Wrapping up the year

It is the last day of 2010. I've gone through all the ups and downs alone with a little help of my faith in the Lord. I can't forget the end of every year as it is the best time in the year. Friends that never fail to surprise me even two days after my birthday. SJ4P gave me a special treat last night and sorry to all the other guest in the restaurant for the inconvenience when the restaurant go black out for the sake of my birthday cakes' entrance.

Happy Birthday

It is my birthday today. My thank you list is so long but ultimately to these special people whom I've met in person during this season.

Thank you list: Julia, KahSoon, Catherine, WaiLeng, Swan, Yang, Eugene, ChongEe, Sandy, CY, KokAng, and Terrene.

The gifts are very much appreciated.

Love in Christ,
Gabriel

Eve & Be-Early B'day

Thanks to these people, Eddy Fung & May, Dong, Vanice & YingYing. We had our Christmas dinner at Alexis, Bangsar before the surprise pre-birthday celebration. I'm so blessed to have friends who remember my birthday. A simple cake cutting ceremony with some gift receiving (not exchanging) because I didn't prepared any. :(

I pray that you people will excel in your career path and continue to cultivate our friendship.

Thank you.

Scale

A giant construction is going on with my heart as I'm building a handsome heart.

Caution: WORK IN PROGRESS.

*When your heart is beautiful, it makes you beautiful in a whole package.

Merry Christmas

Have your wishlist ready? I've got a whole long list but it is for me to achieve and I know since young my parents are the only Santa & Santarina. Be good to them this Christmas and start to love the real important people around you.

God has given us the best present which is an entry ticket to Heaven.

Happening week

Year end will always be the most anticipated time of the year for me, as it is Christmas season and not forgetting the time where I need to jot down my age 3 days after Christmas. Soon after that it will be another year. I hope you enjoy this season as much as I do.

Age vs Maturity

I've known some friends since primary and secondary school days. Unfortunately they have been quite idiotic which leads to broken friendship link. I mean if we bump into each other they would still put up a show saying hi but behind that its all sissy gossips. It can be quite annoying knowing a bunch of liars thinking you were born yesterday but after a while it doesn't matter much because you know that they have not grown in spirit just physically aging. These friends were in different proffesion some I've given advice and helped in their career however due to advices being bold and honest some think that it is offensive. I don't blame them nor do I ask for an appreciation. I do not count blessings I give to friends. So now I shall explain why they are childish in a few of many ways. No pointing fingers just a general classification of the "niche" group. As we all know we are at the age of building our career in our own ways, in real world friends exchange contacts or pull strings to create opportunity for each other and ofcourse build business together. These cavemens would treat it as if people will do better if they introduce or they previously bullshitted about their contacts. Ofcourse no obligations with contacts, after all it is personal preference. I think in a community especially relatives and friends there are uncountable opportunities to be unearth. Sharing contacts is totally FREE. Another example: If I'm working in a bank and so happen I've a relative who has contacts in another bank, the relative could actually pull some strings and create opportunity in my career or even just introduce for network building sake. You never know next thing in the pipeline might be a billion dollar bank to bank deal. Non of the example is directed to anyone specific. I just think that people around me are overly conservative and not mature enough to look beyond their own selfish character. We are in the echo boom generation, are you going to stay at where you are and work till you retire or are you ambitious to look at the big picture. Grow up kids!

古月天

Our Bank's Regional CEO, Country Manager, General Manager decided to head out for lunch last night. As a small fry in the bank I get to tag along. Dining with them is always good, the dining table is where we could be less serious about work and crack some jokes. Food quality remains high everytime we eat out and we charged it to the bank. I'm blessed to be working here with good mentors.

Alcohol

Had a great time on Friday night over at a friend's place downing shots of Bacardi neat. Haven't been drinking for ages and surprised that I could still stay up late that night and finished a classic flick showing on AXN.

Sat night was the a family dinner with relatives and grandparents. After dining over at King Crab, we head over to Uncle's residence and had wine while catching up with each and everyone. This is the night where I was told to work overseas, I'm really taking that into consideration after much persuasion.

1/2 day

Took half a day off so that I could go help Julia out with the cell gathering and maybe practice some music. Might stay over at Jules's inn depending on transportation arrangements. I'm actually quite excited to hear from Ps. Lee Choo's sharing.

Highschool sweet heart dropped me a message today to arrange for a meet up. It has been ages since we last met. Reminds me how I fell for this highschool sweetheart. It feels like a joke to look back on how silly I was back then shying away from the girl you like. Nowadays falling for someone is as tough as eating vegetables. I just can't be bothered and like what LiYen said single soul that are married to work might have to take some time off to do some serious soul searching.

Breakkie

Took some time off during my lunch to update this poor little abandoned blog of mine. I've been doing alot of work basically taking up new role and at the same time doing analyst's job. It is going out of hands that I think they should pay me the salary of the analyst + my current job since they still haven't find someone to take over my job. Over the weekend when I was in Singapore, I've noticed that I'm actually missing someone back in KL. So I just bought a souvenir hoping that it will put a smile on her face.

Before the work starts pilling up, I shall get it cleared as soon as possible.

A weekend away

I'm glad that I managed to took a day off on Monday which gave me the opportunity to run away from the Malay land and cross the bridge to a 1st world country. Met up with some friends and my dearest couz. I just don't know where to start if I had to talk about my trip.

That's me walking towards Esplanade. Pretty tired already spending my entire Sunday at Universal Studios.

Son

Today my boss passed me a bank receipt which I've claimed my expenses in Labuan. He banked in the cheque for me and he paid attention to my account details. As I have a joined name account with my mum so that she can sign and withdraw money as she wish but ofcourse she didn't abused it. So my boss noticed it and gave me confirmation saying that I'm a good son. I wonder if anyone else is doing this? My thought was that my money should be shared with my parents since they have been feeding me well since I was born.

爱与命

最近在面子书上最热门的就是那为爱自杀的傻瓜。
年纪轻轻才他妈二十二就决定离开父母兄弟姐妹。
唯一觉得他“吊”的就是他有种而且够痴线。
所以爱情这东西都是成熟点去面对和体会。

老土的讲一句：不是有心就不要随便谈恋爱

Route

I want more...

More of You

more of you Jesus.

Nothing more, not relationships, not tangible goods.

Double the joy

This year I've got something on top of my year end bonus which is actually the share that I've bought last year. Year on year gain was more than 100%. I remember I bought it at around 87cents a share and now I'm selling it off at 1.90 per share. Seems like God is walking on my side lately.

Tuesday

I didn't notice it was an off day until one of my cell member reminded me when I was invited to join prayer meeting. However I need to allocate some time to practice the song that I'm going to lead this coming Wednesday which is also 40&3's last meeting for year 2010. I was thinking maybe next year I'll have to focus further on my career and God's work. Being really good this year has brought me a lot of reward. Anyway back to what's new today would be me waking up to clean up my room and it was way more work than I've expected. How did you make use of an off day?

Finale trip

I'm heading to Singapore on the 10th this month as a closing for my outing this year. Had my tickets to Universal Studio reserve thanks to my new friend in Singapore which I haven't met yet. Not doing any Christmas shopping because I'm more focused on getting the things which I've already had in mind. I don't like to waste money on things that creates no value especially for the means of showing off. I think having the zeroes stamped in the bank book or assets worth a whole lot more.

