My Sweet Lord

Dear God, thank you for giving me courage to go through my life for the past three months. Life is indeed on a new track. You never fail to take me home to where i belong. I remember when i was a sinner at young age leaving church you brought me home and gave me something to do, something to work on. You gave me responsibility to serve and contribute my talents. I was with you for that 2 years until i left you again my Lord. Forgive the times which I've left you and now I'm back. You removed my loved ones to bring me back to you. You know it all since the begining. You gave me a hard path despite my daily prayers. I've did my best and I now hand the rest to You. Almighty God, I'm glad that I'm back right where you wanted me to be. The years when i was away, i've learned to forgive, learned to love, learned to confess, learned to act as an example. All these were learned through the person you sent to me and also the person you removed from my life. I know that I might have emotional ties once in a while but Lord let me follow Your plan as You wanted it. My sincere prayer to you daily is of respect and loyalty. I know that I don't need to ask for alot of things for you know what I need and what I need not. Take away worries in me and let me help others too.

May God you bless my family regardless of where they are. Shelter them when they are in need. Bring Daddy home to your house too. I've been away as long as Daddy is. He is a great father just like you he loves the family and have been working hard to bring us up to where we stand now. With faith and love i pray in Jesus name, Amen.

-But blessed is the man who trusts in the LORD, whose confidence is in him.
Jeremiah 17:7

-For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future
Jeremiah 29:11

-Do you know that in all race all the runners run, but only one gets the prize? Run in such way as to get the prize.
1 Corinthians 9:24

-But the fruit of spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness and FAITHFULNESS.
Galatians 5:22

-Let us be weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up.
Galatians 6:9

-In your relationship with one another, have the same attitude of mind Christ Jesus had.
Philippians 4:13

Leaving November behind

November is a month to remember, a lot of people celebrated their birthday this month and of course to me its a month which i entered a relationship which ended lately and our supposingly 3rd year anniversary had just passed last Saturday. I enjoyed my end of November alot because it is packed with excitement. Although i know alot of lies still circulates around me but I'm getting used to it and i just didn't want to bother telling those people off because i just want to be me. I want to be a person that would be at the end because at the end i could see what is happening in front and if someone falls behind I'll be at the back to bring them up again.

-That best portion of a good man's life, his little, nameless, unremembered acts of kindness and of love.

The weather in general is making alot of people sick lately, i would like to wish them get well soon, have faith and God shall heal you. I'm looking forward to December the festive mood is filling me up but i must say Christmas is not a festival because there is a meaning behind it. Christ was not born on Christmas but it is a day for us to recall or know the meaning of Christmas. Other than presents and party what is more important would be you yourself spending the precious time with your love ones or someone you care.

My sis and mum will be going for Church out reach and i hope they will have a safe journey and great health. I didn't put on my new shoe today to work because i just thought that since it will be December tomorrow i shall wear it on the first of December. My time with God has become more often and i cherish the time with Him. Time passes so quickly that when i try to look back its been 3 months since i was left alone. It did bothered me for some time because i was not use to the life without a someone to share the end of my day, my complaints, my jokes, my thoughts,etc. Now I've learn to get back on my feet just like how i did it ages ago.

Its a gift that my parents are still healthy. My recent chat with friends had let me noticed that my parents are aging and they never onced complained about how hard they work to put that delicious meal infront of me. I just felt like telling them how much i love them and by just telling i still find it too small of appreciation compare to what they constantly gave me. I should take some action to return the favor. 2009 is coming to an end soon and 2010 is just around the corner. Have you done your resolutions? Don't just put it in papers but start moving and making things happen.

-The first step to getting the things you want out of life is this: Decide what you want.

24

我精神满满的经过二十四小时，从天亮到天黑接着天又亮起来了。
我坚持的做好自己，像个守护着你的守护神。
朋友们的爱护我真的感受到，谢谢你们肯陪我度过本来空挡的星期六。
看着情人买礼物给对方感觉很甜蜜，我也买了圣诞礼物给自己。
除了自己的礼物，还买了以前想买给她的东西放在床边。
凯儿说换着是他也会做完答应过的东西，这样就不会有遗憾。
我的朋友们都对我现在的异性朋友很感兴趣，想知道她长的怎么样。
大家饶了我吧，她是我的朋友罢了，我不是那么快就跳入另一段感情的人。
别把我的朋友给吓坏了。

天亮回家，老爸都醒了，想起父母便再楼下跟他们谈天说为什么我天亮回家，他们也很开心也对我很有信心，他们知道我是个有责任而且是他们不必担心的好孩子。

球赛没踢完，永远都不能知道成绩。 这一句有个内涵，你能了解吗？
我想凯儿一看便知道也会同意吧，我们往各自的方向努力，做最后的战役。

至于我买了些什么，我真的很想跟大家分享但不是现在。 礼物当然要等开礼物的时候才能揭晓。

请继续留意要是想知道那礼物和那本来要送她的礼物到底是什么。
L.R.K.A.U.N.A.P.F
提示：以上的字母能够排成礼物的答案。（没有限制于字的数目）

快乐星期天。 你的早安；我的晚安。

Daily bits

According to plans our day should start at 10:30am but due to some delays we went out about an hour later and all of us were like zombies, most of us slept at 4-5am a day before. All of us took the advice to sleep in intervals of 4 hours, it proves one thing it doesn't really work. Just how interesting was the day, my words might not be accurate in describing my day but i will try my best to because you just have to be a part to know how fun it is. We started crashing over at CCS's place and all of us got hooked on this movie showing on astro. When he is done with his so call shower which is actually his last game of DotA we head straight to Village Park for the long awaited nasi lemak. Then it is gaming till 6:30pm can u imagine when we try to pay at the counter at the internet cafe it was RM12.50 we all laughed, never in my life I've tried to have ten friends camping in the internet cafe the whole day. Then the sky was dark and its basketball. We were praying that it doesn't rain but eventually light drizzling wet the court a little. We carry on till almost eleven and this time is the 1st time we have 14 players attended basketball and a total 16 of us went for our dinner/supper at WKCCT(Wong Kwok Char Chan Teng). We talk all sorta nonsense and were discussing about my birthday plans. Next Thursday night will be steamboat night at Puchong because we were all invited over to the grand opening of a new steamboat restaurant by Jun's Gf's parents. Which means no pasar malam. After tons of chit-chating we decided its about time we make a move to catch up with some sleep.

Thank you lord for giving me this day filled with events so that i could be occupy and not be disturbed by things in my mind. I enjoyed every single moment and thanks for giving such wonderful friends around me.

T.G.I.F

Things might not go according to plan today because i didn't expect a breakfast plan would lead to a whole day plan until basketball ends. Last night i hanged out at the night market to enjoy our asam laksa and headed right for cendol and french toast at Chilli Padi. Thanks to Mr.CCS i had to eat my cendol with extra syrup. When we are done with eating we were discussing about where to hang out the plans varied from to Genting for a drink, clubs, mahjong, pool, guitar session + beer and DotA. Its fun and in the end we ended up with watching movie at CCS's place, followed by mahjong (Magnum ice cream included), then it time for DotA. We crashed a few places until we manage to get 5 comps. It ended around 1-2a.m. My night didn't end there as i went for another round of drinks with my buddy Kel and Lloyd. We talked, we laughed and we learn from each other. I cherish the friendship and i never stop reminding friends around me to avoid doing things that will lead to something bad. Everyone has their secrets and it is good to share it out. We exchange our views on relationships. I literally told them how is it like going through a three years relationship, it is not very long but it is not short either. Alot can be done in three years. I told them maybe she is just not ready and she is willing to try everything in her journey to find a better relationship. Yes i was sad but now i do have bits of emotional ties here and there but i am moving on in certain ways. I gave without hoping anything in return now because if your expecting someone to treat you with a value compare to yours, you might as well be with your own shadow because it does whatever you do. My starry night ends at 4-ish a.m..

Today DIY project will be postponed till tomorrow because it will be brunch, Zara warehouse sale *pending, Gaming, dinner, basketball and finally supper. It is just so interesting and I could feel my sore throat coming anytime soon but if you ask me to sacrifice a little health for these friends it is worth it.

-Dear God please look after me and let me treat my friends well. Bless me with good health so that i could do more good work. Let your love fill me. Let me obey your plans for me. In Your name Jesus, Amen.

Flu

Caught a flu which is making me sneeze in office and freaking all my colleagues out. I felt so sorry for them as there isn't much i could do about my flu. There is not mask left in the office for me to look like a ninja wearing tie walking around with files and papers. To the darn flu germs i must say this.

A helping hand

I've always wanted to do good doing good might not be as fun as all those sinful nature but it has its own value. Visit to Kenosis drug rehab centre next week was cancelled instead it will be replaced by a discussion for upcoming activities. We will be discussing about Harvest week where we will be having thanksgiving. I hope I could bring someone along, someone that i would like to thank and is willing to spend some time to know me and my YA group members. They are really awesome people.

