were around, because i know someone is there to care. I recovered from dengue and will continue to do so if time allows me to do so.
May memories be kept the way it is.
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