I strongly agree that we should not judge a person's wealth by appearance.

Visitor

It was great last night at cell with visitor Allison dropping by. I've also visited her cell which has an awesome name Passion and Zeal ("P&Z"). The last time I dropped by P&Z was during mooncake festival and coincidently it was Celine's farewell. I hope she is doing well in Singapore with my fellow cell member KahSoon. I'll be dropping by Singapore to pay my friends a visit and hopefully I can get in to Universal Studio to check out what is all the hu-haa about.

Besides cell I've been spending most of my time reading and going through the web searching for business opportunities. I just can't see money sitting in the bank account accumulating without a better purpose. I would like those hard earn money work for me a little maybe they'll earn me a small pie every year as a bonus.

Realistic aim

Some time ago, a friend asked whether I've achieved certain goals I've set this year. To be honest, I don't set short term goals and put them down in a list. I set realistic goals. Well since I have no actual goals drafted out I shall recall from my memory what I've actually wanted to achieve. Last year was not a very good year as I was caught in a relationship that sunked like the titanic. So I've wanted to recover so badly and it did happened and I was glad. During the period I've also met people who are really special which I don't deny I might go after the special person someday. I've also prayed for a breakthrough in my career which was realised second half of the year. Basically my year was pretty good with the trips to SiemReap, Bangkok, Bali, Macau, HK, Labuan & Singapore. I think its worth the dollar and cents checking out places around the region. I think I'm all good for now considering I'll turn 25 soon. The partner issue I shall worry later because I think it takes time to meet the correct one and even if I've met the correct person it would take time to convince the other party that I'm Mr. Right for her. Did you readers had a good year too?

Goggles

Over the weekend I drop by this familiar shopping mall and pocketed a TYR anti fog goggles in order to hit the pool again. I've been missing out from immersing myself in large pool of water. I enjoy diving down to the bottom of the pool inches away from the floor, swimming was never that fun until I discovered that I tend to forget whatever happens around me when I jump in to the pool. To top it up it is even better when I have my LOMO submarine with me.

*buying stuffs on no plastic day is just troublesome.

Corporate Banking

The major twist in my life is probably having an engineering degree and pursuing my career in banking. Without much knowledge yet curious to try out in the financial institutions I ended up here in an offshore bank as a corporate banker. Although my initial aim was to be an investment banker but I'm quite happy at where I am today in this position which I could pitch deals at the same time a step closer to investment banking. My boss was an ex-investment banker turn corporate banker. I would like to try to explore opportunities the other way round. Life as a corporate banker is pretty intense especially standing in the front line like me pitching for deals and sometimes getting your balls squeezed by CFOs from mega companies. Life is pretty challenging and I'm very dedicated in my job although I might not be hitting a five figure salary yet but this year was a pretty good year as I've managed to get a promotion into a position which I planned to explore. I wished the days ahead would be smooth therefore please pray for me for wisdom and a smooth sailing future.

Lucky No. 3

Live Well, Laugh Often, Love Much

Simply the principles that I hold on to currently and hopefully I'll add on more positive values in the future rather than dropping these values. I was in this loop of message whereby me and some church mates share our daily encounter in everything, some talk about love, some work and some God. Recently we were all focusing on BGR (boy girl relationship). We shared our experiences and due to the sensitivity of my past I didn't shared much because my ex happens to be in the same church and words spread like wild fire. I'm glad one of them offered to intro me to someone to create opportunity for me and I happily accepted the offer, who knows I might end up finding that somebody. I also shed some light about what I've learned through a broken relationship and how I actually stood back up again. I'm pretty happy with my life right now despite the fact that I'm one rib less and that rib with my Eve and now I just need to locate Eve so that I'll be complete.

When is least expected that we cross path with the person. Pray for patience and also discernment so that I can meet the right one folks. Will personally thank you all when I've met Eve.

Punk'd

I've got PUNK'D by a friend early in the morning.
Now don't you dare do that again to me, it is freaking embarassing.

Public Apology

I'm really sorry to contribute on the noise pollution last night in my room as I was practicing my songs till late. I need to lead worship today and I hope God will be glad to hear us sing. This might just be another way to spread the Gospel.

A summary

I've just taken some time off my work to read on an interesting article shared by a friend about tips for the ladies to find the perfect one.

如果想挑以后能給自己幸福生活（包括物質）的男生，直接就看他對你好不好。只有當一個男的死心塌地對你好的時候，他才有動力去為你拼搏。愛和事業，是相輔相成的，成正比的！

男人跟女人不一樣，很多時候越是在乎你的男生越是不懂表達，不知道怎麼對你好。他們不稀罕去搞什麼送花啊、寫詩啊那一套，不代表他對你不好。不能拿女人的浪漫標準去要求男人。內斂、含蓄地表達感情，這也是男生的魅力！

一個男人再怎麼變，本質在那裡。會亂搞的男人，一般之前都有跡象的，就能看出來。這種男的你不要找就是了。找男朋友，要一次性找個好的，而不是事后去糾正他。

婚姻需要經營，它也是門學問。

挑男朋友是門學問，挑以后要當老公的男朋友更是學問。但是前面的一切都有一個前提，就是你自己要做好。你先做一個值得男生去對你好的女生，然后才能挑別人。

Well, it works the same for men choosing their life time partner. Never settle for anything that is too little. The one will always be a blessing and if they are worth loving they will show signs to you in a positive way and the rest is up to you to learn how to appreciate and work out the pathway to eternal love.

JEREMIAH 10: 6

No one is like You, O Lord; You are great, and Your name is mighty in power.

May you readers have a blessed Sunday.

格仔衫

格仔衫好迷人.

我今天终于加入格仔衫党，在 UNIQLO 买了两件格仔衫。
I LOVE 格仔衫

Engagement

I'm glad that friends around me finally settled down and move on to the next stage in their life. May you have joyful days ahead with your soul mate Mei Wong.

For others who have recently tied the knot, Happy Engagement.

Planning Ahead

I announced that 2011 will be a year filled with beach outings.

Tentatively:

March: Koh Samui
April: Phuket/Krabi
July: Medan *Lake Toba
August: Tioman/Kapas
October: Yet to decide

Celebrations

A basket full of celebrations worth celebrating but for me I celebrate every single day for various reasons. I celebrate for being able to wake up everyday, having a good job with a reasonable salary to survive, being single, being rejected at times because it makes me stronger everytime after recovery, birthdays, anniversaries and the list could go on and on. Did you celebrate your special occasion today?

Love is more than just two individuals.

Picking apples

Boys pick girlfriends like people pick apples. The average ones at the bottom of the tree are easiest to grab, so they get picked the fastest. But any guys worthy of you will climb to the top of the tree for something really special. I'm pretty sure I could climb to the very top for someone who really matters, after all men are born to save the beauty.

Into pieces

Thursday - OUG,Kuala Lumpur: An old lady which had a mild stroke in her Volvo 850E rammed into a Viva parked 4 houses away from my house and totally destroyed that little white car. To give you an idea of the impact the little car ended up infront of my house and look like a smart car after the crash. The better part of the story is the Volvo didn't just end the demolition streak there, the next victim was my little yellow car which was parked outside my house. My car almost ended up being pushed into the drain. No casualties on the spot as no one was in both the toy cars being demolished. The old lady walked out unharmed but unfortunately after she was sent to the hospital for medical check-up she ended up in a coma and passed away a day later. Now my car was the second impact and yet it was smashed up like a junk car. The viva cannot be repaired and was written off and my car will take two weeks at least according the the workshop. Moral of the story, you'll never survived a crash if you are seating in a local made car regardless of model. They are so badly designed and manufactured that I suspect it is made of aluminium can material. So if you can't afford any car other than a local car yet, it is better off to wait and save more. Anyone wants me to provide my car plate no. for some hope to be rich?