Today was the day i took my 1st step, i don't care how people look at me because i saw this blindman in the trainstation although he could walk well with his walking stick but i went up and gave him a helping hand. He didn't expect that someone would guide him into the train when it arrives and get him a place to seat. He wanted to say thanks but he was so speechless all he did was nod and smile. He couldn't see but i smiled back to him. It caught alot of attention in the train some must be thinking that I'm a wierdo. So be it, if doing good is like a wierdo I'll be a wierdo. The joy of helping even though it is some small task but it gives you the feeling that your kindness is overflowing. That moment of joy still lingers in me even at the peak of my work today.

If you ignore everything that pass by which you could give a helping hand, you definitely missing out alot. Its just something simple and it wouldn't be more than the time you spend dreaming. Now start taking your hands out of your pocket and do good. You get a lot more attention this way compare to playing cool in the train. The joy of helping and being appreciated is more than those sinful moments, it is a different type of joy.

-We make a living by what we get, but we make a life by what we give.

Quit

This Saturday's event might fall short for me due to a team mate last minute decision to pull out in order to go for white water rafting. I prayed hard last night for a replacement. I was a little angry last night after knowing that a team member is pulling out a couple of days before the event. I calm my self down quickly because i understand that it is not something you could do everyday for white water rafting. I just hope he'll be safe in his trip as its the monsoon season. I hope the next time he would stick to his decision and at least be a little more responsible. Alot of people call for a quit easily without any guilt, some quit their relationships, some quit their job only to find that their job or current relationship suck because when they quit they were only experiencing all the good teaser. Its just like the best part of a movie is always their trailers. It is what makes you go watch the movie only to find that all the good parts were shown in the show.

-It is the responsibility of intellectuals to speak the truth and expose lies.

This morning going through my blog and FB i managed to see heaps of updates, one good one would be hinting in public a.k.a public confessing. I believe some people do it so that they could declare publicly that they are going after something or someone. Simply good because with more people like this you could save alot of time trying to know them because their character has already been shown.

Today i shall be nice and forgive Chong Ee for not able to turn up for the race even if it means that our team will not be joining. I can definitely bare with this because not just someone walk away from a competition, people even walk away from a relationship. If i could forgive her i could forgive you.

Best of the month

I believe most people in the corporate world working would wait anxious for this day. It is our pay day. With that money it means there is alot of fun ahead. I have a lot of plans ahead including my budgeting.

Couzmazing race this weekend is still pending might be cancelled due to lack of members in my team. Hopefully my team mate could change his mind and continue with this long awaited race as I've specially allocated one Saturday for it.

-Its nice to be important, but its more important to be nice.

So this is what they think

I totally understand that feeling of being single where you get to do everything you wanted. Some with good character do things with boundaries some don't. I must say there is always two side of the story. Often one true one false and it will be up to how wise listeners are to judge whether it is true or not. Some blindly believe because they have a mind set even before any information was inputted.

-Wise men talk because they have something to say; fools, because they have to say something.

It is not most enjoyable seeing how sarcastic one can be but seriously if that is what they enjoy doing then so be it. After all some people grow up some don't.

-Two things are infinite: the universe and human stupidity; and I'm not sure about the universe.

Its Wednesday already, YA gathering tonight and it is time to know them more. Unfortunately the previous YA group leader went to Harvard to do her MBA. If not i could learn alot from her as she works in BNM.

*Another important prayer to Shen Yin, may she have a safe journey home to pass me those lovely MnM's. She will be travelling all the way from Houston back to KL and may God be with her at all times. Bless her for she is kind and grant her wisdom.

-Too often we underestimate the power of a touch, a smile, a kind word, a listening ear, an honest compliment, or the smallest act of caring, all of which have the potential to turn a life around.

Pictures

I went through all my pictures just to find a photo of me alone to send to Doug to compile it so that we could have SJ4P-ians engrave on a medal embedded gift. I'm sure Paul will like the effort of SJ4P making something memorable for the first man to cross the line.

*Will send the photos to you before the dateline which is this Sunday - Doug

Artist

Artist of all kind are great, well i love arts and design but what i like most is to eat. I've made up my mind that if my sis were to further her studies in culinary arts i will sponsor her studies and i too will take up part time culinary arts course. Still pursuing my dream to own my own restaurant. With passion and dedication this will definitely be something interesting and i too can't wait to see it come true. I want to be a culinary artist designing menu that will make diners come back for more not just for the food but for the experience.

A perfectionist way of doing things means there must be a thorough plan. I will be taking some time off now and then firstly for my DIY project and secondly to explore in food making. I will stuff my loved ones with food in the future. Isn't it great one stone two birds.

Understanding Women

睡眠

我需要就那么多一点点的睡眠就够了，最近都好像才刚爬上床闹钟便响起了。昨晚我临睡前和往常一样祷告了，花了好一会儿才把话说完，也许这就是所谓的精神上的寄托，说完了我也累坏了，闭上眼睡着了。

-Do not set foot on the path of the wicked or walk in the way of evil men.
Proverbs 4:14

Resemblance

Call it stalking or whatever you want. I was blog surfing today and i stumbled upon a picture with so much resemblance to another picture i saw sometime before after comparing the pictures. I've concluded it was taken at the same place on the same day. I suddenly saw the whole big picture.

There is a reason why they call it secret because it is not meant to be told. Do you believe in sixth sense? Some people have certain sense for danger but often called paranoid. Some people are good in sensing lies, they could just break your lie no matter how hard you try. Some people are equipped with good sense of direction that they will never get lost. A gift or a curse will depend on how you use these talent of yours.

Choosing a lifetime partner, this is one of the major things in life. I was catching up with my friends a day ago and we were talking about mid 20's crisis. I believe most of us fresh grad in the workforce are purely labour. Whether there is crisis in one's life your other half plays an important role. Choosing the wrong person might lead to waste of time and effort. Imagine you planning your future and halfway you have to erase half the plan because your other half decided to quit the relationship.

Living in this new life of mine which i am adapting, getting use to the life walking alone. Decisions wouldn't need a second thought because what i decide is final. My plans for my career still stands but sometimes there is a dilemma. I'm glad that true friends are able to stand on my side during tough times. Giving you the extra courage to move on.

On my journey i wish to be passionate with what i do, i wish to be an example practicing what i preach. I wish to help people around me. I wish to use my talent in a good way. I want to find something more in life other than money. I want to have friends that will be true and sincere in friendship. I want to cherish everyone around me and the small things that matters. Notice people like how i notice small little lies.

-Smaller things often hurt more in life than bigger ones; you can sit on the top of a mountain without any pain, but not on the tip of a needle.

Office hazards

I must say even at a comfy place like an office, hazards are everywhere. I guess I've return all my HSE knowledge to my lecturer in Uni. I was happily printing stuffs and while i try to get hold of those printed documents suddenly an unimaginable pain strucked me. The next thing i see is blood flowing out from my finger. It was papercut that cuts open my flesh right under my fingernails.

I guess i have to now go check out whether is there any first aid kit in the office. I just hope i don't create a scene when my colleagues see those blood stain on the paper edge.

Burst of Joy

How do one express their joy in words? I couldn't find any appropriate text to describe my joy this morning. I've packed all the necessary materials for my DIY project last night and brought it to a test this morning to see whether it will be sucessful. Thank God after praying day after day in hope that my calibration and art work will work with the material i purchased. It works well! I was so happy that i jumped up in the air and play my air guitar like a rock star early this morning when no one is in the office yet.

Jealousy

Do not worship any other god, for the LORD, whose name is Jealous, is a jealous God.
Exodus 34:14



At times even God gets jealous, I'm not surprise when i hear people getting jealous over little things for i know sometimes little things could mean alot more than they look. I too get jealous when i was in a relationship back in those days because i never wanted to share my loved ones with anyone.

-He that is not jealous is not in love.

To understand that God is jealous because he loves us and he expect us to be faithful to him in return. Same goes to relationship, you love and expect to be loved. I was talking to my friends last night about relationships and also how a friend manage to get back together with his ex.

Is it because we are insecure of our own feelings? Is it because we fear for the worst? Or is it because we seek attention from our partner? We all have our own reasons to feel jealous and knowing is half the battle.

Jealousy and relationship,are two best buddies. They co-exist together. If you have a relationship then you’ll definitely going to encounter jealousy along the way. Sorry,no running from this one.

-Jealousy in romance is like salt in food. A little can enhance the savor, but too much can spoil the pleasure and, under certain circumstances, can be life-threatening.

The conclusion is to love an imperfect person perfectly. No one is perfect, I've learned that months back and featured it in my previous post. It is important to love unconditionally when you decide to love and not hold back. That's why people always say love recklessly, for today's love could be tomorrow's fool.