Random parable

I've got a parable in my head:

Always drink the soup when it is hot.

Can you guess what I'm thinking and trying to express via the parable?

Old has gone

As far as I'm concern we should not cry over spilt milk. Whether it is a bad relationship or simply bad memories, let us forgive whoever that might hurt you and remove that stumbling block for us to move on to a new life. Speaking off my experience here, I'm glad that I was able to overcome all the issues and past with God's grace. I can now talk openly with my ex without grudge or even slight worry that I will fall for her again. I'm just going with the flow and go wherever I an being lead. I was really happy that my church mates are opening up to me and telling me their weaknesses and struggles in life. In a way I felt that I had gained the trust from them for them to reveal their secrets to me. I hope that they too could be free from their barriers to move on one day and not dwell in sadness or guilt.

Every cloud has a silver lining, we just have to realise it.

Things you never expect

I thought of keeping it a secret for my buddy who private message me about a month ago for a favour. He wanted to get his GF a Braun Buffel purse on her birthday which falls on 16th of November. I went shopping over the weekend and charged that purse to my card. This couple has been on and off for ages and they are by far the longest pair of friends which I've ever known. 1000 miles apart and yet still lovely with that thoughtful present and I've to admit it feels weird going into a shop to buy a lady purse and not for your girlfriend. I hope their relationship will grow stronger each day and all the best to them. It is very inspiring to see loyalty in love.

So I was in the shop I noticed Braun Buffel pays alot of attention to details and finishing of their product just by seeing their logo. Why?

Skeptism

Well like I said this morning on my tweet, I'm really thankful that I'm skeptical enough to protect myself from falling for somebody that matters to me. I'll always give people who matters to me the benefit of the doubt so that they could prove themself worthy. Let's just say this time it proves that it is not worth a single cent spent.

-When I don't say it out, doesn't mean I don't know what is going on.-

Chromie's contribution

Its been awhile since I last posted up pics from my LOMO. I developed some pics last week and I've managed to recover most of the pics in HK and Macau. I've dropped my Chromie for a total of three times in Macau and HK due to a loose strap. Some cosmetic damage on my Chromie but it is not too obvious. While going through my pictures last night it brought back endless memories in HK. The friends I met were all nice people. Well if I had a chance to host them I'll intro them to you people. You can see them on my Facebook as I've uploaded some.

*Chromie: my LOMO camera.

A place like no other

By just deciding to have your life accompanied by me will definitely be the best decision you make in your life. It would be as if you are at a place like no other. The earlier you stretch out your hand the earlier I could hold on to it and we could start writting our own book of love and make sure all the moments will be recorded in the most beautiful way.

Diwali Weekend

Over the long weekend I've attempted to update my blog. I had so many things to spill and I just didn't know where to start off.

Fri: I started off my day with a short brainstorming session at Dong's residence then followed by lunch and some unplanned shopping at One-U. Bought some work attire and rush home as I've got a dinner appointment at Opus Bangsar. The food is really good but the hefty price tag might be a drawback. If it wasn't because of my friend returning from Singapore I wouldn't visit this kinda places unless it is with my special someone.

Sat: I can summarize this day with me, my coffee and a book.

Sun: Managed to wake up for church surprisingly. Went for my class and met Bel only after church. I must say the Postcard and that funny dice made my day. Didn't expect to get a souvenir from Shanghai. Also drop by One-U again to get some stuffs and had our farewell lunch before my cell mate board his bus and head back to Singapore.

Atheist Day

An atheist created a case against the upcoming Easter and Passover Holy days. He hired an attorney to bring a discrimination case against Christians and Jews and observances of their holy days. The argument was that it was unfair that atheists had no such recognized days.

The case was brought before a judge. After listening to the passionate presentation by the lawyer, the judge banged his gavel declaring, "Case dismissed!"

The lawyer immediately stood objecting to the ruling saying, "Your honor, How can you possibly dismiss this case? The Christians have Christmas, Easter and others. The Jews have Passover, Yom Kippur and Hanukkah, yet my client and all other atheists have no such holidays."

The judge leaned forward in his chair saying, "But you do. Your client, counsel, is woefully ignorant."

The lawyer said, "Your Honor, we are unaware of any special observance or holiday for atheists."

The judge said, "The calendar says April 1st is April Fools Day. Psalm 14:1 states, 'The fool says in his heart, there is no God.' Thus, it is the opinion of this court, that, if your client says there is no God, then he is a fool. Therefore, April 1st is his day. Court is adjourned."

You got to love a Judge that knows Scripture!

Work related

Last night I worked late as I was going to introduce a friend into the bank to take over my previous position. I don't get any thing out of it and it is like a charity work as I wanted to give the top management a helping hand and they actually turn around a bite me in the hand for being helpful. I was told that my contract will not be as promised, some changes here and there which will result at least a 15% lost in my performance bonus. I guess if this is they way they play the game in corporate world, I'm learning quick and the next time I'll won't fall for the same set up again.

看透；心

如果你也听说 有没有想过我
想普通交朋友 还是你依然会心疼我

-愛情裡，需要信任以及滿滿的勇敢-

"Remember When"

Remember when I was young and so were you and time stood still and love was all we knew. Remember when we gave our hearts, made the start, it was hard. We lived and learned, life threw curves, there was joy, there was hurt. We came together, fell apart and broke each other's heart. Remember when we danced to week to week, brought back the love, we found trust vowed we'd never give it up.Now looking back it's just a stepping stone to where we are, where we've been.We won't be sad, we'll be glad, for all the life we've had and we'll remember when.

"Extracted from Remember when - Alan Jackson"

Halloween Teaser

-Removed-

Images are too wicked for a clean blog.

Beneath my smile

You might have heard before "Boys are good pets" or "Boys are toys". How true can it be?

My answer: 110%

I've heard stories on relationships wreckage enough to compile into an encyclopedia. Even since the days of Adam and Eve, Adam gave up his life in Garden of Eden to accompany Eve who has fallen.

Simple truth

As I was talking to a friend a couple of days back. He was asking from the date you find yourself worth more what significant changes have I experienced. I simply said that nothing has changed except the paycheque and work load. At the end of the day I am still who I am. Does it matter comparing your social life status among friends?

Who's in charge

All the organs of the body were having a meeting, trying to decide who was the one in charge.

"I should be in charge," said the brain , "Because I run all the body's systems, so without me nothing would happen."

"I should be in charge," said the blood , "Because I circulate oxygen all over so without me you'd all waste away."

"I should be in charge," said the stomach," Because I process food and give you all of your energy."

"I should be in charge," said the legs, "because I carry the body wherever it needs to go."

"I should be in charge," said the eyes, "Because I allow the body to see where it goes."

"I should be in charge," said the rectum, "Because I'm responsible for waste removal."

All the other body parts laughed at the rectum and insulted him, so in a huff, he shut down tight.

Within a few days, the brain had a terrible headache, the stomach was bloated, the legs got wobbly, the eyes got watery, and the blood was toxic. They all decided that the rectum should be the boss

The Moral of the story? Even though the others do all the work.

The Ass Hole is usually in charge.

Happy Birthday Dad

Just make it to post it up a minute before 12. I just want to wish my old man Happy birthday and may the Lord take good care of him.

Extended lunch hour

It is Friday, supposingly a farewell lunch to me but due to the last minute twist I've decided to stay the farewell lunch still goes according to plan. My Senior Relationship Manager (SRM) bought us lunch at Lemon Garden, Shangri-La. We felt so heavy hearted as she is leaving us soon to take care of baby Chloe her new born baby. First time witnessing family comes first situation where she had to give up that lovely paycheque and spend her time with her family. I'm very full and when you eat alot during lunch it makes you feel very sleepy at work. I hope the basketball session tonight will burn away some fats I've accumulated from the sumptuous meal. Two weeks from now I'll be flying to Labuan for my annual dinner. Isn't it a privilleged to take a flight purposely for dinner and back the next morning. :)

Thank you Cynthia for the great meal, we will buy you the next lunch before you leave.

Message to God

Dear God, please look after my friend in Shanghai as she lost her luggages thanks to Air Asia. I'm just worried as she is travelling alone and without all her personal belongings it is quite a bad situation to be in.

-Yellow and pink flowers might not be enough to brightened up her day-

Freedom

Freedom of being single should only be applicable to matured individual who will not abused it.

Fishing

There are things or people that matters to me significantly. I like them more than anything except God. I usually pay attention to these things or people more compare to the ordinary happenings around me. It is like the spotlight would be directed and these things or people will be highlighted. What I do not enjoy is being fished or in other words being controlled just because I am more concern about these matters. For example in my career transition I don't like being fished with a counter offer which isn't really that much of a better package but it makes you think twice and hesitate. As for human, I hate people who plays with feelings as if it is a game. I don't like the "she loves me or she loves me not game". I believe we are adults we should deal with things in an honest and open manner. If you aren't gonna date the guy or girl then don't bother wasting their time. Don't give them hope and use excuses like we can be friends can't we? Deep inside you know it is pure bullshit because you are manipulating the advantage in hand. We human are design to abuse our ability. Till you can control it, pray for wisdom to be sincere. Good night.

Fire Hydrant

My future in your hands

If you've turned 21 and have not visited a post office to get yourself registered as a voter, please do so. It is important to help yourself at the same time help people like me who wants a better future. I trust you people in voting for the right cause. Hence, I don't need to tell you who to vote for, since at this age you should know how to vote at your best interest. I know one vote might seem small but it is with all these individual votes that Malaysia might have that little hope to change. I'm tired of seeing white elephant projects going on and on, people being thrown out of the window or blown up but the culprit is getting away. So in one way or another if you are seeking proper judiciary, safety, economic growth, proper education system. I might as well say if you want improvement in the country use your vote wisely.

Matter of choice

Not trying to be mean but a lot of time the choice to hell seems more fun. Have you been picking the wrong choice?

Lip Buster

On Friday night an idiot elbowed me in the face during the regular basketball game. I'm extremely unhappy and furious about it and I would imagined two years back I would've gladly return the favour by punching him in the face. I might want to stop playing basketball if I see this dirty player coming to the court every week. I'm slowly recovering and would like to record this bloody event down in my blog.

Friendship last a lifetime

True friendship last a lifetime. I've hold on to this perception ever since I started making friends. Real friends encourages you to be more competitive and supports you when you fall. True friends are able to tolerate and when disagreement arises true friends would understand that everyone has different opinion and that it is fine that we hold on to our own stand. Thank you for being a true friend.

True friends list namely my travel mate and the rest you know who you are.

Uptempo

Heart beats faster when someone special came into my mind. I need to head to the wash room and refresh myself.

A beautiful bride

I just saw this video shared on Facebook and it is going viral. I love how they shoot this video. Taken in Bvlgari Bali and the bride is by far the prettiest in any wedding video I've seen. Just try not to search for this video on Youtube some of the comments might offend some of you because some facts are undeniable.

Macau Tour

Wanted to decorate my space with my own picture taken in Macau at the Ruins of St Paul.

Single's Voice

From my recent vacation, I've become even more sensitive to my surroundings. I'm sensitive towards changes in career and relationship. At this career booming stage eventhough I can't match the bankers in HK I believe I'm moving up the corporate ladder by accepting the offer to HSBC. As for relationship, I'm as dry as dessert and that is the only drawback, when I was in Macau & HK deep down in my heart I know there is this empty space waiting to be occupied by my future spouse which I just don't know whom yet. I've prayed about it and hopefully she will be revealed clearly to me. I'm all good staying single as I could be closer to God and serve more but at the same time being dry makes me get tempted or crave for the intimacy or rather LOVE. It is not end of the world I'm clear and I do understand that as a human I will somehow make mistakes here and there and I prayed that God will watch over me. Knowing new friends in HK actually helped me divert my attention to seek for the one and not until the last day when I was alone in the airport reading my book at the lounge I felt the loneliness creeping in and I know it is going to make me start thinking of people whom I might have feelings for so I quickly shut my eyes and took a short nap. I know this is funny but I just wanted to blurp out my heartfelt thoughts in my private space.

Guess who is back?

I've touched down last night and reached home past 12 midnight. Woke up to work today to find out that there isn't much changes in the office and will be getting another counter offer. I'm finally back to a third world country. I miss HK and those friends I've met. How is everyone?

Away to CantoLand

Taking some time off during this season after resigning from 2nd largest foreign bank in China and moving to the largest foreign bank in China for greater exposure. I won't be able to update here anytime soon. Will miss my church mates especially that lady who accompany me in church for the past two weeks. See you guys when I'm back. At the mean time take good care and God bless you.

Domino Effect

I was thinking whether did I just triggered the staffs fleeing issue in my Bank. I was surprised this morning that my boss has tendered his resignation letter too. It is God's grace that I wasn't caught in this situation as I've resigned earlier and managed to skip the fall of the Bank's Malaysian operation. Thank you God.

Humor

Note: This illustration is for entertainment purposes only. (I don't rate girls that way.)

头发

昨晚剪了陆军装头发，太恐怖了。
连自己都不敢相信。
恶心！

Sorry made easy

Humbling yourself down to an extent to apologise to the person you might have hurt is terribly hard. So I was thinking maybe we should learn how to make this task easier for everyone. However it takes some practice to get things right. Sorry shouldn't always be extremely serious and involves tears but it can't be a simple as doing something funny to make the other person smile again. Games or DIY silly games can be another way of breaking the silence. But I've got a better one which I'll share it here. Its call the Sorry postcard. It will take some time if you are really going to send it by post. What you can do is probably draw your own stamp. Think out of the box and make someone smile today.Now you may use the idea below if you want, I seldom share good ideas :)



Most importantly be sincere when you apologise-

3 days

Exactly three days before I board my the plane to Macau to meet up with my travel mate. It has been awhile since I last travelled. Ever since I've turned single I travelled to several places to enjoy and see the world. I believe I was wrong back then making my world full of just my companion. Now that I realised that it was a mistake I see things in a more open manner. Most of the time we date because we wanted the one person in our life and we skip the knowing the person really well part. There is nothing wrong with trying to date someone but I believe it should be from a good intention or rather one should already have the mind set of putting in effort and commitments. Without it you can forget about dating as it wouldn't last and eventually you'll end up with a vacuum in your heart.