-A very small degree of hope is sufficient to cause the birth of love.

Happy Birthday

Today marks the birthday of one well respected person in my life. She is a great mother and a hardworker. I prayed that God will not only look after her and her family also bless them and guide them in His way. Reward the good people for they do well in your ways and forgive them if they were to sin. On this special day i hope that she will be filled with joy and laughter, be a wiser person and be surrounded by wonderful people. Age is just a number, may you have a blessed day.

Happy Birthday To You!

Comfort Zone

When work gets too comfortable and there isn't much prospect for future it is sign that you should move. I'm comfortable at my work place and i enjoy my work. However due to the operations scale in the office i doubt i have good future options. I'm trying to learn as much as i could at the same time contribute as much as i could. No one enjoying leaving their comfort zone but for my future in my career i have no choice. Have been doing my research on MBA courses. Cost is one of the factors and another factor would be i might consider taking time off to do a full time MBA course. On average a UK MBA holder earns 65000 pounds annually. Money is one thing the other thing which i find as important as money is how well you enjoy the work your doing.

-In the business world, everyone is paid in two coins: cash and experience. Take the experience first; the cash will come later.

I've always have passion for business but i believe one must be patient and be well prepared to start a business. Discipline is also important. With correct strategy and correct attitude one would be able to build a business or even an empire. I spend my day at home with my parents today teaching them Texas Hold'em poker. Received my invitation card for a wedding dinner via Kooi Lin my primary school buddy. Unable to attend the wedding as this coming Friday is crucial for me to complete my DIY project.

-The superior man understands what is right; the inferior man understands what will sell.

Car Junkie

Admit it guys just love cars, if you don't then and your a guy then you better start to learn how to love this piece of art. Recently the Malaysian Royal Police started using the EvoX as police cars, everyone is commenting on whether we need one in this kind of road conditions. I believe we need a rally car if we were to have a pursuit. However in a country where supercars and ultra luxurious sedans and SUVs of all sorts are as common as Fords and Chevys here in the States, it's only fit for the UAE's police forces to patrol the roads and highways of the capital city of Abu Dhabi in a Nissan GT-R. Now you think it is all cool when they have Nissan R35, even Oz's police car are Holden V8 the R35 is just not that impressive. Well in Italy where the most expensive and impressive police car award goes to will be the Lamborghini Gallardo LP560-4 Polizia. Now I feel so sick watching one of my favorite car being painted blue with siren installed. They totally destroy a piece of art but they sure made a name out of it. Click on the links to believe it.

Now don't dream anymore and start working your ass off if you want to earn yourself a decent car. Have a nice day pimping your own ride.

默想

短短的几分钟我便把晚餐给搞定了。

自己静静的坐在沙发上，想着是否自己所做的都是值得的。
再想着是否身上散发着蜂蜜的香味是否很迷人的。



沉默了一阵子觉得不如就看开点，以自然心态面对。
今天去了星吧克坐着看看书，跟朋友谈谈未来去向。
生活过的好但并还没到最好，总觉得还能活的更好。
我也渐渐的发现我开始很有耐性，也比较温柔随和。
抛开了那被抛弃的我，走向一个自己爱自己的生活。

想够了，人累了，话听了，开始懂了。

Project advancement

Waking up after only couple of hours of sleep. Me, Doug and T went out to shop. I went checking out all the materials for my project DIY which was previously planned. Shops after shops to get the correct material. While visiting all the art craft stores i bumped into KaiHsin which she gave me a stunned look. She was busy working part time. She look pale and skinnier compare to those days back in hihg school. I just hope she is fine. Due to certain uncertainty i bought extra materials for plan B just in case plan A doesn't work. I accidentally found the bag which i wanted badly months back when i was traveling in Singapore. The Malaysian Mega Sales started today without any surprise. Christmas deco is up on some of the shops. The effort of decorating in Malaysia is just too sloppy compare to Singapore, probably due to the fact that there is no incentives or recognition unlike Singapore they use it as a part of tourist attraction. I'm getting excited with the DIY project i will be sleeping early for this few days as i need to wake up early and go to my office as i left some of the important stuffs for the DIY project in my office.

Couzmazing race is next week and i haven't had any idea how it is going to be. I haven't paid but was registered already. My current condition is just not good for the race. I might have to opt for a pass in next weeks basketball in order to preserve the energy for the race even though it is not expected to be too physical. I called to check out on the race info and got no reply. Wonder if it is still on...

Sincere apologies to the outing at Jeremily's. I couldn't make it last night as basketball was on. Will be seeing you guys this coming Wednesday. Life has just begun and i felt like i was reborn. Living a better life in terms of discipline and building a better character. A busy life is just what i need because i know i can never avoid reality where no money no honey could not be argue.

As for now dinner is served and I will have to excuse myself.

Budget

Its time to do my budget when it comes to end of the month. I've to make sure I've got enough money to survive my December because this is the time that i usually pamper myself with all sorts of stuffs. Things to be in my budget list:

1. Trip to KL - Siem Reap - KL - Bangkok - KL
2. Christmas - My Present + MISC
3. Birthday - My Present + MISC
4. Wedding - Grace's, Paul's.

At the moment only four major outflow in the list. Hopefully December will be a blast and end my bloody year 2009 with something special. Dear readers if you think your life is f*cked please scroll down to my bloglist and visit FML. It is a site for people with f*cked up things happening around them. Have a laugh.

Pasar Malam

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Regards & Prayers

To this person whom i respected and close to me for a period of time. Your advices and teachings will be remembered. I would like to wish you sincerely to get well soon. I pray that god will put his healing hands upon you and let you recover in no time. Have faith in him and you shall be heal. May you be more careful the next time and brighter days ahead.

-Safety is as simple as ABC - Always Be Careful.-

Tradional Instruments meets R&B

This is a relatively new song from Jay, with traditional instruments and sang in R&B style. It is written by Cindy Yen. May you people enjoy the new song. I've just heard it today and find it catchy.

Disney

"Disney cartoons were inspired by drugs" e.g. Alice in wonderland chasing the imaginary rabbit (LSD); Princess Jasmine is flying on a magic carpet (Ecstasy); Happy, one of the seven dwarfs (needless to say, 5chai); The Cheshire Cat from Alice in wonderland (Pot); can think of more? Don't forget the smoking worm in alice in wonderland (Weed); Peter Pan & friends all living in their own world (Bong); Mickey Mouse speaking in extra high pitch (Helium).

Inspired by a friend of mine, please let me know if you could think of more. This is just so hilarious.

现实和理想

一个活在现实的爱另一个活在理想的爱里面，你的又是那一种呢？
感情方面对错难以分清。 都是公说公有理，婆说婆有理。
虽然没能实现我那理想的爱情但也经过一段现实的爱情。
大家彼此给对方空间，也听说过要是真的以后彼此都想好了，或许又会使另一段感情。但在还没开始前最好想好是不是真的认真的要来个白头到老的感情。



理想和现实其实就只差那么一点点。
希望大家能够有自己的看法，坚持的发展自己的感情。
爱是。。。数不尽的。

+贝

Choc eat Choc

You've probably heard of the phrase dog eat dog. It is now choc eat choc where *choc stands for chocalate. Belgian chocolate giant Ferrero is planning to buy over Cadbury but it is still not confirmed yet as there is another interested buyer which is American chocolate giant Hershey's. Both chocolate giants are planning to increased their market share and product lines by buying over Cadbury. In my own opinion i prefer Ferrero taking over because they have better quality control and management unlike American companies which couldn't do a proper budgeting and their country is sitting on trillions of debts.

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The Americans will just never learn that they are always using future money. They appear to be rich but deep down it is an empty pocket. Remove the top 5% which owns about 95% of everything in the states your left with 95% of the people owning a mere 5% of the resources. The only reason that we are still using USD as major currency is because everyone has faith and confidence in it. I believe this will not last as i could see JPY,CNY and EUR becoming major currencies. Always see the whole picture to understand a situation and not let the crowd lead you to understand a situation because that is simply peer pressure or following the general without your own thinking. Be wise people.

Friendship

I'm so glad to see my friend achieving what he had always dream off. He is finally doing what he wants and is enjoying every moment. We have knew each other for 11 years. Just to let you know that I'm always here to support what you do although i might not be able to appear physically to see you hosting an event but to me your one of the best MC. May you continue to prosper and have a breakthrough.

-Dedicated to Kelsen Loh-

-It is better to fail in originality than to succeed in imitation.-

Teacher

I've done my home work for YA although there isn't a gathering today because for this special week it is going to be at Jeremily's which i might be able to attend now. Judging by the weather i doubt basketball will be on unless we can find a basketball court indoor.

I've done a lot of teaching today first by helping her with Uni stuffs regarding price inquiries. Well it is always good to help but when you finally know how someone turn back without appreciation it is a quite disappointing. Then tonight i helped my sis with her add math. She didn't do well in this particular subject the rest i have no worries because she could handle them well. She is better in academics compare to me because I've tuition while she did it on her own. Albeit the add math which makes me worry whether she'll pass i manage to solve her questions after spending some time to digest what i've done in the past. All in all it is good to be able to teach my sis and hopefully she can develop interest and do better the next time. For my sis "Trust yourself. You know more than you think you do."

-The good life is inspired by love and guided by knowledge.-

Atheist Vs Christian

One day, an old Christian lady sat in the corner of the bus reading her Bible.

An Atheist then approached her and ask her, " do you really believe what you're reading?"

The old lady replied, "yes, i do. If the Bible says it is so, then it is true."

The atheist then laughed and sad " do you really believe that the 3 men who was thrown into fire did'nt get burnt and survive? how could have they survived?"

Again the old lady replied, "i do not know. but when i go to heaven, i will ask them."

The atheist then said confidently, "what if they are in hell?"

The old lady then said "THEN YOU ASK THEM LAH!".

-I hope you guys enjoy the joke-

Chynna, Hilton KL

One Michelin Star chef Albert Tse the chef de cuisine at Conrad Tokyo’s swanky and upbeat China Blue acknowledges the prestigious one Michelin star status which he has earned.


The Deep Fried Wagyu Beef with Black Sugar and Mustard Sauce

I'm in search of company who enjoys good food to come with me to this spectacular place. I believe it will completely lift your taste to a whole new level. Estimated cost would be nothing less than 3 figure for a good full meal but i believe you can save a little if you do not want a full course meal. Enough money is spent on mamak stalls and let us not waste another cent on mamak and experience this together.

*special note to Dave Ng Wagyu beef is actually lamb lol

Back to the lala land

What is better than having friends that are so nice to you that makes you feel like a family to them. I've got this friend of mine whom just got back from Oz yesterday and we might be meeting up tonight. I've always ask him to bring back PODS for me and everytime he does that and he refuses to accept a single cent from me. Which makes me asked him not to bring back any this time unless he takes my money. Today i got his message telling me that he bought me 4 packs of PODS, he asked: Is that enough? Well yes ofcourse i just don't know how to thank this friend of mine. He never fails to make me smile when i see him, we use to hang out till late night having our MENS talk. Those were the days. I doubt he will take a single cent from me as usual so I'm going to treat him for supper. Maybe this 4 packs were meant to be 2 for Christmas and 2 for Birthday. Lol. I'm just imagining stuffs because I'm too happy. When it comes to chocolates & ice creams all i can say is they are my source of happiness. I believe the meet up tonight will be a great night out and none the less i will have to share my story as an update to my dear bro here tonight. So i have to start remembering all those moments when I'm down and put it in a summary. Isn't it awesome when you can see your friends again.

Welcome home Mr. Loong and enjoy your days in this LALA land. Other than repeating the word thank you i do not know any other ways to express this feeling but thank you.

Dark side

Crisis rocks Calvary Church
THE Calvary church in Damansara Heights, Kuala Lumpur, is rocked with controversy over alleged mismanagement of funds.

A group of church members, who call themselves the Truth, Transparency and Good Governance Group (TTG), is demanding for accountability and transparency over the use of church funds from the Calvary Church’s Board of Deacons (BOD) led by senior pastor (SP) Rev. Tan Sri Prince Guneratnam.

A member of the TTG, which is said to be supported by 300 church members, had also lodged a police report over the matter at the Brickfields police station early this year.

The feud between the two groups has now even gone onto cyberspace with both sides trading accusations over various issues.

The disagreement, among others, includes the rising construction costs of the Calvary Convention Centre at Bukit Jalil, alleged transfer of substantial funds from the church into the accounts of a personal ministry headed by the SP without members’ knowledge, poor financial management, claims of nepotism, and the sacking of a well-respected deacon for speaking out...

*For more info visit www.thestaronline.com

Its a very good example for what other churches/temples/mosque will be going through. As i've mentioned ages ago, Pastors are humans also at times they do sin and when they sin it will be a big sin for they know they are going sin which is intentionally sinning. I believe when it comes to money there will always be disagreements. I hope they could settle this and make the christians look good at least. Its embarrasing and shameful to have scandals under the name of God.

Finally a passage published on the papers to prove what i said was right, if not no one would bother understanding what is behind a man's thought.

Spread love

For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life. Different
John 3:16

I've just done reading how the earth was born. Its all in Genesis, my journey continues in Exodus. I've read what God told Moses on the hill just as below: Do not follow the crowd in doing wrong. When you give testimony in a lawsuit, do not pervert justice by siding with the crowd. Exodus 23:2

Lesson learned: Old testament - Just ; New Testament - Love

Its a beautiful day as usual and days are getting brighter as i could feel not only I'm moving forward but my friends are growing too. As far as i know its been approximately 2 months since i started going on a journey alone being left by the other half. Life has been great for her as well. I choose to forgive and up to a certain extent forget part of my sorrows. I've quit watching korean dramas showing on TV everynight to save some time to read and work on my plans such as the current DIY project of mine.

Weekends have been a great time for me to go to malls alone to get some inspiration, as i always like to see things and it is very motivating to have in mind what you want to have and work towards it. This week i might be checking out a SOHO apartment with parents as I'm still planning my lifetime investment. I would love to have a small, humble and cozy home to host some small parties and gathering once in awhile. It must have a pool therefore apartment is my first choice. Why is the pool so important, because i love swimming. I enjoy every moment in the pool soaking in water.

I will be patient at the same time giving my best shot to achieve my dreams. I hope yoo readers too will at least have an aim (realistic) and of course unrealistic aim as well so that you could work harder.

-God gives, God takes. God's name be ever blessed. Job 1:21

Pokerface

Spending one night with family on a table playing poker. How cool is that? Well we didn't play the modern texas hold'em instead we played the conventional five cards each poker game. I started off well and then Daddy start winning, Mum lose some big chips but had a winning streak of those small value chips. I ended the game at ten after approximately 2 hours of poker to catch some rest. Snacks, beer and peanuts and family poker. Giving bad influence to my sister by teaching her poker.

Christmas is near and YA suggested to have a present exchange at Jeremily's. It makes me want to skip basketball so much. I've decided to get maybe a Sony T700 to snap some photos in Siem Reap and Bangkok. Hopefully next year end i will be able to visit somewhere with the left over of my leaves. Due to the poker game i skipped homework and will make sure i do it tomorrow in office during lunch time. I've got a meeting via phone conference tomorrow at 9:30a.m. I got to sleep early and prepare just in case they throw some questions to me.

I have to make sure i go somewhere this weekend to get my shoes, I'm too picky and always ended up going home empty handed. Why can't the designers just design some proper good looking shoes. Got to go to bed before my family suggest me to go down and continue with any sort of card games.

Good night.

Weekend @ Jeremily's

I might be missing this week at Jeremily's because it lands on a Friday but if it rains I'll definitely visit Jeremily's. It will be a good opportunity to introduce Die Siedlar Von Catan to everyone too. I need to finish up my homework before meeting up with "40&3". Maturity makes me choose YA over COUZ because in Couz lets just say is not practicing what they preach. Everyone is still young and haven't build up a sense of responsibility in COUZ yet.

I'll be joining this amazing race organize by Couz from SIB, got a team name of UNIM Thugs which sounds horrible. I wasn't able to name my team in split seconds as i was celebrating Dave's 24th at Traders. It'll be interesting to join such a race and i will have to be physically fit. A happy lifestyle like now will definitely help alot.

D.I.Y project

I must say it is satisfactory that I'm done organizing my D.I.Y project. When you are into the person I must say you'll willingly spend time and effort to do something with your own hands as a signature of commitment. So don't bullshit when you do DIY stuffs to person that you don't have feelings for or when people give you DIY stuffs and say we are just normal friends. Same goes to text messages, don't lie when your constantly updating the other party and say we are friends.

Anyway, the hype and happiness continued in my dream last night, as i was organizing everything i need. I even dream of doing my DIY project in my dream. Its going to be a supercool gift. No sneak peak or preview available because this is going to be top secret. Once I'm done I'm going to share this with Doug and i bet Mrs. Doug will be happy if you could come up with something like this too.

Not sure when can i accomplish but well I'm going to source for some materials this coming week and maybe get a pair of shoes for work. The best thing is I've done some trial and error on the printing in my office last night. Haha using office resources on a DIY project of my own. I'm just too excited with it. I need to talk to someone but at the same time afraid of leaking info on my top secret project. Its hard to keep sorrow to yourself and it is harder to not share happiness.

Happy Tuesday!