EAT PRAY LOVE

EAT PRAY LOVE

A meaningful show that I've watched with a friend last night.

-Always open your heart when opportunity comes to experience LOVE again-

Other way round

Often people attempt to live their lives backwards: they try to have more things, or more money, in order to do more of what they want so that they will be happier. The way it actually works is the reverse. You must first be who you really are, then, do what you need to do, in order to have what you want.

Rich and Glam

Yesterday it was the official opening of LV at Gardens. Coincidently I had my dinner appointment in Gardens so I checked out the entire event one floor above LV to see who was invited as guest to this glam event. The few that I know were Jimmy Choo, Michelle Yeoh, IGB's MD Robert Tan, Supermodel Danielle Graham, Lilian Too the one that makes money from telling nonsense Fengshui and my highschool classmate now Miss Malaysia Thanuja. The opening ceremony was simple and classy. I'm not a big fan of LV but I think LV is good at branding and keeping the top spot for prestige and lux name. Most people would like to be there someday in their life as an invited guest to these events but I think it is not necessary even if you are eligible. I won't mind working towards it, having an aim is good but the value of these things should never be made as benchmark or priority in life.

The LETTER

Today will be my first time resigning from a job formally. I've drafted out my resignation letter and I felt heavy hearted to kiss my job good bye. Knowing that I will be heading to a better place with new opportunities and greater challenges, I still have great bond here with my bosses. They have been good and understanding. I guess walking in the path of light does make a difference in life. I've been a exceptionally good. I hope this will be an example for other young adults going through career transition or relationship failures or even temptations to just hold on to that childlike faith that everything will be in placed. There is no free lunch, the reward is there for people who walk the extra mile. Plans are only good intentions unless they immediately degenerates to hardwork. You can climb high with politics or even relationships but it takes fundamental strength to keep you there. I know I'll be stamping HSBC's name on my resume soon and this would be a huge bonus and hopefully a better prospect in the future.

-Strongly believes that a good man should never end last because a good man can be sexy in his way, you just have to discover the sexy part of him.-

Medical Check-Up

I headed for a quick medical check up early last Saturday. It was my first complete body check-up. I have to go through various test like a white mice and also blood test. The funny part was when they wanted my pee sample they gave me a mini container and advice me tolet the pee flow for awhile and take the sample pee halfway peeing and make sure I don't take the end of my pee. I really don't know what is the science behind it but I followed and it is very awkward of me performing stunts in the toilet. I've no problem with all the test except probably the part where I have to fast on Friday night. The result of the check-up is out and I'm healthy to pick up a new career. I know this new career path ain't going to be easy but it is worth the try if that is where God wanted me placed, I'll abide.

希望

有些事，我们明知道是错的，也要去坚持，因为不甘心；
有些人，我们明知道是爱的，也要去放弃，因为没结局；
有时候，我们明知道没路了，却还在前行，因为习惯了；
有些事，我们明知道答案会伤到自己的，也要去尝试，因为希望有例

自己掌握自己的人生。。。
爱会自然的出现不需要拼命的寻找。

The beautiful Sunday

Kicked off my Sunday going to church and while I was on my way the text that came in made my day so much better. I can't explain the joy, it was like butterflies in my tummy. Smiling to myself on the way to church. Then sermon for today is all about mission. I do agree with what she told me, it is rather boring and of course it might not be the time for us as we have not been called yet. I do look up on missionaries going all out to make a change. Given so much responsibility on my back I doubt I could really abandoned it all for God. After church I went to Kiwanis Down Syndrome Center to spend some money, it was all from the heart charity which I've never ever though of doing in the past. I guess I never thought that doing good can be joyful, instead I've always had this thought that being good is always less popular/fun. While doing anything sinful the pleasure return are usually way higher than being good. I've made my first step into doing something out of my comfort zone and I'm happy with it, maybe it is due to the company but I would like to believe it is not even though I can't deny the company influenced my decision a lot.

Love (try)angles

Love is not about trying and later discovering it is not the perfect match. It should be the other way round discovering your future partner then get together. Often we misunderstood what is a "perfect match". Perfect match doesn't come with a snap. In reality there isn't such thing as a perfect match. It is hard work, tolerance, loyalty and etc. There is no perfect relationship because in a relationship we learn to adapt and learn to love our soul mate more and more until we leave earth, this is how a relationship is made perfect.

Have you ever get into a messy situation where you're stuck in a love triangle? Love triangle are common nowadays but if you are about my age you just can't be bothered. People at my age would probably want to settle down with their princess or knight in shining armor. You don't have to spend much effort searching because often the best is always around you. If not they would have been taken. Sometimes we look so far that we ignored the pretty things happening around us. Chasing after something that aren't meant to be yours can be somewhat tiring, imagine the joy you had when you've got them and when they leave you with a lame reason it leaves you in the pit for a period of time. Admit it human takes time to heal and when you've healed it makes you smarter/wiser (hopefully). Once bitten twice shy, never let yourself get hurt again.

While it seems like it is all human effort, we often ignored God's work behind us. While we are doing our very best, God is doing the rest. It is only through his grace we have complete work. Understanding love issues ain't hard, it is all like formulae. Build a friendship, start going out, build the chemistry then making your intentions clear....then wait for the green light to further complete the love cycle. It sounds easy like peanuts because we haven't incorporated the human factor. One of the most sophisticated creature God has ever made is women. They say it takes a lifetime to try to understand them. *take note it is only "trying" to understand them. Now that gives us the answer why love is complicated, it is because we have one Sophisticated lady to deal with.

Well after spilling out nonsense for today at lunch, I think I'm just going to relate myself a little. I'm growing to be more mature in life, taking things in a more open manner (still rather conservative as I think it is fundamentally good), learned to let go of the past, learn to pick up responsibility, learn to give willingly. As I grow older my criteria for a lifetime partner sorta change over time. I told my friends that the partner that I seek should be someone who loves me and loves God. This would not only helped me in a way that when I drift away from God there is an anchor there to hold on. Simple? Life is meant to be simple after all. Be happy with what you have but be motivated to get what you want to have, then it will be a bonus in life. Happy loving people.

"Love is the master key that opens the gates of happiness" I would marry you, you just don't know that.

Moon or Cake

I've been invited to join passionate and zealous people in town for a mini lantern party and of course also a farewell for one of the sister in the family. Celine is leaving to Singapore and I'm glad that God has planned everything so well that she will be united with her siblings in Singapore. As for the night, I find it pretty comfortable blending in.

Life is full of choices, let us not restrict ourselves. Sometimes our heart may crave for that one person that attracts us, let us not leave it to God's will. If it is meant to be it will be.

17th Birthday

My sister turned 17 last night. It is great to have her in the family although we are 8 years apart, I could still be the annoying brother who constantly disturbs her when she is studying for her SPM. I just want to pray to God to take good care of Jacqueline for me. Bless her abundantly as she is one of your loyal sheep. Happy birthday sis!