冷笑

若你碰到了 替我问候她
告诉她 我过得很美满
已忘记她 已把泪水全部擦乾
若你碰到了 替我问候她
祝福她和她的另一半
不在乎他 不再爱也不再等待
就这样吧 若你碰到她

如果你已經這麼多不滿了
我還是覺得你離開比較好
不是我鼓勵你分手
但是我更不希望看見你不快樂

以前说说而已的话就忘了吧。
现在重要的是自己的生活。
既然离开了就别没事做，那人来开玩笑，
虽然不介意让你笑笑但别过分，
我不是保险单。

*以上写的都是虚构，出于自己的幻想。

哇我写了那么多是不是很深奥。。。呵呵。
写来提醒自己经历过的，因为我都懒得去想那些是是非非，
写下来我便可以忘了，要想回时在回来看看。
知道很多但没必要说因为说了又说都无补于事。

-讲大话真是那么过瘾？-

Fruitful day

I must say I've done what seem impossible today and there is only one line to describe my fruitful day which is creativity has no boundaries. I've done alot of things but this time I did it in my office. I must say this will definitely put a smile on your face. I'm just too happy that i felt like i could float.

Thank God it's Monday.

IF

If you know tomorrow is not coming what will you do? This questions is going around broadcasting on radio as well partially due to the movie 2012. Heard some funny answers and some really good answers. For me i would probably hug my parents and tell my loved ones that i love her. I'm all prepared and not worry at all. I've read this article online about their experiences, it says: If you love me, kiss me. There is a long story but a nice one indeed. Its a story with the moral of being faithful and also dedicated. Its like don't keep holding back for you never know what is going to happen, if you love the person just tell them everyday and give them a kiss. Oh well its just a story nowadays everyone kisses everyone, some even kiss their pets. Haha i believe the end part is like a spoiler to the story because unfortunately that is reality. I believe in reality there is alot of passionate and good people just like the story at the same time i believe they would have to go through alot to have an a happily ever after ending.

-Ancient lovers believed a kiss would literally unite their souls, because the spirit was said to be carried in one's breath.

Hyper Monday

I don't understand Monday blues because for me Monday although you don't feel like working it is the most energetic day of the week at work. I'm like "Dragon Horse Semen God" today even after the night with some beer with friends.

The weather for today forecasting right out from my window will be heavy rain around lunch time. Woke up today and smiled to myself in the mirror and do the lame Jay action *clap clap Aiyo and laugh at myself. Took a bath with cold water and go brrr.. was sneezing a little this morning but its all good now.

Didn't care much about everything on facebook because it getting a little boring. All i care is making most out of my life. Pursue my interest which is to collect those things that makes you want to look at them again and again. I haven't stopped for a second today, I'm not bothered with bad news today because all i hope is good and pray that it will be good.

I've acquired some new skills lately, one of them is endulge myself in beer. Finally i understand why daddy enjoys beer so much. If we hate beer then alot of farmers will run out of jobs so we are actually doing them good by drinking what they brew. LOL.

My office recently set up this video conference facility in order to have video conference with Head Office HK. What is great and what is not? The great part is that you got clear camera that could see details on your face projected out on a plasma screen. Clear voice receiver that the correspondend can hear you whisper. The bad part is The Big Boss could now see whether your listening to them when they are lecturing us, he can even control our camera to move in all directions and zoom in. So we can't scratch our balls in the meeting room, the receiver is fantastic but not backstabbing in the conference room, even a burp or fart can be detected and amplify till the whole world knows. That is what i call technology tee hee*

Prior the birthday

The people who attended Mrs. Doug's birthday outing last night was Me, Dave, Lloyd, Khian Foo, Sheng Wa and Mrs. Doug herself. No candles, no cakes just a massive beer tower for the guys because beer are meant for guys. I couldn't help myself seeing plates after plates of chicken chop ended up in tables around us, so i ordered mine too. It is very good indeed. For more info regarding last night's event contact Me on FB or the Chatbox at the bottom.

-Beer is like sleeping pills, it makes you sleep well.

Mrs. Doug

May God bless Mrs. Doug on this special day. Keep her in your safe hands and guide her in your ways. Bless her with good health and a fruitful relationship. Let her experience the life in you and with you, let the light shine on her so that she could do good. For her family and her wonderful future hubby watch after them and always shower them with your grace. In the almighty Lord's name i pray, Amen.

Trip survey

My friend for 9 years and we are still cool despite the ups and downs. The reason why we could be friends for ages is because we have mutual understanding and when we are wrong we always apologize. We have different aims in life but we always help each other out when anyone of us is down. A friend that gives you a helping hand is far meaningful then a relationship in a virtual world filled with lies. We decided to hunt for our backpack before our trip, checked out some really nice bags some beyond our budget. I was approached by AMEX promoters even when I'm in shorts and tees. I guess they are desperate for customers. They offered me something good but unfortunately they couldn't answer me regarding the RM50 service tax whether it will be absorb by AMEX. If they do I'm more than willing to hold an AMEX credit card.

I saw a very nice NIKE polo T which cost a whopping RM189, it is very nice indeed which makes me feel like im going to do an impulse buy but lucky i manage to curb that temptation for awhile and we proceed on our bag hunt. I believe life is full of funny moments even when your down, you just have to forget that your sad for a moment and *poof the funny thing seems to appear one by one. Well time passes quickly, although the break up was over at times when i shop i still somehow look at things that i would get her in the past or wanted to get her. After a few glance i quickly get back on my feet and continue with whatever I'm doing.

Done some reading today to continue with my summary, got to get back to work tomorrow. If Mrs. Doug is free tonight then we might be heading down to Picca for a drink for her birthday is tomorrow. Would say a prayer for her later on. Live life with options and discipline. Watched "Painted Skin" last night and find the show very nice except for some of the CG. Its a touching movie, the show is about love and action plus bits of comedy. I enjoyed watching it.

Waves

Life is filled with challenges, like waves it comes again and again without stopping. Today i got hit by a wave of wickedness. I hate the fact that Christians are such good pretenders that it shows you one side and on the other its filled with sins. The ultimate thing is with internet you could basically know everything. Whether it is lies click and you shall find the answer. So firstly the waves that hit me are lies that i believe as usual, because I'm changing and believing everything will be the way people mentioned. Secondly my basketball mate back in Uni is a jerk acting like a nice guy. After releasing my anger, its about attention seeker problem in kids. Babies cry to get attention, when you grow older you shout or raise your voice to get attention. Some people do selective attention seeking, seeking for recognition. There is nothing wrong if the intention is good as in work hard to get recognition but how many actually did it like Obama.

-All who call on God in true faith, earnestly from the heart, will certainly be heard, and will receive what they have asked and desired.

I can't believe the more you do good the more wicked things surround you, dear God sometimes i do feel like giving up but i know that i must go through this in faith and in grace of yours. Give me courage and don't let them ruined the godliness in me. Don't let me hear lies so that i don't get deceive. Let the love begins here right now so that i could love the wicked and give them a helping hand. If they remain i shall leave and You shall judge them. Let me never fail to make my friends smile, make people that needs a smile on their face smile. Let me not waste my talent of making people smile on those who waste or doesn't need. Let me shine one day, let me understand your way and not human's way.

-The hardest-learned lesson: that people have only their kind of love to give, not our kind.

Help save the wicked and if they reject your grace so let it be. I'm like a human target practice board, when one is down or angry I'm there to be the hit over and over again. When one is happy, I'm there left with the holes during the hit. Love can only be understood after one learn to love unconditionally, loving people around you is call compassion, some doesn't really love their surrounding but make use of them but looks like they love. This is because its like mirage, its false illusion. Get nearer and its not what you see. Don't make enemies, instead walk away from them.

Forgiving is love's toughest work, and love's biggest risk. If you twist it into something it was never meant to be, it can make you a doormat or an insufferable manipulator. Forgiving seems almost unnatural. Our sense of fairness tells us people should pay for the wrong they do. But forgiving is love's power to break nature's rule.

It is not the 1st time and it will definitely not be the last as these waves will always come, be it big waves or small waves be calm and have faith that it will be over. Just like how I was back then lying sick on the bed with a break up notice, i recovered physically and now building my foundation as a better person again for I am not good enough to be appreciated. Therefore I learned my lesson and be a better person. Some people never remember promises made just like how human started forgetting what God had told them not to do. When one breaks the covenant they lose trust. That is when God gets angry, if God could get angry, we certainly will too as humans. I will always keep my words because i know how significant it is, even if it is forgotten but it was once said and will be kept. I know being cheated is nothing to shout about, but seeing things in a different way I'm lucky to see the true faces of people at different times.

-Be faithful in small things because it is in them
that your strength lies.

Finally i've booked a flight to Perth for Mum due to the heavy traffic the previous transaction was not successful. I hope mum will enjoy the trip.

视而不见

很多时候我们都发觉不到身边那些小细节，常常忽略了这些让我偶尔觉得很对不起它们。我生命里的画面大多在脑海里的都是黑白灰，好想少了些颜色。 我将慢慢的一点一点的为他图上颜色。



生命少了些东西的感觉会像什么，我决的就好想失去左手，时常埋怨那废左手什么都做不到但当你没有左手是你将发现它是多么的重要。生命出现的人也一样，现在可能对你来说没什么但不在时生命里就有那份空虚感。

我虽然今晚很有感触但心情却很平静，可能是配合那夜晚静静的。那了温度计到外面，有些冷过了一会儿看看果然还真冷二十三度。 狗狗坐着在我身边不离不弃，我摸了摸它边回房。原来狗狗会被称为人最好的朋友就是那份忠心。 之前读了些书有些困了，想睡了。 觉得我们应该要过着幸福快乐的日子，看你自己拥有的，不看别人的，这样就不会妒嫉。欢乐时光很快过，那永恒的快乐就只有那万人中的一个能和你度过，在寻找的朋友加油吧！寻找到了的朋友珍惜吧！要了解自己静静的思考变能够多认识自己，而非到处去寻找因为镜子前的那个就在人，当人和人相处除了真心的其他都是以企图而来的。我只能祈祷希望上帝伸出手来帮助你。

我决的我被某些事给牵着走了，比如音乐，工作，家人，寻找幸福的路程。。。

elBulli

A place where i dream of going for the once in a lifetime experience. It is located about 177km away from Barcelona which is approximately 2 hours from Barcelona. What is so special? This is a restaurant which was voted best place to dine in the world for 4 consecutive years since 2006 to 2009, not forgetting also best in 2002. It is just not a place to dine as being described by most experts and people who visited. It is an experienced that your gaining. Priced at EUR250 per visit on average, the dining experience could last for hours. elBulli operates only 6 months in a year and another 6 months is for the extra ordinary planning on the menu and dining experience for the new batch of exclusive customers. You can't dine there even if your Bill Gates or Queen Elizabeth without prior booking which is approximately one year ahead. Some waited for years before they manage to get there.

It serves only a maximum of 50 diners in a day, but with their kitchen staffs of 42 people they are making an operating loss. However it stays because there are books and catalogs published by elBulli that covers the losses. Given a chance i would plan this one trip for my spouse just to experience it with the special one. For more info please google elBulli. I just think that this place is far too good to be described in words and pictures only, it should be experience by one himself.

Fixing the broken heart

I've continued my homework this evening with little more to go, of course if i could have people to discuss about it, i believe the results will be more desirable. After that due to massive loads of text in my inbox my phone is slowing down so i decided to spend some time to do the clean up. I notice ever since dengue and "the incident" i haven't deleted much of my text messages. So i deleted quite some messages and give up half way as i do not feel like reading too much of those text. Every time i read those text and putting them into places in reality i notice I'm such a sucker. Believing every single word, and trusting is just not the solution. Albeit the willingness but human nature and feelings causes me to feel a little disappointment at one time but just before i got into my emo stage i picked up the papers and read. Soon I've put those lies behind my head and had my micro dinner. Why micro dinner because Daddy bought me nasi lemak from pasar malam and its those RM1 mini packet of nasi lemak for dinner. When i open that packet of rice, I'm done in a minute. Having my kiwi fruit and Rocher for dessert.

So just to inform you guys who are interested to know a little bit more about what is going on in the business scene, some cool news will be Quek Leng Chan which is the owner of HLB, is planning to buy over Bank of East Asia(BEA), which is the bank that i work for. He uses his Guoco group to increase stakes in BEA 4 times in a year. He will have to settle some local issues if he were to buy in controlling stakes in BEA as Malaysian Law doesn't allow single owner to own more than one bank. BEA is major stakeholder in Affin Bank which happens to be a local bank. The Lee family, founder of BEA was given support from various group to stop Guoco from buying major stakes. Well if Guoco group manage to takeover i would be working for Quek Leng Chan, rumours has been in the air for years that he is not someone that puts a smile on employees faces. Most of them don't survive long under him due to his high expectation which is logical for you can refer to my previous post regarding corporate structure.

-blessings-

One click too much

I should refrain myself from clicking too much on the net. The accidental click got my a free sounding. Finally able to calm down with zero anger or temper damage to surroundings. Quickly head to the washroom to have a facial wash and its back to the my books. I could live on with that sudden anger throw lucky i quickly hang up before i had more temper thrown towards me.

Just browsed through some property pages and notice that the property prices in KL is ridiculous and made a mistake with PJ8 because it is actually leasehold. I've seen it somewhere saying its freehold but now its confirmed leasehold which makes it worthless to own a piece of land there hanging in the sky that belongs to the government.

I felt so much better putting everything down in my blog so that i could release bits of my temper here without doing physical damage to anyone. Alright i got to go enjoy my weekend. Tonight will be new basketball court exploration. Will have to find a place due to the current basketball court is getting a little too dark as one of the spot light went off.

单纯

小时候，小学时的我都很单纯，常在自我介绍书里写下喜欢和不喜欢的人，现在想起还真可笑。大家都长大了，有的要结婚了，有的很有成就。大家在一起的时候也是差不多十二年前的事了。

我决定在自己生活上做出改变的时候也发现自己变好了同时也单纯了。听起来不错但好想对事情，感情的防线也弱了。越单纯就越容易被人伤害，有的就把握时机把握生活弄的乱七八糟。现在我也该花点时间收拾残局。

网上资讯太容易得到了，按两按便可以知道很多事情，就因为这样我也看到很多谎言被后的事实。看了觉得我有些愚蠢，好像在同一个陷阱遇害。

算了生活乃是要过，心酸一会儿当个教训，只要有心就一定会成功。

＊突然想起"The Ring"那女鬼从井里爬出来的画面，哈哈因为她也是有心所以成功的爬出来。说着我毛都站了起来，亏我还想的出这些无聊的事，看来那幽默感离不开我，我就是那么无聊且好笑。

Less is more

At times it is good for us to know less because when you know more we'll eventually worry more. This won't help me in my life as I'm minimizing my worries. So that it could be a positive drive. It is always disappointing when you've put in trust and still get lies in reply, this definitely doesn't help in relationships. I'm wondering whether it is worth the friendship and concern given.

-For in much wisdom is much grief, and increase of knowledge is increase of sorrow.
Ecclesiastes 1:18

God is not pleased with us after Adam and Eve ate the fruit of knowledge, now that we know so much it makes us worry as much in life too. If lying gives you pleasure you better think twice why is it so for most things that are pleasurable are temptations. Remember a new life not your old life!

Its a beautiful Saturday morning, woke up and did an hour plus of studies. I've start from the beginning of my McKinsey book and wrote a summary of what i read to help me remember the content. After that one hour plus of studying, its time for bible studies. Did my homework for YA. Said my prayer for whoever is in my concern list for whoever which is not in yet doesn't mean i don't care, its just that I haven't get to know you more yet.

Still planning what is on today, might play the guitar so that i won't be too rusty for it. May Crystal have a great birthday bash today and hopefully she too will take good care.

-There is no point going to church every Sunday when you don't act like a Christian on the other days.

Happy weekend everyone.

33 floors up high in the sky

After dinner, sat at my home sofa to catch some news and head to my primary school gathering. Before that i dropped mum and her friends to the MCA community hall near by for some gathering of hers. The typical culture of Malaysian is that most people turn up late for the primary school gathering due to work and stuffs. Caught up with our class "大家姐“,haven't seen her for ages and she is getting married end of this month. Verbally agreed to attend her wedding.

Excused myself early as I've got another important occasion not to missed. It's of course brother Dave's birthday. Went to Sky Bar at Traders hotel. Fantastic view but its trance all the way which makes me felt bored at some time but the company is the one that matters. Had wine and some soft shell crab, not in any mood to drink as i need to drive. Well i hope Dave enjoyed our company as much as we did. Have a blessed birthday.