The birth of my blog

I shall take you people all the way back to a year ago for a brief introduction of the birth of this BLOG of mine. It was then I had dengue fever and also the end of my 3 years relationship. So the therapy that I seek was to blog about it and it was all private well at least for the first couple of months. So does writing down notes and memories help in the healing process? Sure it does provided you don't dwell in the past. After all men should always respect a lady and it was her choice to kicked me out of the picture.

Now one year later, I've constantly blog and it has become a habit. I think I've totally missed out on a celebration to mark my 1st year anniversary of single hood. I've been cramping up my schedule to ensure that I've got no time to drown myself in any emo state. If my feelings are correct and God has been watching me well since then, I should be on my way and ready for a new love. When I mention new love I mean relationship although some might know me as a workaholic trying to climb the corporate ladder a little quicker (KIASU syndrome).

So about how am I going to fall for someone and at the same time get someone to fall for me is the toughest challenge in the whole wide world. I rather work when I think of these challenges. I sort of just took the chicken exit when it comes to relationship. I do admit I felt infatuated towards somebody but I can't tell if she is going to be "the ONE" so I just brainwash myself to forget about her and just move on until a clearer sign or hints are reveal to me. Note: I'm quite "KAYU" and I can be extremely stupid in front of the person that I have feelings for. I gave myself excuse such as shy and nervous for being silly.

Although I know I'm fully capable of living alone but sometimes the absence of the tender loving care can be quite awful. These days I've been widening my social circle not only because I have an agenda but I've been taking my life more seriously to be someone who has value and to do what I was put here on earth to do. I'm very sure relationship can fly or fizzle when couples are separated by miles, sometimes you don't even need to be separated. My advice would be pray hard and make sure you find the one. When you have lived a quarter century, it is about time you find the someone because a process that leads to marriage and the test that both individuals have to go through take tremendous effort and it can be exhausting. You really don't want to waste much time like me previously spending more than 1000days trying to carve out the ideal future plan and see it fall short.

-I was talking to God the other day in my prayers telling him that my search for the "ONE" has just been narrowed down further since I get know you more. Reason being: God has to pick her and pick me for her, I've to love her and she has to love me, the parents factor... looks like my hope for the "ONE" is quite dim isn't it? I'll just have faith and be good, after all not all christian guys are boring, they can be really sexy too!-

Switch

My mood seems to be related mostly on things I see and experience. They say light travel faster hence often you get influence by things you see first then when you hear them it is likely that it isn't that serious. Which is also why people looks brighter than they are before they start talking. I left late today from work because I wanted to achieve more at work. Now that I'm home I shall spend some time to read and then ponder on my life a little to see whether I've been progressing or am I at a stagnant state. I would like to be credited for my own works but I know behind me God is working hard for me too. You don't need someone to tell you that you are good although certainly it helps motivates you, what is more important is when God puts your name in his list to be invited into the heaven. Praises and compliments are good but it should never be a benchmark or something we eagerly seek for. I am who I am and I know God will send someone whom matches me in time to come.

Lazy weekend

Just felt like I should just take a short nap before I head out for dinner with my family. I think my mind works very hard. I've been thinking too much. Maybe there are just too much conversation on girls and relationship related topics which keeps me wondering whether I'm all good to set myself free on a new journey.

Scent of Bali

I can still smell Bali probably due to the soap I bought back as souvenirs, I try to match the scent with the receiver. I'm sleeping right beside those square cubes everyday.

Woke up early in the morning when the land is still dark. Look out the window and the garden looks wet and misty. Simulated butterfly swim on land before I wash up and said a quick prayer as I was nervous as I need to go on duty as a host. Turn out that due to some technical error I wasn't dressed up as a nerd because they have theme for host. So I look different even with my simple my casual polo tee and jeans. Also it was the ER drill today so after service we have to get ourselves out of the building to avoid being virtually burnt into ashes.

That's all for now.

Destiny

Watch your thoughts ; they become words.
Watch your words; they become actions.
Watch your actions; they become habits.
Watch your habits; they become character.
Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.

Dreams

As most would know I was down sick last night and being sick has never been better because during my ten hours sleep I dreamt about things that only appears deep down in my heart and mind(which does the imagination). Beauty dreams are always short but the impact of it kept me smiling as I was on my way to work. I understand that one should never ever jump into any hasty decision in life especially relationships. Now this is something good about my dream because it ain't going to happen in reality and I know it. Hence I'm always more outspoken and daring in dreams and last night I was holding her hand.

When something is missing in your life, it usually turns out to be someone. Most people missed out opportunity in life because of various reasons, e.g.: Wrong timing, Too young to commit and many other ridiculous reasons. I don't blame them for not knowing that it is really up to one to keep their commitment level and of course with God's approval. As I was writing this I am talking to a friend of mine who managed to opened up a conversation on her downtimes in life and that lead me to share my downtimes which is already here in this blog since ages ago.

I'm thankful because I've actually being moulded to be tougher through all those devastating days. Without that lady whom I've pampered her for three years I wouldn't have become a better person in life. I dedicated more time to do meaningful tasks. Let us be grateful to people who make us happy, they are the charming gardeners who make our souls blossom.

As much as I would like to think that God planted that dream in my head as a vision or answer to my prayers, deep down I know its the mind because I've been having her image planted in the subconscious mind which probably leads to the sweet dreams of mine. Tonight it is cell night and I'll be leading the prayer for YA in their directions, contributions and lets not forget the heart to hear from you Lord.

Nuttier than nuts

Remember I told you MUAY-THAI at Bali was just the beginning?
I just felt like posting this up because it makes me HAPPY and it makes me heal quicker.



As much unhappy now that I would like to live a happy life and let those ugly past be forgone. A flip to turn around everything, seeing the earth from a total different view which is upside down makes me a new man. Good night earth and Good night Lord.

AHH-CHOOO!

I have been chopping down a lot of trees today due to my runny nose. Its bad that I felt very tired of sneezing. All the more today is an important day because my career opportunities lies in this appointment which I had this afternoon. Manage to have a good short 30 minutes conversation with the department head. Thinking about getting back to work makes me feel weaker. I guess I'm at the wrong job? or plain lack of motivation because it is less rewarding.

Anyway I'll be recovering soon I hope with all the prayers and of course lots and lots of water. I won't be updating my blog so often because nowadays my blog seems to attract spammers and not to mention the work load I have. Today I picked up my phone and drop a text to pretty bee telling her that I didn't manage to take a pic with her alone during the camp. What brings me joy although I know I'm thinking too much but at least she replied there will be more occasions in the future. I'm a happy sneezing angel today!

All in for God

You must be thinking why Gabriel gone cuckoo after missing in action and once back from camp said silly things like God. Well all I can say that this is my personal encounter and my journey with my God. It doesn't matter how one sees me but what matters most is that I need to do good and have the childlike faith to trust that everything will be in place when I submit and commit myself to the one and only HIM.