快乐星期五！

什么是快乐？穷人说：有钱最快乐。情侣说：恋爱最快乐。却很少人说：简单最快乐。懂得珍惜身边的每一个人，对任何事事物与人和境界，经常怀着一颗心，才是真正最快乐。我暂时就觉得自己应该很快了，因为呢我不知学会另一个角度观看人生，也懂得学会珍惜，我现在很好，但还不是最好，等我找到了最好我便会赶快上线让大家知道。人生就如一張有去無回單程車票，它沒有彩排﹐每一刻都是現場直播﹗把握每一次的演出﹐便是最好的珍惜﹐活得精採。

虽然事隔多月但偶尔还会回到过去把一些回忆整理好然后只记得好的让自己也笑了。我也经常祷告；为对方默默祈求，而不是向对方诸多要求；可以浪漫，但不要浪费；可以随时牵手，但不要随便分手。希望年轻人能多为自己，家人，所爱的人多想想，多关心。不要等到迟了再后悔。我找到了自己，希望你也能快点找到自己，这样才能够到达人生的另一个阶段。

脑里经常出现的画面是否暗示着我未来的事呢？我要快乐！！

-Look within yourself to find the strength.You can only go up after going down

A moment

Be calm and always remember that there is always people around who really cares, when your in distress, take a deep breathe if it doesn't help find the person who really cares and you will be comforted. Prayer is a small request and God uses ordinary people to take care of little problems we faced. So when you pray do not feel surprised that someone is there to help you this is because God had sent them to you. When your down or confused, God too will send you someone even before your prayers if your truly living in him because God knows what you need, what you want. If prayers aren't answered think twice of the intention of your request is it a selfish request if it is most probably it will be in God's spam mail.

-Appreciate every little thing that matters, if it matters alot then maybe it is worth alot of attention, appreciation and love. Appreciation can make a day, even change a life. Your willingness to put it into words is all that is necessary.

Clown

Clowns are basically entertainers which never fail to put a smile on kids face however some might be frightened by the make up. I remembered when i was young I've watched this show called IT which is about this crazy clown going around killing people. Its really scary watching IT but i couldn't remember any of the scenes now. I remember when i was in NZ i went to this place called corn maze, it is a seasonal thing where they make a maze out of corn field after they harvest the corns and they have all these actors inside such as Freddy, clown in IT and those other scary characters. They would hide inside the maze and scare the hell out of you. Yes and i too got freaked out inside.

I believe each and everyone of us have more than one character we play in our life. Often the people we know will somehow hurt us in certain ways because we didn't expect to see the other side of them. Some people with more than one character can have multiple good characters some not, some might be shy in front of others but with people they know they are very outspoken. There shouldn't be any surprise with this as i believe that we are growing and maturing and we should already know by now. Although i always remind myself to treat everyone well but at the same time i will step back when i come to think of the results, because not everyone appreciates your goodwill. Some eventually bite the hands that feeds them.

-The basic thing is that everyone wants happiness, no one wants suffering. And happiness mainly comes from our own attitude, rather than from external factors. If your own mental attitude is correct, even if you remain in a hostile atmosphere, you feel happy.

Pray for wisdom and knowledge so that you too could see the truth behind that face with a smile just like seeing what is underneath that smiley face of the clown. I respect the clowns as they make others happy despite they might be sad deep down inside, that is called sacrifice. I will always remind myself to be kind and generous and not hold grudges.

-People of little understanding are most apt to be angry when their sense is called into question.

School kids

Its Friday, and its the day where my primary school friends decided to meet up for a drink. Its like starting to know them again after all these years. Some i can't even recognize. Even though i felt that it will be somewhat weird as you don't happen to talk to them always but if there isn't a start there will be no chance of knowing them again like you use to be.

Some of them are pretty successful and some are doing fine. As for me I'll be right at the fine level. Friends are always there but always beware as there are always deceivers. Be on your guard always and live life in a glorious way.

Birthday Wishes

This time it's Dave's birthday. He is turning 24 this year. Not sure about his plan for his birthday as he might be celebrating with our usual bunch of friends which left me out lately, due to their immature attitude. I hope this would be a blast for Dave anyway as its the 2nd cycle that we are going through. Our friendship lasted for a good nine years dating back to days when we were 15. It is good to see him grow up hopefully in all aspects and not just physically. May he do well in pursuing his dreams and not waste a single second.

Old age is like everything else. To make a success of it, you've got to start young. Whatever with the past has gone, the best is always yet to come. Best wishes and warmth regards to Dave.

*music playing
~Hey shorty it's your birthday! We gonna party like its your birthday!~

Education

WHAT IS MARKETING?

1. You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and say: ' I am very rich. Marry me! ' - That's Direct Marketing'

2. You're at a party with a bunch of friends and see a gorgeous girl. One of your friends goes up to her and pointing at you says: ' He's very rich. 'Marry him.' -That's Advertising'

3. You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and get her telephone number. The next day, you call and say: ' Hi, I'm very rich. 'Marry me - That's Telemarketing'

4. You're at a party and see gorgeous girl. You get up and straighten your tie, you walk up to her and pour her a drink, you open the door (of the car)for her, pick up her bag after she drops it, offer her ride and then say:'By the way, I'm rich. Will you 'Marry Me?' - That's Public Relations'

5. You're at a party and see gorgeous girl. She walks up to you and says:'You are very rich! 'Can you marry ! Me?' - That's Brand Recognition'

6. You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and say: 'I am very rich. Marry me!' She gives you a nice hard slap on your face. - ' That's Customer Feedback '

7. You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and say: 'I am very rich. Marry me!' And she introduces you to her husband. - 'That's demand and supply gap'

8. You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and before you say anything, another person come and tell her: 'I'm rich. Will you marry me?' and she goes with him - 'That's competition eating into your market share'

9. You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and before you say: 'I'm rich, Marry me!' your wife arrives. - ' That's restriction for entering new markets '

Jello

My legs feels like what i call jelly legs. This is due to the 2.5KM walk to work last night. It makes me feel like i should not move for some time. I need a massage to relieve those overstressed muscles.

I've got this free voucher to do a face wash in UOA building. Its something like a beauty spa. Well i've never walked into one and i don't think i'll be walking in this one either. Sounds fishy giving free voucher for one free service. Imagine if the whole building of people actually visit them once they would have to do like hundreds of face wash for free.

Just had my lunch and had a short prayer. Praying for my career, family, people i care for, pray for a guideline in my life. Hopefully by doing good i could lead people to do good too.

Surroundings

We are always tied up with our surroundings whether we like it or not, but since we are able to distinguish good and evil, right and wrong. We should make choices not just for our own good but also think of the consequences. Friends are part of our surrounding and when they too are humans things can get messy because is no longer one mind working but a few minds working each and everyone having their own agenda. How do we make sure that we are making the decision? Well i would say pray hard and also see what is beneath the person, understand the person in a deeper manner to see what are the intentions. Just because alot of people do not think doesn't mean we should not spend the extra time to make things better. People who doesn't do this often missed the person whom loved them and could change his/her entire life, some even hurt people around them intentionally or accidentally because they are not mature enough to think in different aspects.

We are often influenced to fit in our surroundings, so for an instance if i were to be in a group of street punks i would dress like them, walk, talk and act like one because I have the mind set in me that I'm part of them. Now in reality that I'm in a christian fellowship surrounding, I'm glad that I've people who could guide me if were to go off track. This isn't a guarantee because we must understand that not all christians walk the path as we preached, some don't. That's why prayers and self rightousness is so important. When both are used correctly, we will find ourselves living in a life that we want, with loved ones around, caring for each other, the give and take process makes life more meaningful. When i was sharing last night to brother Jeremy, he was surprised that i came up with these thinking that i could understand so deeply that what is what and who is who. I even told him that i've been seeing life in a different way, asking God always to show me the way. In the end what i think matters is not whether you are strong or week, is a choice of whether you want to make a difference in life. One leads to happiness and the other sorrow and darkness.

Friends come and go, true friends stays, true companion never leaves even when they were being hurt, because they rather be hurt than see you hurt by your surroundings.

*surrounding: objects or human alongside with individual.

Breast vs Brains

Women with bigger breasts found to be smarter
A STUDY conducted in the United States showed that women with big breasts are not necessarily less intelligent than those who are less endowed.

Quoting a Singapore newspaper article, Sin Chew Daily said women with bigger breasts were found to be smarter instead.

It said the study was conducted in Chicago to find out whether the size of a woman’s bust affected her brain power.

The study, involving 1,200 women, was conducted by a female researcher. The subjects were divided into five groups, from extra small to extra big.

The report said it was possible such women were smarter due to the higher level of female hormones that could result in better development in the brain.

-source: thestaronline.com-

Now does this makes the chinese saying of 波大没脑 invalid anymore? So guys please becareful with girls with big breast as they are smart too.

Brothers & Sisters

I've joined the family of 40 & 3 last night, the event started a little late and ended way past schedule as well. So what does 40 & 3 means? Here's a short description:

What's in a Name:
40
Biblical number of testing, trial, closing in victory or defeat. Also represents a generation.
3
Biblical number of divine perfection.
·The Trinity: Father, Son, and Holy Spirit
·The 3 virtues: Faith, Hope & Love
40+3 = 43 → 4+3 = 7
Biblical number for spiritual perfection.
·The number of rest and the cycle of rest in the jubilee.
·Period of return to God in rest and return to His Love.