Library

Library for the party and not for books. This will be my first debut to this happening location. I've retired from all the drinking and partying scene for ages. Now the highlight of the night is the "SHOW" that we've been anticipating. I wonder how does it feel picking up chics in the bar. It must be full of excitement to push some of them to their courage limit and overcoming the barrier to strike up a chat with a total stranger of opposite sex. Well just to calm you guys down that we are not those "hamsup" guys picking up chics for the sake of sleeping with them. In this circle of friends of mine I'm quite sure we are among the best spouse material. All having our own career directions and NO cheaters or heartbreakers. Some of us are going wild tonight because it was a bet and the losers will be the performer for tonight i.e. to get the contacts of some stranger of opposite sex. Some think Poker is bad now the result of Blind Man's Bluff is worst! I'll just sit down and enjoy my beer maybe laugh at those who failed miserably in getting the numbers. Now, party aside locally aside. I'm looking forward to a mega party in Hong Kong which I've already booked the tickets. I'll be partying with some HongKees in Ocean Park. Its thier annual Halloween Party. My life is seriously pumping up my adrenaline and lets hope that it doesn't stop right there. So life still goes on even when you are being left, self worth is important. Will the perfect lover come into the picture anytime soon? I don't know but I know there is this pretty bee in my head buzzing. Fuck!

Me and my cold blooded friend

That's me in Bali. I went to this turtle Island where you could get upclose and personal with different animals. One if it is this snake which is rather heavy. I'm just the way I am and you will always be just the way you are.

3 guys 2 girls and 1 bottomless chips

These fun people decided to hop in Chilis on a Tuesday to catch up after our wonderful trip. It seems like we have known each other very long. They are really nice people, 5 person born in 5 different years sitting together laughing the whole night. We are considering planning another trip as we have the friendship chemistry. I love to have genuine down to earth friends. They are some good example.

Although I'm all good alone but sometimes the absence of a spouse can be lonesome.

My early bed time

It is only slightly past ten and I'm heading to bed. I just wanted to sleep early as I think I might stay longer at work tomorrow. Handling approx 6 credit proposals this month. With the public holidays coming up I might be a little short of days to complete them. Honestly speaking today when I received the YA camp schedule I find it very packed. Its like I'm going back to Uni for classes. I've just lost some interest there and plus other factors which lead me to be less enthusiastic about the trip. Lord you know what I want but do let me realize that above all you are the most important person that I should never miss out. I submit all to you.

－虽然老土了一些，但是爱情还真的需要缘分－

Bali

MUAY THAI IN BALI!



Day 1 :

After touching down at Denpasar airport. Got a driver and bargained for a fair price to get us to our nest for 3 days. I'm amazed by the place even from the airport to the hotel. We stayed right in the middle of town. To describe it further it is the most happening place in Bali where the clubs were located. Minutes of walk down the street and voila the night clubs packed with foreigners. So after we checked in we took a walk at Kuta beach which was walking distance from our place approx 10mins. Then decided to go further so we hop into a cab running on meter and went to Nusa Dua the best beach ever called Geger Beach. Guys will love this place if you get what I mean. From there we hang around took tons of pictures and enjoyed the serenity there. After that we head to Jimbaran for seafood and sunset. I'll give this an 8 out of a scale of 10. Wonderful place and would definitely bring my future partner here. Saw some Jap chics and sort of check out them while they check us out too maybe because I'm traveling with a guy hence the awkwardness. Then we head to some factory outlet shops for those surf brand and I got myself a not so cheap Quiksilver. Later on its a visit to the streets of clubs and HardRock hotel. First night ended with a painful massage which left me limping back to the hotel. *exaggerate*

House of God

Although I carried all my worries, my shame, my hatred, my pride and everything that could lead me to sin against my believe to church today, I felt better after I step into the house of God. I went early every Sunday for it is a personal affair of me and my dear Lord. I submit my life to him. He helps me in a way that I could have peace. Not that my worries and everything mentioned earlier will be gone and perished but at least I could calm down and think of a solution or a way out. I think sometimes when you seem to have no way to dodge in the real world you seek protection here. That is where I go every Sunday to gain consciousness and to see things in a broader perspective. You are my stronghold Father.

Tons of pictures from Bali

I was just doing some clean up and arrangement on my pictures folder. I noticed I took a lot of pictures in Bali. Although its mainly my friends but I'm glad that I could put their memories into a perfect frame and make them remember the event.

Dignity

Its always good to keep your self worth higher and never to let someone manipulate your weakness. I've had a great dinner outing with MelV & Dong last night. We were talking about how we overcome our nasty past relationship. The only thing we had in common, I'm glad that I'm doing pretty well gaining back some dignity. Like MelV said "If it is meant to be then you don't have to beg for it". I totally like the idea of not begging for love and also I love the juicy idea of not settling for anything less. I'm quite over the past as I think that we should never dwell in sadness drawing all the negative thoughts. After all good guys end last might not be true because I still stand on my perception that there is a demand for good guys and bad boys are generally more attractive physically. I'm not aiming for girls to like me as a bad boy but rather for someone who could settle down and I'm still relatively young in my career so I can take the time to build a solid foundation and think about all the love that I could use to drown my future partner later. Not that I don't think now but I'm patient and do not foresee anything coming up soon. Deep down in the heart of course I had someone which I fall head over heels for but I should be calm and think rationally and I don't want to aim high shoot low and result in disappointment. So if any of you went through some nasty past UGLY relationship should always remember never give those who take love for granted a second chance. If it is meant to be it will never be you begging for it. Show some dignity and be worthy and noble.

Time travel

Its September already. Soon I can celebrate my 1st year anniversary blogging and also in memory of my broken relationship. Brr...It's so freaking cold in my office that I need a hug.

I'm back

Its great to be home and after a short nap I'm back at work. Didn't do much shopping. Bought a Quiksilver T-shirt and a Polo-T for myself. Bought back some souvenirs and lotsa pictures in the camera. The trip was great and a little too short to enjoy. Sunburn behind the neck probably due to my ignorance when I was applying sun block. The sound of the giant waves are unforgetable. Thanks to Dong and the rest who made the trip a memorable trip.

Update from Bali

Well I miss all of you and I love this place. Its just as good as Bangkok. Given a chance I would not want to take my return flight back to KL and start working. I know it is way too far to be dreaming about retiring here or getting married here in Bali. The sun, sea and everything is already crafted perfectly by God so that couple can enjoy a romantic trip here. How I wish Fatty could be here as planned. It would be a fun trip. :)

Excuse me

Due to all the last minute packing and the missing of my 4gb memory stick. I was all over the house. I'm getting ready to go on a trip to enjoy the sun and the sea at Bali. I'll be going with a friend suppose someone special to me but due to some hiccups I'm going with my bestie Dong. I'll keep you guys posted if there is a public PC at the B&B. I've booked Tanaya a very nice and cozy place. Will show you guys when I'm back.

I've been waiting for this retreat for ages but I'll be missing church this week. Won't be able to bump into pretty bee in church again. May I have a safe journey and bring back some good photos for you people. Be good and bear with MIA author of this blog. Adios!

Mind Flood

If only I could put you and me together, you would be my object for shooting forever. Your smile is your killer move. I have a vision of you standing out in the crowd.

Just for the one and only special pretty Bee.

One night

My checkpoint in life. It is only the second day of the week yesterday, I've noticed I stretched my time fully. I reached home later than I usually do as I helped out a little in the office before I go on my vacation. I had a very well cooked meal by my lovely mum and headed out in a hurry to get my hair cut before I board the plane this Friday. I don't wanna look ugly in Bali. When I was done with the hair cut the lady say I got cute small ears and I returned with a smile and told her because of that I can only hear compliments. Then it was worship practice at Miao's place. Its a very nice place to hang out we jammed and chatted the whole night till a little past midnight before I rush home and slammed myself in to the bed till this morning.