It is an interesting name, the people were good based on my first impression. However i will have to know them more to understand whether are they just wearing a mask or true people who walk in his path. I'm still not too use to being brothers and sisters with everyone yet as the culture which i was brought up equipped me with a sense of danger in all things. I'll take my time to adapt and blend in.

Sex is sex, love is love, when two individuals are in love they are one, its the love making process and no longer lust/sex.

Time matters

By end of today, I strongly believe Air Asia's nil fare seats will be running low. It is just matter of time before it is all gone into hands of travel agents. Due to the heavy traffic on their sites, i couldn't even load the pages. Taipei for June is now limited.

Although I will have the privileged of travelling on nil fare to Siem Reap and Bangkok on January but i still hope i could visit some other place middle of the year.

MEN

Men are like parking spots, the good ones are all taken and the remaining ones are handicapped.

I'm handicapped, if I'm good enough i too would've been taken wouldn't I...

Play your own show

Everyone has their own roles in life. Different people playing different roles. Due to this fact everyday there is new relationships born and also relationships driving to an end. They come and they go and hardly able to stop. I believe an end to a relationship is not the end of the world, maybe it is just another test for both individual to see each other in a different way. Maybe and if maybe when they come to notice that they were the best for each other they might get back together and this time with a stronger bond.

Its just not the right season, I've gone through it. People are the main culprit in a creation or destruction of a relationship as it is our decision to make it or end it. I believe it is so important to choose a lifetime partner as this person will be walking down the road with you easily for half a century. You want someone who really cares and not a puppet infront of you. You need the person that could tolerate you and at the same time you could tolerate and give in to their needs. Its not that of a hard choice actually because most of them are variables as people changes. Now there is one thing that should and cannot change which is when you choose that person for life and tied the knot there is no turning back and loyalty will be the responsibility.

Now below is a vow that is usually made in a wedding, so if you read carefully you'll notice that it is such a huge responsibility to bear, are you really ready for it?

I, (Bride's Name), take you (Groom's Name), to be my lawfully wedded husband, secure in the knowledge that you will be my constant friend, my faithful partner in life, and my one true love.

On this special day, I (affirm/reaffirm/give) to you in the presence of God and (all those in attendance/these witnesses) my (pledge/sacred promise) to stay by your side as your [opt: faithful] wife in sickness and in health, in joy and in sorrow, as well as through the good times and the bad.

I (promise/further promise) to love you without reservation, comfort you in times of distress, encourage you to achieve (higher/all of your) goals, laugh with you and cry with you, grow with you in mind and spirit, always be open and honest with you, and cherish you for as long as we both shall live.

I, (Groom's Name), take you, (Bride's Name), to be my lawfully wedded wife, knowing in my heart that you will be my constant friend, my faithful partner in life, and my one true love. On this special day, I (affirm/reaffirm/give) to you in the presence of God and (all those in attendance/these witnesses) my (pledge/sacred promise) to stay by your side as your [opt: faithful] husband in sickness and in health, in joy and in sorrow, as well as through the good times and the bad.

I (promise/further promise) to love you without reservation, honor and respect you, provide for your needs as best I can, protect you from harm, comfort you in times of distress, grow with you in mind and spirit, always be open and honest with you, and cherish you for as long as we both shall live.

Please do love one another after giving your vows, it is basically the same as a promise made just that this is infront of witnesses. So start to understand your roles and when you love, love like there is no tomorrow.

"Love has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get, it's what you are expected to give -- which is everything."

Multitask

I'm writing this while eating, tonight will be my first YA group meeting after I've been really bad distancing from God for some years. Although I've distanced from him but not a single day i forget to buld a good character. At challenging times or at times when i fail to do so, i felt guilty about it. Looking forward meeting them tonight.

-Special thanks to Mr. Eric, my country manager whom gave me a souvenir from KK Sabah. I'm lucky to know you Mr. Eric eventhough the T-shirt you gave me could fit me and my girl friend (*if i had one) both in it at the same time. I still felt completely touched when you handed me the gift.

The return

Made it back to work today after spending some days with friends. It is great to meet them once again and they never fail to entertain me albeit their busy schedule. I survived a road block last night with my road tax expired. I thought its going to be game over for me, i prayed in the car hoping that those leeches would just let me go and voila they did. I quickly drove off and thank god once again.

-Eat, drink, play and sleep with friends are priceless.

Maybe i used up all my luck last night that today it turns a little sour as i need to walk 2.5KM to work thanks to the ultimate public transport system in our capital city KL. The monorail wasn't at service today, i had no choice but to walk.

As for now, I'm officially back to writing down the bits and pieces of my life here. Its a whole new begining, a whole new life and ofcourse lots of experience to gain ahead.

Severe pain

I'm being too much of a hero trying to camp on a thin sheet of foam as my mattress. Now that really gets me after waking up to find out its already 9:30am and voila once i stood up i could felt deep down my spine the pain is horrific.

I guess i could survive this after all its not my first attempt to sleep on a sheet of foam. Its actually those Yoga mats in the market. Now its about time to plan my schedule for today after the late night match.

I've just got my lab goggles back, which i didn't expect but oh well could somehow keep it at home as my sis might need to use it in the future. Talked to my sis about her plans after form 5, might ask her to consider servicing line such as culinary arts or hospitality, business might be a good choice too provided she has the interest.

I'm pretty hungry so i think i shall go get myself something to munch and continue what i need to do today.

A boring match

With end result of Chealsea 1 and Man Utd 0, Its such a boring match to watch in the 1st place but the most important thing is the company. Enjoyed having real friends around always.

While i was cruising to meet my friends, it was a long journey but because i had a lot of thinking to do on the way it doesn't feel that long. When i came to my alert mode i notice I'm already reaching and the match will start pretty soon.

I seriously haven't been cruising for ages, this was some great one as i know there is friends waiting. Having true friends is a blessing.

真多鸟儿

今天被放鸽子了。
没事儿做且又有些感冒。
包了整天的纸云吞。
得快去休息，把身体照顾好，
现在得自己照顾自己了别依赖。

A far sight

As time passes by, it is year end again, Singpore is having year end sales again as usual. The other funny thing is with a city like Singapore beautifully lighted up at night KL wants to claim to be City of Lights. Such a joke. Back to where i was, Christmas is coming, my birthday is coming and of course new year. Its about time that i set my resolutions too.

I've done good and bad both but i strongly believe i did so much better at doing good. I prayed as usual daily and I'll be attending YA group starting this Wednesday. I hope this will be a genuine group of good people and not hypocrites like other groups that i've known. I must say the standard of doing good set by God is really high. Therefore i believe the 80:20 rule applies here too. Where 80% of the Christians ain't doing good where as the other 20% is doing it. I've tried to learn more about life and look for an answer to my relationship problem which ended up in a mess after a some reasonable years. I'm glad it is just three years of my life being taken away in compare to those more unfortunate. I notice sometimes you don't need an explanation because all in all is not your fault at all. Its just like Jesus died on the cross not because he did something bad, he is just a victim. I know how to avoid quarrel now? I don't mind being a sucker bearing fault for people as long as everyone knows the truth.


-A gentle answer turns away wrath, but a harsh word stirs up anger.
Proverbs 15:1

I wanted to contribute my talents in someways that it helps not only myself but people around me too. I believe there is no point being rich yourself it is better if you can get people around you to be rich too. There is no point showing off wealth among the poor, i believe you can find more happiness if you could share the knowledge to generate your wealth and help others in need to live a better life. Its a blessing to give because that shows that your more capable and you are willing to help others.

-Every man according to his own heart, so let him give; not grudgingly, of necessity: for God loves a cheerful giver.
II Corinthians 9:7

There is no age limit or any limit in giving, above is just a parable in sense of wealth, it could be giving attention or even time to listen to people in need. It could be as simple as buying your friend lunch when you know that he is short of money. It could be washing the car for your parents. I myself is planning to strive at work to bring home a little more wealth to support my sister in her studies. I hope i could find more time and patience to help her in her studies too.

-Don't let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example for the believers in speech, in life, in love, in faith and in purity.
1 Timothy 4:12

I'm glad that in my family, mum and sis is actively involve in all this God's work. Caleb in Malacca is blessed because he is doing well with his work, I'm considering to invest with my bro if we manage to come to an agreement in the service apartment call Hatten Square. After God, family would be the utmost important for me, i believe if i were to have a spouse in the future she will be in my family category. Its what our heart and mind tells us to do good or not to, so if you have a heart and mind for good course that is wonderful, if you don't it will be wonderful too in the sense of pleasure and fun but not until you get into trouble and find that your life is all about pleasure and fun. So do remember,


For where your treasure is, there will your heart also be.
Luke 12:34

*treasure doesn't have to be in sense of wealth. It is what your desires are.

May all of you have a wonderful Sunday, go find something good to do now and don't wait before its too late. Enjoy the pretty weather today and start making things happen in life.