Had an interview with HSBC after saying prayers. It is the second interview met some interesting competitors. One of them had a year experience in big four. I just hope that this will turn out well so I can have a choice. Its been awhile since I've made a major choice in life. I've left Romance out for almost a year already. I've picked up Career and have been occupying much of my life time with Career. Why not you make a choice today too be it a big or small.

Money Matters

Generations which just graduated and in the midst of climbing up the corporate ladder often find themselves in a situation where money is hard to earn or save. I'm not surprised with the situation unless you are born with a golden spoon in Malaysia. I myself am caught in such situation which explains why I am eager to explore opportunities in any form of business ideally something which I'm more familiar with. I must say I do not have much cash reserve in liquid form now as most of it were invested in various businesses. I've recently look into portfolio of agriculture plus previously those money in commodity trading (*physical and not paper trade). Looking at my paycheque would like to take a look at properties which could probably take up a large chunk of the salary and lock dead as a fixed asset. Why always invest your additional cash? We always have the wrong thought that cash is king but I must correct that if you are a value investor, cash is never a kind infact cash generates the least return. Cash is king can only be true when we are entering a recession or a market depression whereby you can shop for shares and invest at a reasonably good discount. If you have a stash of cash lock down in your bank account trust me you are the biggest loser. Put it in any alternative investment vehicle and I am sure you gain a better return. Let the money grow at a faster rate if not you might have to end up spending more years working and paying off the debts.

Note: Above are just personal opinion as a banker. Some people might be more conservative with hard earn money after all the cash owner is the final decision maker. It is just my preference to enlarge my investment portfolio. I prefer taking only acceptable risk for an above average return. My investment directions are in line with value investor guru such as the great Warren Buffet & Tan Teng Boo. I believe they have outperformed most investors at the same time worry less on dodgy investments for capital gain. Happy stretching your savings, money is not everything but its always good to have them in the pocket as security.

MikiD for lunch

Having lunch on a Monday at KLCC is not something common. I went there because one of my best friend came back from the states after his work and travel and he is so tanned. Heard his story over at the states. He brought two IPODs back from the states. Its been great to have him back here at least there is someone to talk to. Told him about my pretty bee and me not in the league to go for pretty bee. I guess I'm going to be single for awhile more. My cell mates talked to me and told me the best solution is pray about it. Which I take it seriously. :P No kiddin'

Opening

I am OPEN will be my answer for the week as I've signed myself up for the YA camp. Primarily is for the sake of self development and preparing myself for a purpose. Anything that is additional to the primary goal is a bonus. Ofcourse there are various factors which led me to sign up for the camp. Invitations by cell mates and ofcourse friends I've met recently made me draw out the time and ofcourse made me realised that I'm really a pretty good person and with patience and the constant prayer there is really nothing to worry about from those saddening past because what lies in the future is what I'm anticipating. The happiness is oozing out of me thinking about the possibilities. Like I said again anything extra is a BONUS.

Good Night

Good night "Pretty Bee". You have been appearing in my mind too often that I need to release it out here so I my actions can be less influenced by my imagination.

Thinking about nothing but the Pretty Bee

Candidates

My boss was interviewing the candidates for a junior position. I saw 3 guys coming in and I think all of them did very well with all the chit-chating going in the meeting room. Now I need an exit strategy create a barrier of entry for this new guy. Being in my position now is just not very comfy. I either need to move up or seek opportunity outside. I shall pray for directions at the same time I'm going to protect my interest. Time to prove myself worthy.

The Book

Man, the more I read the more I felt like I'm a nerd. Anyway I was just thinking whether I should read some other books other than my normal business and investments materials. I found this book which I think I need it so badly not to say I'm desperate but I want to see the difference between a normal chap and a genuine pick-up artiste.

After all is not about planning a strategy to get the girl you really like but its building the chemistry between two person and the essence must be there. As for now all I can think of is that I might be on a one way street so I'm going to tap into her life a little more to explore the opportunities. :P

The 1000th Post

I'm really glad that I've finally did something out of my expectation. I didn't expect to blog and since then continue. I believe going through different phases in life shape us in a way God has planned for us. From all the science and being good at it now a banker is also significant enough and is always the topic when I talk to someone new. Its a very good ice breaker I reckon. So recently I've got this feeling of sorta interested in "somebody" but it was just a short crush because I know it would lead to no where plus I've always remembered that good guys are suppose to end last. So anyway I'm just spilling some beans here since I'm writing the 1000th post and its suppose to be something to be excited about. I just got distracted by this one person every second. I need to really wake up and concentrate on my career now. Money first then the honey comes later. Happy spending time reading my stupid 1000th post.

Fraser's Hill

A retreat that should not be forgotten. We finally get to know each other more and live in this wonderfully decorated bungalow. Thank you all for the effort in making this happen. My heart was heavy when we were about to leave the place. A short retreat just enough to tap into a little in each of our lives. I really wished that this trip leaves an everlasting memory in all of us.

Attraction

On the hill, I slept well. Being surrounded by some really nice people. It was great to see some new faces. I'm still trying to put all of the thoughts from the trip together in one post but I just can't. All I can say that the trip in my own personal opinion is short but maybe this is why it makes you look forward for another trip. I would really want to stay a little longer just so I could have the company. I wasn't expecting anything or anyone that would make the trip so interesting. I shall see what God has planned for me in the future. To be honest, I don't know why but my heart was out of control when I was in Fraser's. My heart was beating in different rhythm and I kept trying to resolve it by calming myself down and eventhough I could tell straight forward that what leads to the awkward rhythm but I kept telling myself that I need to calm down and reassure the reason for the inconsistent beating. A funny and wierd trip I had isn't it?

Away

I'll be at Fraser's for the weekend, the message board is damn gay but I can't be bothered to spend too much time. I'm sleepy so good night world.

Friday the 13th

So happen that 13th of this month lands on a Friday. A friend told me that its the month of Ghost and hence we should be extra careful. Yes definitely, its not superstitious but I do know a lot of souls are wondering around especially I had first hand experience but there is nothing to worry because I've got a God that is so freaking big that no ghost would want to find trouble with me.

Sleeping Bag

Thank you Terrene for lending me her sleeping bag for my upcoming weekend retreat with my fellow church members.

流星雨

如果你想看见流星雨那么今晚就晚些才睡因为你可能看的见流星一颗一颗的划过天空。我还没决定是否要观赏那难得的一幕。你呢？

-我上一次看见流行也是在偶然情况下。真的很难忘，但要在那一刻要许愿还真难，眨个眼流星就过了。有些人也是这样从你身边过了你也没把他看清楚。-

Technology

Technology is so advance now that there isn't much security when you are hooked online. Even offline via smartphones one can get tracked so easily. I like the phones nowadays because you don't have to hold on to your calls when you are dialing, if the person is on the line a message appears and tells you that your call is on hold so you can save time and shut if off. Wonderful isn't it? Just shut it off when the message appears and no explanation required.

Soldier

A soldier is always a person which projects the strong tough image fighting outside for a good cause. A soldier not by his own will leaves home and loved ones for something they had to do. Leaving your loved ones behind can be the most heavy burden which you'll have to carry along if you are one soldier. You have no control over your own life and worst still no control over what is going to happen behind you. You trust hoping that one day you could reunite with them and nothing has changed. That is what a soldier does. Be strong and discipline and reward comes after your fight.

Between want and needs a lot of people often goes after what they want and not what they need.